I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
I just laid down on my bed and listened to those lyrics of my favorite song. My thoughts brought back all my memories. I couldn't keep them away from me anymore. I needed him. I couldn't take risking my life without him. I felt like if I was in danger.
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
"Edward?" I whispered to myself, "Where are you?" I closed my eyes. My mind was covered with his image. I couldn't stop thinking about him. I needed him with all my heart. I couldn't stop my thoughts anymore.
Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
I sat up quickly. I couldn't take this anymore. I stood up and grabbed my jacket. "Charlie! I'm going out" I yelled out and slammed the door behind me. I opened my trucks' door and stepped inside. I looked up at a picture of us. My eyes began to water. I leaned my head on the steering wheel and cried. I covered my face with my hands as they started to get wet with my tears.
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
I wiped my tears and started driving out. It was another rainy day. I described the rain as my tears and the clouds, well they were my broken heart, and they covered the sun which was the good memories of ours. I drove all the way to school and parked. I got out and looked around. I found the forest and started walking to that direction. My thoughts got crowed the more I got closer. I shook my head and just started running. I ran into the forest and there was silence. I walked a current direction and then looked back.
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I was tired of walking. I needed to stop and rest but I needed to keep going. Then I looked forward and saw a house, with glass windows and a glass door. I smiled weakly at myself. I ran slowly to it. I took a deep breath and knocked slightly and hoped for someone to answer. I heard footsteps coming down the stairs. It was Alice. I sighed and just opened the door myself.
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
"Hey Bella" She said kindly. I looked at her, hoping my expression didn't show "WORRIED. "
"Uhm hi Alice, where's Edward?"
"In his room" She smiled.
I nodded and walked up the stairs and saw Edward looking out the window. I quietly walked into the room but he turned around and saw me. My eyes widened in fear, surprise or maybe shock. I opened my mouth but no words came out.
"I'm sorry, I needed time to think" I said to him, looking at the ground.
He walked towards me and he lifted my head. I stared into his hazel like eyes. "It's okay Bella" He said. He put his arms around my waist and he softly kissed my lips. I felt his cold lips on my warm soft lips. I kissed him back. I didn't think this will happen.
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
"I love you Bella, no matter what" He said to me softly.
My tears were developing and I opened my mouth, waiting for words to come out. "I…I love you…too" He hugged me tight and my tears escaped and I felt a stain of tears on his shirt. I hoped that everything would stay perfect… just like this.
Song lyrics; Leave Out All The Rest by Linkin Park. In Twilight Soundtrack, buy it now in stores.
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