The spirit that I used to know
Disclaimer: I OWN NOTHING! Not Yu-Gi-Oh! Or Somebody That I Used to Know by Gotye if I did there would be an English season 0 and people would respect the manga and Bakura more…
Now and then I think of when we were together, like when you said you were so happy you could die
"(I wonder why you don't talk to me host, I do miss our little chats, come host, talk to me)" "Oh, it's him again mocking me constantly," I truly think he is just trying to drive me insane, he always gets what he wants, he just takes and takes like the thief he is, never helping others, always seeing to his needs before others and never thinking of the consequences , he thinks his games are amusing huh, the only game that would be the one where he loses, there was a time I enjoyed his company , when he only wanted to play with me, but those times are gone…..
I told myself that you were right for me, but felt so lonely in your company, but that was and it's an ache I still remember…
I deluded myself with these silly fantasies of him being my only friend, I convinced myself that he was the other half of my soul but I was wrong, he always made feel alone, "You didn't let me have any real friends did you? Only DOLLS! And even then those dolls were poor innocent people who only wanted to be my friends!" "But landlord, did you really think I wanted you to have friends?! They would have jeopardised my plans-I mean our friendship!" He thought about me, only those schemes of his, I remember that fight, that fight both relieved and intensified the ache inside my heart…..
You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness, like resignation to the end, always the end…
I needed him before, the pain he caused me was like a drug, I was addicted to his poison, the sadness I felt, was so entrancing, he was intoxicating but I longed for his approval and a I just resigned to the idea of him taking over and abandoning me, leaving me alone in both my thoughts and physically, but not anymore….
End of chapter 1 Hope you liked it, I was thinking about this for a while when I was listening to that song and thought RYOU & BAKURA please read & review but I don't know if I will continue this yet….