this is how i feel. i hate this =\ that's why i wrote something just to let my emotions. it's hard to keep it all inside. i'm so down and i don't want to entertain this feeling anymore. sorry if i posted something as stupid as this.
It's over three years since they broke up; but for Sakura, everything was just like yesterday. It was a second a chance, she was happy that Sasuke finally found in his heart that he still loved her- but she was wrong. She didn't know what on earth happened; they were in love one day, but the next day he had a change of heart,
And just like that Haruno Sakura still hoped that that one day will come again and he will come to her just like before but she knew it was a silly dream; a stupid hope that will never ever come true. He was happy now; happy with his new girlfriend. The girl he met when he was far from her; the girl he met when she was inside her room, crying her heart out. It was devastating; all her dreams that she built for her and for him was crushed when he told her that it's over and that she will find a guy that will give all the things he hadn't given her.
That's bullshit. Her best friend Ino told her. she had cried on her shoulders many times; and many times the blond would comfort her, saying words that Sakura found hard to believe in. and then one day, her blond best friend snapped out of anger because of her foolish hopes that one day they will be together again told her with a voice demanding her and every word dripping with poisons wake up already. He's happy with his life now. Move on Sakura. He's not in love with you anymore. And just like that- like when he told her it's over; all her hopes and dreams came crushing down.
And now, three years passed and she didn't even notice it; the pain was now lessening but every time she sees pictures of him together with his girlfriend of three years now, there would be a sudden tug on heart. Just like every time when she see or hear anything about him. But she grew tired- grew tired for all of those stupid feelings she felt for him. She moved on- at least a bit. But she knew deep in her heart that at some point, half of her whole being was tied on him; tied on her first love- Uchiha Sasuke.