word count: 413 (haha, i can write sooo much))
{note: i do actually have proper grammar.
this is just for the aesthetic.}
~maddie~
{begin}
oh, silly boy,
you don't know who you are.
you hide behind various masks,
don't know where to begin.
you silly, silly thing.
..
haha, you laugh,
you smile,
but inwardly,
you bleed.
even you don't know who the real you is.
..
i
d
e
n
t
i
t
y
it's a very complicated thing.
see, it's hard to act
when you don't know who you are.
silly, you're dumb,
can't you see?
you're not fooling anyone.
..
lies, lies, lies,
baby, you just cannot stop.
pretending that's reality?
ha, that's cheap.
you think people believe that old,
store-spun lie?
that you're really okay?
that you're not dying inside?
nice try.
..
I
D
E
N
T
I
T
Y,
do you really know what that is?
you hide behind so many emotions,
it's really hard to tell.
..
you think you'll get the girl?
silly boy,
you're so so wrong.
you see,
once you turn your back,
she's gone.
you've lost her.
buh-bye, lover boy.
..
can you you even see me?
do you even know?
how much you've lost inside?
how deep you've gotten yourself?
..
you. are. drowning.
in loss, in hate, in pain.
is something
you can only have
once you
know
what
it
is.
..
e
m
o
t
i
o
n,
oh, it's such a scary thing,
can't tell what you really want,
what you're gonna get,
what you really are.
..
learn it,
get your act together,
find out your true identity.
stop being dumb,
stop playing around,
you know something's wrong inside.
fix it,
fix that aching, gaping hole,
only you can learn what you really feel,
and what you're actually made of.
..
oh, you silly, silly, child,
you naughty thing,
don't know when to cut it out,
you just keep playing the charade.
..
she knows,
she can see what's really in you,
but she can't help.
no, baby,
that's what you're supposed to do.
..
learn
who you are,
otherwise identity
is going to become a crisis.
..
I
D
E
N
T
I
T
Y.
find yourself.
or get lost in the illusion.
..
r
e
m
e
m
b
e
r
who you really, truly are.
{end}