A/N: Nakushita kotoba, came to me a while ago and finding that 'spark' I followed my instincts hoping this story would turn out better than my others. Angsty/Romance/Supernatural; If you guys like that along with my characters, then you've came to the right place. I am my own beta for now, but if you're willing to help, I'd really apperciate it. Enjoy
Disclamier: Kishimoto owns anything Naruto related, but I own the plot of this story
Summary: Everyone holds something dark within themselves. It's only important when you're on the verge of completely breaking, that someone's supposed to come along and save you from that darkness that's slowly killing you right? Vampires. AU...R&R SaiSaku.
'thoughts'
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'Inner'
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Memories
Tap, tap, tap. Sakura was sitting in her first period class chatting with her friends and boyfriend, with the mention of that her inner swooned on the spot, while waiting for her calculus teacher to get here.
'30 minutes and he's still not here dammit!' Glowered an impatient pink haired girl.
"I swear if Kakashi doesn't get in here in the next 10 minutes, I'll freak!" she angrily huffed, putting too much pressure into the poor desk she was gripping and snapped part of it in half.
"Sakura-chan c-clan down." suggested a cute blonde with a puppy dog pout on his whiskered face.
"I can't calm down! He does this shit all the time and I've had it!!!" Losing her cool yelled a pissed of Sakura.
'SHANNARO let's castrate him!' But before that idea became reality, Kakashi walked in the door, without realizing he almost lost his manly organs today.
"Sorry I'm late class, I was escorting a new trans-"
"LIAR!" screamed half of the class.
"Uh no actually if you guys would let me finish, ahem we are having a new student today and her name is Karin. Please give her a warm welcome alright?" he finished in his bored as hell monotone voice. Sakura's friends, including Sasuke weren't all that interested in the new student and continued with their 'squabble' until they heard collective gasps fill the room.
"Damn she's hot!"
"Hey baby can I get your digits? I'll ring you anytime"
And other vulgar and cheap pick-up lines you can think of were being restlessly thrown at the new girl. She had long red hair, with some of it cut short on one side of her face while she wore glasses and had a model's figure. She also had the coolest and prettiest clothes a girl could ever want. Not. She dressed like a total slut; Sakura noted as she walked down the isle in those ridiculous 5 inch heels stilettos and mini skirt where you can practically see her underwear. Wait scratch that, I mean thong. Sakura shudders as her ginormous boobs are being fitted into a tight see through shirt, it's a wonder she can breathe in that thing.
'Why is she coming over here and…staring at Sasuke-kun like that?!' she screeches in her head, getting ready to rip the girl's throat out. 'Sasuke can't really be interested in that…can he?'
'Of course not! Your just being overly paranoid and not to mention jealous.' snickered her outer. Oh how wrong Sakura was. The look on Sasuke's face was sickening. He was actually smirking at her and motioning her to sit with them. Sakura was flabbergasted and nearly choked on her spit when he let her play with his hair and there is one major rule with the stoic Uchiha: Never ever touch the hair if you value your life.
'He…he doesn't even let me touch his hair.' Sakura felt a pang in her stomach telling her, she might lose Sasuke. Pushing that impossible thought aside, she looked at Naruto and the gang to see their reactions. Naruto-baka had his mouth opening and closing like a fish staring at the scene between the two and the girl had to stifle a giggle so he wouldn't hear it. The others all had smirks on the face including lazy ass Shikamaru who was too lazy to do anything except eat and Ino her best friend.
'Ok weird…' stated her highly confused inner and Sakura agreeing more than anything turned around to face the board to copy notes, trying to ignore a pig squeal of a laugh from Karin and Sasuke and his flirtatious pick up lines.
Lunch time
Sakura was standing with Naruto, who kept talking about how the cafeteria should serve ramen because this food was tasted like crap. The girl tuned him out, nodding occasionally so he wouldn't know she wasn't listening to him and thought about the new 'couple' at 'their' table. They were sitting their feeding each other. Disgusting.
"Sakura-chan? Oi, what would be better: ice cream flavored ramen or eel?" grossed out by his random question Sakura replied, "Neither bonehead" then walked off to their table leaving Naruto and his ramen heartbroken. Reaching the table she made a move to sit down, but Karin only glared and said,
"Uh excuse me, but you don't sit here." with her fake nose sticking up in the air like her head.
