Hey guys! I'm back with my second iCarly fanfic. Okay, so two days off from school and a chest cold have left me in bed with nothing much to do except write. I've been working on my new Star Trek fanfic with my buddy Raxsah and my Zelda fanfic, which no one seems to care about. *sigh* That's okay, most people dig romantic fanfics and for once, that's not what I'm writing about. lol However, this fanfic is.

I know the first chapter is painfully short, but it's kind of setting up the rest of the story. Read my comments at the bottom to understand.

I don't own iCarly. That'd be weird if I did and I was writing a fanfic about how I'd want shit to play out instead of just doing that. Oh wait, right... what I'd want wouldn't be aloud to be aired! :3 That's okay!

Warning: Femslash and languages. And a bit of sexual stuff later. I'll put a warning a the top of that chapter, no worries.

Enjoy!


Chapter 1: Letter to the Lonely


"Sam, we need to talk," Carly said as Freddie signaled that they were clear at the end of iCarly. Sam was already collapsing into a beanbag chair in the corner as soon as the hand signal was made.

"Alright cupcake, let's talk," she said as she kicked off her black high-tops. Carly pulled up another beanbag next to her.

"I was hoping that we could talk… alone…" Carly said, directing her comment more to Freddie than her blonde friend. Freddie looked up from his computer to where the best friends were sitting.

"That means beat it, Fredward," Sam reiterated, glaring at the boy. Freddie rolled his eyes at Sam's comment and closed his laptop.

"Fine, I'll give you two some space. My mom actually bought some cake to celebrate out 250th episode, so I'll go grab that and meet you guys downstairs when you're done," he explained as he headed for the door.

"Sounds great, Freddie. Thank your mom for me!" Carly said as Freddie left the studio, waving a hand of acknowledgement over his shoulder.

"Save me some cake!" Sam called out as the door slammed shut behind him. Carly chuckled at Sam's statement as she scooted her beanbag closer to her blonde friend.

"Is food all you think about?" She asked, smiling at Sam. Sam smiled back as she stretched her arm out and placed around Carly's shoulders.

"No, you end up taking up a lot of my thoughts," Sam whispered as she leaned over to kiss her brunette lover. She was surprised when Carly pulled away and removed Sam's arm from around her shoulders.

"That's sweet, but we need to talk, Sammy. You're my best friend and you know I love you, but I can't do this anymore," Carly explained, causing Sam to shrink away at her words. Silence filled the room as Carly's words sunk in.

"So this…?" Sam couldn't find the words to complete her sentence, but Carly knew. Sam was her best friend and they understand each other without words.

"This secret relationship is over. I can't keep doing it. I'm not a lesbian and I hate keeping secrets. I'm sorry, Sammy." Again, they sat in silence as Sam tried to process this information. She just got dumped.

"Oh…" Slowly, Sam got to her feet. Carly tried to stand as well, but Sam stuck out her arm and pushed her back down.

"Sam, don't be like this. I still want us to be friends," Carly pleaded, but Sam shook her head.

"You don't get to dump me and then beg for forgiveness. I need time now, Carly Shay." Carly remained seated as Sam crossed the room, her head hung low in shame. Carly wanted to stand up, dart across the room, take Sam in her arms, and kiss her, but she just couldn't. She wasn't like that.

"I'm sorry, Sammy…" Sam reached out for the doorknob, paused, and turned around.

"It might have only been for a short time, but I really had feelings for you…" Sam said as she opened the door and left the iCarly studio.


To Be Continued...


Okay, there we have it. Short and sweet so far. Each chapter after this is going to have Sam hooking up with a random girl of the iCarly universe. Any suggestions? Let me know. If I haven't planned on writing it already, I will! lol Every other chapter except the first and last one could also could be considered a oneshot in itself. :D The last chapter will be filled with Carly/Sam goodness.

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