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A/N: Ok so this story is kind of different. First off Harry's parents are alive, he is the boy who lived and everything but voldemort didnt kill his parents. Also this is my first fic EVER so try not to kill my spirit completely! thanks and review.

Jealousy and Forgiveness

Chapter 1.

She sat on the edge of her bed crying, her long red hair in a messy bun. How could I let this happen? she thought.

Flashback

"Why are you being so difficult!?" she snapped.

He just barged up to her, while she was in the middle of a conversation with Alex, and dragged her away into the shed. Followed by that lovely escapade, he proceeded to interrogate her about her relationship with Alex! Having six older, overprotective brothers, she was used to being pressured to explain the appearance of any boy that came within two feet of her, but not from him. He was her boyfriend of all people didn't he trust her?

"I deserve to know if you're cheating on me!" he yelled, fury written on his face.

It was the first day of summer his parents let him come over to the Burrow. Sure he spent most of it with Ron: riding brooms, playing chess, talking Quiditch. He could admit that he hadn't paid his girlfriend much attention, but that was only because they hadn't told either of their families about their dating. Then Alex showed up. They were awfully cozy together: laughing, joking, and talking like they were the only two in the world! He was not stupid; he knew he was jealous as hell. It was this realization that caused him to put a stop to this madness at once.

"Harry if you think I would ever do such a thing, you don't know me at all. Alex is just a good friend. He came here as a surprise, because I never get to see him over the summer."

"Gin, I saw the way he was looking at you! He fancies you and I don't like it."

"Stop it! Just stop it, I can't take this anymore, you are acting mad! You need to trust me and stop being so jealous and controlling."

"Maybe you need to stop flirting with other guys, like a tart!"

"HOW DARE YOU! Why don't you just leave me the bloody hell alone!?"

"I'll do you one better, WE'RE THROUGH!" the words were out of Harry's mouth before he could even comprehend what just happened. However before he could even blink, Ginny was gone.

End Flashback

Here she had been crying all afternoon, Harry had long gone. She couldn't understand why this had happened. If only Harry wasn't such a pig! If he paid half the attention he did to me, that he did to Ron he probably wouldn't have such insecurities about our relationship. It was too late though, her three month old relationship with Harry Potter was through.

The secret meetings, the quiet words, the special looks that no one else knew of, they were all a waste. Finally, after all these years of pining after the boy who lived, her dreams had come true only to burst to flames at the last possible moment. What was she supposed to do now?

Knock! Knock! Knock!

Ginny jumped at the tapping sound coming from her bedroom window. It was Harry on his firebolt. She slowly got up and allowed him to enter, all the while never making eye contact with him. There was no way she was going to get her hopes up, just to get crushed again. She tried not to think about how the only time Harry would fly up to her room like this was when he really needed to be with her and couldn't help himself. Ginny snuck a glance at him.

He was wearing a white t-shirt with a brown leather jacket, and a pair of jeans. Sirius, Remus, and his dad liked to tease him, and say it was his bad boy outfit. All he really need was Sirius's flying motorcycle to complete the look. His hair was messy as usual, and his beautiful green eyes shone with determination. Merlin he looks good, she thought.

As Harry looked at Ginny he could see that her eyes were red and puffy, like she had been crying all day. Oh man she's been crying! You made her cry you idiot! Harry thought furiously at himself. Gently he moved forward and wiped her stray tears, while whispering, "I'm so sorry, Gin. I was a prat for not trusting you, and I promise never to do anything this foolish again. Don't cry, I didn't mean to do any of this, I was just jealous. Forgive me, please?" He looked deep into her chocolate brown eyes, that he loved so much, hoping they held forgiveness.

"Of course I forgive you! As long as you don't ever do anything like that again!" she said while swatting him playfully on the arm. How could she not forgive him, this is the boy she has loved since she was ten years old. The moment she saw him come up to her mum and ask how to get on the platform, she had fallen in love and didn't even know it until now.

"I promise to never hurt you again, Ginny," he said, meaning every word.

A/N: Ok so that was the first chapter...wut did u think? idk if i like it, so some input is very appreciated.