"You're the mistaken one because that's my seat you're sitting in, right guys?" she said in high hopes that her friends would back her up, but it never came as the all just glared at her. Naruto had caught up to her by then and was pissed 'cuz they wouldn't make room, since that ugly new girl was here.
"Get the sticks outta your asses and make room guys." he demanded.
"Go sit somewhere else dobe."
"Shut it teme. I'll go sit somewhere else as long as Sakura-chan can sit here."
"Then it looks like you have no where to sit." spat out a laughing Karin with her annoying imitations of dying hyena sounds. 'How could they do this especially Sasuke?' Sakura bitterly thought to herself as she dragged a fuming blonde with her so they could eat out on the rooftop.
"When I get my hands on that teme I'll kill him and that ugly slut too!" shouted the blonde once they were outside and eating. "Calm down Naruto or you'll choke." Too late, the boy was already choking on his pizza flavored ramen.
"Baka" she murmured under her breath.
"I heard that!"
After school
A cherry blossom haired girl was currently lying on bed at her 'Mother's' house who was also president of the Konoha Hospital. Sighing she rolled over stretching from her previous nap, until she fell off the bed and banged her already large forehead on the wooden boards below.
"Owwwwww…" she complained rubbing her head. The phone had just rang and Sakura raced down the stairs to get it, before whoever it was hung up. "M-Moshi Moshi?"
"Sakura listen, I'm going on a small business trip for about 3 weeks so don't go back to your parents house without telling me alright?" it was Tsunade.
"Hai shishou, I'll see you when you get back." click. The line went dead. Her parents, she shivers at the thought. Climbing back up the stairs, she did her homework, took a hot shower and fell asleep, having nightmares about Sasuke and her past.
3 weeks later
It was worse. Her life that was once a perfect little fairytale with her prince charming was destroyed. Sasuke and the rest of her so called friends ignored Sakura and Naruto. They would've accepted him, but he chooses to remain with her.
'So he kept his promise ne?' she could just cry of joy at the thought, but right now she doesn't want to cry of happiness, but pain. It was going to rain all week that week that weather reported announced on TV this morning, and true to his word and poured. Sitting in Kakashi's class again, he stated they were having another transfer.
"Oh joy." Naruto replied sarcastically earning him a slap on the head from Sakura.
"Anyways, his name is Sai and I want all of you to just as nice to him as you are to Karin." he finished with disgust at the sound of her name. Kakashi didn't like her at all since she took all of Sakura's friends away, since he thought of her like a daughter after he found out about that day. The door opened and here came stepping in the classroom was a Sasuke look-a-like.
"Gross! He looks just like Teme!" Slap! Naruto was now taking a nap on his desk.
"Baka!" yelled out Sakura. She sat back down and noticed everyone staring at her in disgust. Pissed off because they were looking at her like that she glared back coldly asking,
"What the hell are you looking at?" most of them turned away, scared that she might hurt them and others like the gang kept glaring until they heard footsteps walk towards them. Noticing it was the new guy; they soon lost interest in Sakura and observed him.
"Hey cutie why don't you sit by us?" asked Karin in an overly sickening sugary sweet voice. He didn't even bother to let her know that he heard and walked the other way to go sit by Sakura. That pissed her off to no end. Sai just sat there not looking at anything, just…staring off into nothingness.
"N-ne, my name is Haruno Sakura." said girl smiled at him. He only stared and looked at her in a bored manner before turning his head and looking away again. Sakura was a little depressed since he didn't look like he wanted to make friend, until she heard him softly say,
"Sai." and "It's nice to meet someone as ugly as you. It's my first time seeing someone so hideous." she gaped at him while he smiled at her. Sakura was about to snap at him, but Naruto already beat her to it. "What the fuck did you just call Sakura?" he whispers darkly at the raven. He doesn't even flinch as he looks at Naruto.
'He looks so much like Sasuke…' Sakura thought as she stared at the boy. His skin was pale and flawless, and his hair was black, but short unlike Sasuke's. His eyes were the same as the Uchiha's, yet darker somehow. He sensed that he was being stared at and turned his head to look at the weird girl, which was a bad thing for him since Naruto hated being ignored.
"Naruto calm down now." she muttered quietly, lost in the raven's eyes. "Tch, whatever."
