One Shot story, but I love this song!
NINA'S POV
I sat on my bed, thinking. A sharpie in hand, and pondering. My phone buzzed beside me, a calming buzz. I had have the nerve to chuck it at the door.
Wish I had concentrated.
I never wished he called, it brought up all the times we had and now I wasn't sure.
They said love was complicated, but it's something I just fell into.
What have I gotten myself into? It's Valentine's day and I'm supposed to be with someone I love!
And it was overrated, but just look what I created.
I came out alive, but I'm black and blue.
My heart hurts, as if it was black and blue. He called. Dillon. My old boyfriend, we broke up the night I left, he told me I'd regret leaving. I cried, of course.
Before you ask me if I'm alright think about what I have to do...
He told me he loved me.
Wake-up and smell the break up.
Fix my heart, put on my make-up.
Another mess I didn't plan.
I think he wants me to tell him I love him too. But I don't know. He told me, all through the year, I had his heart.
And I'll bet you thought you beat me.
Wish you could only see I got an "I Heart ?" written on the back of my hand.
I took the sharpie and wrote in big black letters on the back of my hand, 'I heart ?'
I'd be fine if you just walked by,
but you had to talk about why you were wrong and I was right.
But I can't believe you made me sit at home, cry like a baby, wait right by the phone every night.
He texted me and asked if he I was okay? I cried, and Jessica, my best friend, told me he dated all the time. Yeah I totally had his heart.
And now you ask about you and I, there's no you and I,
remember what you put me through I had to...
I thought about him, all the times. He always controlled me, did he love me? Really?
Wake-up and smell the break up.
Fix my heart, put on my make-up.
Another mess I didn't plan.
NO! He isn't messing with me this time! If only he was here! Or Amber. But Amber is with Mick. Patricia is with Alfie and Jerome with Mara. All out in La La land. Fabian and I were alone…
And I'll bet you thought you beat me.
Wish you could only see I got an "I Heart ?" written on the back of my hand.
I looked down at my hand, held up my phone and took a picture.
And when you're home all alone at night,
you'll still wonder why you took everything I had, oh baby.
I haven't thought about you and I, there's no you and I, and I know someday you will...
I sent it to him. He replied back, with a 'I love you Nina.'
Wake-up and smell the break up.
Realize that we won't make up.
I texted him and told him, there was no us. There was never a us.
It didn't go the way you planned.
And you'll know you didn't beat me
when you look down and see I got an "I Heart ?" written on the back of my hand.
I blocked the number and stared at my hand, I knew who I loved. There was a soft knock at the door, and Fabian walked in. He had a single rose and a box of chocolates. "Nina, I was wondering if you'd be my Valen-"
I was over to him so fast, I kissed him, wrapping my hands around his neck. I pulled away and looked into his eyes. He was smiling.
"I love you Fabian, no one else. I was going to tell you sooner, but I didn't know." I showed him my hand…
Written on the back of my hand.
An "I heart ?".
Written on the back of my hand...
I took the sharpie, crossed the question mark and wrote, 'Fabian', he smiled, took the sharpie from me and wrote 'I heart Nina'
I smiled as he pulled me into another kiss, the chocolate and rose tosses on to the bed.
Hope I did okay, sorry if it's confusing! So sorry! Comment please!
