Disclamer : I don't own Harry Potter (despite my wishes to have Snape, Draco AND George as my personal pets)I am borrowing a few of its characters to fufill my deepest wishes.And, and i am not makin' any cash off of this story.

Meggy got bored and decided to get out a pen and paper and write a story on the last day of school...(Yells "Yeah! I'm gonna be in the 9th grade!!") This story is rated R because i felt like rating it that.There are Yaoi implications...like most my stories do.Yep, yep...flame me if ya like...but, i happen to have no problems with two peole in love...regardless of their sex.But, personally...i kinda like gay men best, hey, i don't discriminate, i hate everyone (except those who read and like my stories!). Here goes....i am at the moment assuming that this story's pairing is gonna Harry Potter and Sirius Black.Yeah...that's it.

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Harry's feet fell heavy as he stepped off of the Hogwarts express, the train ride was over and he had to let it go.His sixth year at Hogwarts had gone by in the blink of an eye, too fast to even remember much.The hand between his fingers began to pull away and a sudden loneliness spred over him.Ron was trying to walk a seperate direction from him, over to his parents who were smiling broadly at their prefect son.

"Harry..."He smiled at his young, beautiful lover."I promise to write you....and i will invite you over to spend the summer as soon as we get back from Egypt.I promise."

"Promise you won't fall for some Egyptian guy while i'm not around to cuddle you?"Harry laughed to Ron.

"Of course!"He looked up at Harry, who was slightly taller than himself."You're the only guy for me..."Ron leaned forward and gave Harry a sweet eskimo kiss.Harry smiled and pulled Ron to him.He kissed him gently, keeping it to simple lip-to-lip, nothing more, Ron's parents were watching.

"I love you, Ron Weasley."He whispered as Ron began to venture from his loving grasp.Ron turned and winked at him. "Love you too."

Harry's whole face dropped as Ron's delicate form dissapeared into the crowd, leaving him alone in the world.His heart felt a rush of pain, this was the first time since Christmas that he and Ron had gone away from one another.Harry jumped suddenly, as a hand rested itself on his shoulder.

His lithe body whipped around almost defensively, preparing his wand and body incase it was an enemy.Two bright blue eyes gleamed down at him, framed beautifully by dark hair that hung down.Harry's eyes traced their way down to pale pink lips and a perfectly shaped goatee.The lips broke into a smile, a slight smile, as two arms wrapped around Harry.

"Good to see ya, mate."These familiar words escaped from the mouth of Sirius Black.The eyes were filled with happiness as Harry returned the hug.This was no Uncle Vernon.As Sirius's arms released Harry's frame he stepped back.The whole picture of a freed and cleaned Sirius entered the eyes of Harry, and his brain was flooded with thoughts.

"Sirius?"he asked, timidly."Sirius Black??"

"Harry, Harry Potter.Yes, my boy, it's me.Like i said, it's good to see you.You look so grown."He smirked down at Harry."That was a beautiful kiss if i do say so myself..."

Harry blushed."Hey, no ragging about that.Ron and i happen to love each other."

"That was Ron?My God!That boy sure has changed!"Sirius gasped out.

"He's a man thank you very much.He's beautiful isn't he?".They both watched as the beautiful man swankered away, his deep brownish-red hair ruffling in the slight breeze.Ron had gotten a bit taller, and more muscular.But, to Harry, Ron had always been beautiful.

"Mhmmmm..."

"Well, Sirius...what are you doing here?"Harry turned to his god-father, looking childlike up into his narrow eyes.

"Well, Harry, i'm happy to be able to tell you that i am now your legal guardian.No more Muggle Dursleys."Harry's heart jumped with joy.That had eased the pain of Ron leaving considerably."You're going to come live with me, in my home in the country.A nice little cabin out in the middle of a huge, green forest.Kinda reminds me of the forbidden forest, just kinda a lot brighter, oh and safer...well that's a given, Sirius!"He coughed, realizing that he was talking more to himself that Harry, who sat staring off into the direction that Ron had gone off into. "You really love him, don't you?"

Harry turned around, facing his god-father just as a tears slipped down his palid cheek.He nodded sadly."I do."

"You can talk to him later, alright Harry?"he wrapped one arm around Harry's shoulder and pulled him to his side."You're gonna love the new house.It's really nice, you've got a huge room, i've bought you all new stuff.Oh, i went to the Dursleys and got your stuff from there.I scared the bejesus outta that Uncle of yours....started mumbling 'it's the killer from the news broadcast!'."Sirius laughed."Boy, you and i are gonna have the best summer in 15 years..."

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The soft hooting of an owl, and the nip of a beak on Harry's fingers roused him from his sleep.He rolled to face his snowy owl, talons loosely clasped around a sheet of parchment. "Hello Hedwig....how are you?"He asked the young bird who's wings flapped joyfully."Glad to hear you're well."

She released the letter, dropping it in front of him.He slowly and sleepily took it up and unfolded it.A yawn overcame him breifly as he flicked open the seal.

" Dear Harry,

How are you, my friend?I trust everything is well with you.I am in Egypt, basking in the sun, hearing about the pyramids from Ramsey....*who's Ramsey?*...This is a wonderful country.A wonderful place that i wish you and i could have visited.*Could have?* Harry, i know that i promised i wouldn't fall for any Egyptian men while i was gone....but, i have fallen.Fallen very hard....i am very much in love with Ramsey.He's my soul mate, i'm sure of that....*No...no...this can't be!!*...this is my break up letter.I am leaving you.I know you can find someone much better than myself, and i have Ramsey now.I'm very sorry we didn't last...i do still love you.But, you are only like a brother to me.I hope your summer is good, and i will see you on September 1st, king's cross station.

Goodbye dear friend, Ron. "

Harry gasped, clutching onto his boxers tightly, ripping them slightly with his sharp fingernails.Two weeks into summer....Ron had left him for some dude in Egypt.Someone he barely knew.Someone who wasn't Harry.

Still grasping the letter, Harry got up and walked to his door.He fumbled with the doorknob, and opened the door quickly.It swung in front of hism as he walked out of his second story bedroom.His feet slid along the grey stone floor in his socks, he felt the carpet of the stairs beneath his toes and he set his hand on the wooden railing.

"Harry?Is that you?I've made some bacon if you'd like some."Sirius said as he peeked out of the kitchen to Harry.His face twisted to confusion as he eyed Harry's ghostly white skin on his chest.His eyes trailed up to Harry's face, a face with bloodshot, teary eyes and gaping mouth.he watched in horror as Harry's pupils dissapeared into his eye sockets and his body fell limp.The body tumbled down the stairs, landing face up on the bottom landing, a letter clasped in it's fingers. "Harry!"

Sirius rushed over to Harry's motionless body, his apron swinging at his front.His snatched up the paper and read a few sentences."Oh shit..."he mumbled.He slid his strong hands under Harry's neck and knees, taking him off the cold stone floor.He rest him down on the nearest couch, sitting down next to him.Sirius pushed Harry's eyelids open, to find no pupils. "Fuck...fuck.Ron, what have you gone and done??"

*********************************************************************** *********************************************************************** Okay, that's the first chapter, hope you liked it.Please review.I kinda like this taboo pairing...and i mean, they have the house to themselves ALL SUMMER LONG...they're both gay...both their men are away...they're both sexually active...they think the other one is cute.I really think that something's bound to happen.

thankies! ~Nightmarelover~