"Okay class your free today so don't bother me, got it?" announced Kakashi in a warning manner with a perverted glint in his eye, before pulling out his infamous book Icha Icha paradise. That snapped the two out of their daze and looked opposite ways for the rest of class.
Science class
"Alright class, you'll be working on highly acidic chemicals today so be careful or so help me I'll kill you myself. Have fun, Sasuke-kun…" threatened the school's science teacher Orochimaru, who has a thing for Sasuke. Said boy just glared at the man before he took his seat by the slut, oops I meant Karin. Sighing at the site Sakura was about to sit beside Naruto, but forgot he wasn't in this class. Getting more depressed by the second, her head shot up as she heard Sai's velvet voice speak to her.
"Sit here ugly." the boy suggested with that fake smile of his.
'Why does he smile like that and if he calls me that one more time, I'll kill him myself' Sakura thought while thinking of ways to secretly put chemicals into his food. Sitting beside him, she noticed he moved a few inches away from her and only looked at the board. Not paying him any attention she waited for her chemicals to get to her table so she could start. It took way longer than it should have as they were concentrating very hard on their project, trying not to get any of it on them. They were almost the first ones done if it weren't for Karin.
Seconds later she came strolling by their table with something in her hands. Not acknowledging her presence, pissed her off which made her go ahead with her plan. She pulled back Sakura's blouse and poured the contents of the vile down the cherry blossom's back, while the gang just sat there not caring. Sakura felt something itch on her back and paid it no mind, for she was about to mixed three highly radioactive chemicals together. Then it became unbearable as it got to the point to where she fell out of her chair screaming in pain. Sai wasn't expecting it, until he smelled acid that they weren't using, coming too close, but it was too late. Karin was laughing like a homicidal maniac while the Uchiha and the rest just sat there.
'I'll kill her.' was all her inner said before she took over Sakura and shakily stood up in front of the shocked Karin who was holding an empty vile of liquid Nitrate in her hands. Pure rage rolled off the girl in wave. Before she could marvel over how the girl could still be standing, she was punched in the face, instantly breaking her nose. A danger Sakura calmly walked over to where Karin was lying on the ground with blood spurting out of her nose, which immediately caught Sai's attention. It filled his nose along with burnt flesh, he stated to shake as he tried not to let his bloodlust overcome him as he watched Sakura tower over the other girl. She raised her fist getting ready to kill her, but in a flash the Uchiha stood in front of Karin glaring maliciously at her, slapping her across the face. Hard.
Sakura stumbled back a few steps, with shock written all over her face. The girl didn't quite register what was happening as her body gave way underneath her, sending her into a black world of emptiness and suffering. It was after school hours later and still raining. Groggily the girl sat up until she was gently pushed back down again. She automatically asks where she is and a dark and smooth yet calm voice fills the once quiet room, as it explains to her what had happened. Tears mist in her eyes as she forces them back down telling herself things have been way worse than this. Way worse. She turned her head to see Sai smiling at her. "Why do you smile like that?" He cocks his head in slight innocent confusion, not liking where this is going.
"It's fake, empty. You'll never fool someone with a smile like that. You…you seem so lonely and hurt all the time. What's the point in smiling like that if your so unhappy?" she asks, without realizing the danger she just put herself in. "You don't know anything." he spat back, showing his true face. It didn't faze her at all as she saw him baring his fangs at her.
"You tell anyone and I'll kill you and your pathetic family." he threatened, but the girl didn't even flinch, but just laid there smiling at him. A haunting, sad smile. "Can you please step outside while I change?" she asked as if nothing between the two happened. He didn't answer as he stood up and stalked out of the room waiting for the annoying girl to finish. As he waited he thought about what he did to the Uchiha today as just a warning.
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You're not real, but could you pretend to be, for my sake?
I'm slowly losing it, my sanity. Even though you lost your's eons ago
Am I selfish? Is that a sin?
If it is I'll gladly give into it for you.
-Flashback-
Everyone stood still and the room was eerily quiet. They were all watching the scene before their very eyes. Sai was hunching over an unconscious Sakura while Karin although in pain was laughing her head off as Sasuke just stood there not caring with a smirk on his face. Suddenly Sakura was in Sai's arm being held tenderly like a bride and before even Sasuke could see it, Sai stood right beside the boy, face placid and menacing, letting his power roll sending shivers down everyone's spines. "Touch her again…and I'll kill you." was all the raven said before he was out the door and walking down the hallway.
