Bella & Edward Fanfiction

Summary: Bella is in love with two men. How will she choose between her long- term boyfriend Jacob Black and her fantasies about the mysterious Edward Cullen and if she does choose what kind of consequences will come about?!?! all human.

disclaimer: I do not own twilight

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Chapter 1

BPOV

I curled myself up into Jake's arms and as I drifted off to sleep I realized I was thinking about Edward (A/N Bella & Edward are not close friends).

We were kissing and I felt his tongue brush against by bottom lip as if asking for entry. Our kissing was becoming more and more passionate. I could feel the lust burning inside me. I needed him now. I looked up into Edward's deep emerald eyes and I knew that I loved him.

I tugged as I undid the buttons on his midnight blue shirt and slid my hand down his beautifully sculpted chest. He pulled my tank top over my head but I was still yearning for more, I needed to feel more of his skin against my own.

I unsnapped my bra and pulled it off my shoulders he kissed my shoulders and moved down my body towards my nipples. I groaned as he took my right nipple in his mouth he kissed across my chest and took my left nipple in his mouth. I tugged on the button on his jeans and struggled to pull his jeans down. He realized what I was trying to do and kicked them onto the floor. I could feel his straining erection against his cotton boxers. I could feel the pool of moisture in my panties. He groaned as I ground my hips into his. He ripped his boxers and my panties off faster than I thought possible. He pushed me backwards so that I was lying on my back so that he could access my hot centre and he positioned himself at my entrance...

I gasped as I woke up covered in a thin film of sweat. I was surprised that Jake hadn't woken with all the noise that I must have been making. I looked at the clock and saw that it was 6:37 am I decided to just get up and get ready for school a little early this morning.

I let the hot water run over my body and just stood there for a few minutes trying to shake the dream off me. I couldn't understand why I was dreaming about Edward, I mean sure he was attractive but I love Jake and I was sure that I didn't want to have sex with Edward.

I jumped out of the shower and dried myself off quickly. I crept downstairs and got everything ready for breakfast. I ran back upstairs and gently shook Jacob to wake him up.

"morning sleepy"

"what time is it????" Jacob croaked

"about 7:30 and don't worry, we still have about 15 minutes before Charlie will be up and he will never know that you slept over"

"good cause I need to screw you one last time before he wakes up"

"well we'd better get a move on then"

I struggled to concentrate on what Jacob was doing, I was too focused on my dream and what it meant. All I could think about was the strong feeling of lust I now felt whenever I thought about Edward and how this would affect my relationship with Jake because I loved Jake and I wasn't sure

if I wanted to be with Edward after all we weren't exactly best friends or anything I mean I liked him but I wasn't sure if that meant that I wanted him to be my boyfriend.

Jacob's moans pulled me out of my daydream. As he withdrew I heard Charlie moving around in his room.

"shit, Jake Charlie is awake!!"

"It's OK bells I'll see you downstairs in a minute, after Charlie gets in the shower, OK?"

"OK"

I wasn't really that worried about Charlie catching us, generally he turned a blind eye about that sort of thing but I didn't want Jake asking me about last night. I knew that he would have noticed that I didn't sleep as well as normal and that I was awake before him when I normally slept in past when he woke up. I knew that he wouldn't discuss it with Charlie in the room so I was OK until this evening.

The rest of the morning past in a blur because I couldn't wait to get to school so that I could speak to Alice and Rosalie.