-End-
Still deep in thought, Sai didn't notice the girl was already changed and staring at him, until he heard a soft cough beside him. Side glancing at her, he didn't even acknowledge the girl as he started to walk down the hallway to exit the school.
"Let's go." he demanded after noticing the girl hadn't moved from the spot he left her standing in. Jogging after him, she winced in pain as she hobbled after him. He noticed this, but made no move to comment on it. Soon they reached the car after multiple stops so Sakura could catch her irregular breaths, and gaped in shock at his car. It was a midnight black 2010 Genesis Coupe. Staring at her rude form, he unlocked the doors and got in. "Where do you live?"
"Uh…just take two lefts, four rights and go past a street light and my house is the third one on the left." she answers sheepishly, shaking a little. Raising a perfectly arched eyebrow, he sped off to her house not even trying to make conversation with her. A few minutes later they were driving down the neighborhood Sakura told him to go into and littered the streets were drug dealers and whores. It was a very poor and dangerous place to live and Sai wondered how Sakura could afford to go to Konoha. She didn't look like the type to open her legs for cheap sex he thought, but you never know how a person really is. They pulled into her drive way and Sakura was visibly shaking and on the verge of crying. Fear.
'They reek of it' he darkly thought to himself, finally noticing her scent. She smelled like honeysuckle and strawberries with the pungent smell of burnt flesh, fear and salt. Salt? He looked over to see her crying, grabbing her sides with her bangs covering her face. Sakura slowly let out shaky breaths and stepped out of the car. She bends down with her hair still covering her eyes and face, masking the many emotions flashes through them.
"…Thanks." she whispers out, closes the door and makes her way over to an overgrown ladder with vines sticking out. From there she starts her climb, gasping out in pain as her back violently spasms, she only grits her teeth and keeps climbing, until she reaches an unlocked window and crawls through. The raven is merely curious as to why she doesn't go in through the front door, but it doesn't matter to his since it's none of his business, so he starts his car and drives off. Once in her room, she prays that her parents didn't hear her or the car and quietly crawls over to her bed.
The door swings open revealing two drunken and pissed off parents. They were both sweaty as the smell of sex invades Sakura's musty room, which she never goes into anyways and bile rises to her throat. Calmly they ask her if she's been whoring around and if she has any money. She refuses to answer and hasn't any so they become aggressive and start beating her. Harder. Sakura starts to bleed from new wounds and old ones as her father wipes her with a studded belt, but she's used to it. She always is, until he accidentally hits her back and Sakura screams. She mentally curses at herself as her father notices and asks for one of the chains they keep in the room for 'activiteis'. Seconds later he grasps it in his hand and lashes out.
It was after the fourth strike that Sakura, not standing the pain any longer blacks out. By the time she wakes up, there's blood everywhere and it's completely dark. She can feel it leak from a cut on her head as it drops onto the bloodied floor below her. She's dead. She's been dead for years, being broken so many times that she gave up on life, until she met them.
-Flashback-
10 year old Sakura had just been abused by her parents again. She really made them mad this time when she brought a homeless boy to her house. He went by the name Uzumaki Naruto; he was jumped by older kids who thought he was a poor, dirty, monster. She, having enough courage to fight back thanks to her best friend Ino, lost control over her newly formed inner and savagely attacked them. Minutes later the girl came out with a few cuts and bruises, but was perfectly fine. The blonde stared at her in awe and slight fear. She only smiled at him and offered him her hand.
Grinning from cheek to cheek the boy grabbed it and made their way to her house to be patched up. They made it without a problem and she sat him down and went to look for the first-aid kit she always kept in her room for situations like these. Soon she had him bandaged and feeling better again. After that they played for hours. They've only known each other for a little while, but it felt like years and they were the best of friends. All too soon her parents came home to find a dirty blonde boy leaning of their useless daughter. They were sleeping, but it did not matter, as her father picked the still sleeping boy and literally threw him out the house, while Sakura's mother dragged her by the hair upstairs.
It lasted much longer, the beating did. She was left broken and bloody on the bathroom floor form where her father came in and raped her as punishment for bring a boy into the house, and that's when she snapped. Sakura's eyes hardened, turning a dark forest green almost black as she attacked both her parents. Screams filled the air and neighbors hearing them, alerted the police, who took 30 minutes to get there. The police arrived at the Haruno house hold to see a naked unconscious drenched in her own blood with her parents right beside her in their own. A random officer called an ambulance and walked over to the girl, picked her up and instantly dead black charcoal eyes stared at her as an inhuman scream pierced into the night.
-Two months later-
Sakura has been at the hospital recovering from the abuse she's been through. It was confirmed that she was sodomized and 'mentally unstable.' She wouldn't respond to any of the investigator's questions, she just sat there carrying her father's child. The girl was charged for assault and attempted homicide since her parents were in worse condition than she was and was sentenced 5 years in juvy.
-Six months later-
Sakura was walking down the halls of juvy with her best friend Naruto, who was admitted there for the same amount of time she was for killing an ex convict, because he tried to 'finish what he started' with his parents. They became even closer than before if that's even possible. The blonde promised the blossom that he'd always protect her and her child until the day he dies and that brought tears of happiness yet pain to Sakura. As they were on the way to the cafeteria they were about to open the door until a delinquent who was there because of homicide against 6 people busted through the door, slamming Sakura into the wall instantly killing the life inside her.
-2 years later-
Sakura and Naruto were sitting out on the grass outside, letting the breeze caress their tired bodies. Naruto leaning on her in front, while she ran her fingers through his long hair. He still blamed himself for that day which was today exactly. He shouldn't, especially not on his birthday. The wind soon picked up and it looked like it was about to rain. The once comfortable silence they both were enjoying was rudely interrupted by a commotion by the basketball court. Both irked by it, they decided to go check it out and saw inmates swarming around this new boy and another, who was lying on the ground drowning in his own pool of blood. Purposely coughing aloud, Naruto glared at them, which made some of them pee their pants, because Sakura was with him.
Ever since Naruto killed the guy who killed Sakura's unborn child, they wouldn't go near them when she was around, and that was rare. As they made a clearing for the two most feared people in the facility, the new kid who pulverized Kabuto looked at the two seeing what was so frightening about them. Naruto's sun kissed hair reached his shoulders and his sky blue eyes which once held a bright vibrant sheen to them, were now hardened and lifeless without an ounce of luster to them. His body was much leaner and his tan skin was even a bit darker from his constant time spending outside. Next he looked at the strange girl next to him. She had wired long pink hair that reached the small of her back and dull sea foam eyes, which were currently locked with obsidian.
They held no emotion just like his he noted to himself. Unlike Naruto, her skin was porcelain pale and it looked like you just touched her, she'd break into thousands of pieces. Sakura's rosy plump lips were formed into a small frown as she noticed that he was staring at her, yet she was doing the same. The boy's eyes bled red with black tomas spinning in them like a kaleidoscope. His skin was alabaster pale and his hair hugged his head as long bangs framed his face with the rest sticking out in the back in its black color with a blue tint.
Soon the ignored Naruto was pissed as hell, for there is one thing that he hates the most is being ignored. "Hey teme, stop glaring at Sakura-chan and I was still talking to you!" growled an angered blonde as he shoved the boy against the wall. Colorful words were being relentlessly thrown at him, while he did nothing except glare at the dobe. About to face a fist implanted on his face, the other boy instantly stopped, inches away from said boy's face after hearing a soft voice reach their ears.
"Naruto calm down now." The kistune calmed down immediately as they turned to see Sakura walk up to them giving Naruto a hard, but soft motherly glare, before turning to the raven asking, "My name's Haruno Sakura, what's yours?" Time passed by in silence until they heard him mumble,
"Uchiha, Uchiha Sasuke."
"It's nice to meet you Sasuke-kun." She chirped with a genuine smile gracing her face, and that's what slowly melted his heart.
-Three years later-
The three have gotten even closer than ever before over the years they've spent together in juvy. Released and more mature when they first met, the gang was playing video games at the Uchiha's abandoned mansion. The raven never really opened up to them, until he heard Sakura's horrific story. His was very different. Very.
-Three years ago of Sasuke's past-
A 12 year old Sasuke came home late one night from a friend's house. Oblivious to the eerily dead quiet mansion, the boy ran up to the house and burst through the doors making a mad sprint to his parent's room. Running up the staircase he wanted to tell his Okaa-san about him time there. When he reached the door he made a grab for it, but instantly froze, merely centimeters away from the knob. A sense of dread overcame boy's body as he gulped and stepped into the room. Inside he saw a site that would haunt him for the rest of his life. He wanted to throw up when he saw blood covering the once clean white walls. Laying there were his mother and father drowning in blood. Dismembered body parts were scattered everywhere and standing above them was a man he was oh so familiar with.
"O-Onii-san?!" The young raven squeaked out while tears trailed down his face. Said man was by the balcony of their parent's room with a knife and gun hand in hand with blood smeared all over his face, while he had his own tears streaming down his face. His eyes were cold, dead and that's what made the younger Uchiha snap. He charged towards his aniki, took the gun and fired five founds into his brother. Itachi not stopping him once fell backward and hit the ground with a thud. Soon the police arrived with an ambulance after the far away neighbors heard the gunshots.
They found Sasuke crying over his dead parents and told them he saw Itachi standing over their dead corpses so he killed him. It turns out that they found another dead body at the bottom of the balcony with 57 stab wounds in it. It was from the knife Itachi in his hands when they saw him and he was still holding it in his cold dead hands even after death. He killed the man who murdered their parents. Sasuke was charged with manslaughter and was sentenced two years in juvy, and that's were he met Sakura and Naruto.
-Present day of flashback-
Sasuke and Sakura having similar tragedies got closer than just best friends. Soon they were together while he and Naruto were even more overprotective around the pinkette even more. She and Naruto decided to cut their hair, with hers reaching her shoulders and his hugging his head with messy spikes sticking out in every direction, as Sasuke wanted to keep his long. But all of them had the old spark in there eyes, while Sasuke's had some; his were still dead as he chose to stay broken.
-End of flashback(s)-
Sakura laid there recalling her past, over and over again on the verge of tears. She wondered why Sasuke choose to stay that way and leave her for that. Sakura wasn't the type to feel jealousy, but sadness.
'She must make him happier…did I not?' the girl sadly asked herself. Getting little energy from when she blacked out, Sakura struggled to her feet, taking about five minutes to accomplish that simple task. She limped over to her dresser and took out 'spare' clothes she kept here in case she had to come back for something. Putting all of her stuff into her book bag she crawled through her already open window and let herself fall. Sakura was in too much pain to climb down and landed on a thick bush she purposely grew there for reasons like these.
Groaning in pain, she pulled out her voyager and Naruto to come and pick her up. Minutes ticked by as she waited for the blonde to get here. Soon he was there and gasped at the state she was in.
"Sakura I swear to Kami I'll kill them all for this." he whispered so violently, the old Naruto coming back.
"Baka you can't do that, because you'll leave me and don't you still want to keep your promise?" she whispered back ever so softly. Sighing Naruto picked up Sakura tenderly holding her in his arms as he ran down the street to get in his guess what color? Orange 2008 Audi TT. Still pissed as hell he laid her down in the back seat and sped off. Speeding like the devil himself was after them, Naruto made the usually 45 minute ride to the hospital into 10. Practically dragging Sakura, he busted through the hospital doors and demanded to be seen.
"Oi, someone get over here now or i'll blow this whole place up!" Heavy footsteps were heard throughout the building as a busty blonde woman with amber eyes appeared.
"Naruto if you don't shut the hell up this instant I'll…" was all the head director of the hospital Tsunade could say as her eyes caught a flash of pink in his arms, and that's when all hell broke loose.
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A/N: Finished! I was almost in tears when I wrote that Itachi part and I went through like 5 boxes of tissues when Itachi died in the manga. I hope I get a few reviews for this one. *Ahem* anyways I made a community called Naruto Ondo that has some of my stories and a few others from other authors and if you're looking for a place to submit yours then just PM me and I'll add you. :3 Next chapter: "A prelude to a new life"
Also I want to let you guys know that XxXChiharu-Chan-1000-SpringsXx made a great heart wrenching Naruto fic called, "Daybreak Reveries". What to hear more? May 27th is when it'll be published fresh for reading! Check it out her homepage for more info!
R&R
~Sakura-sama~