Hey!eevee-shadows like, here. Anyway..do to LACK OF REVIEWS in my other story, just posting a pointless story thing to fill my void of boredom. SO yeah, there.

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Disclaimer: So do not own the TT, if I did......you don't wanna know!

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Normal. Normal , Normal, Normal. How she hated that word. What is normal anyway? Following the latest fads, sticking to die hard patterns, Normal. But that word she hated so much was the answer to her dreams. Imagine, for one moment to be able to feel, to laugh...to love. But she could never love, she would never be loved. Hopeless.

Their was an unfamiliar chill in the air , her silk black sheets offered no escape from the freezing temperature. What happened to the dam heater? I mean.. It suddenly dawned on her that it was early December, a glance at her window showed the unique snowflakes dance down the window. Christmas filled people's hearts with joy. She didn't feel any joy. Christmas was just an overly marketed attempt to get people to buy consumer products. Christmas was

"Pointless"

Was everything in her life pointless? I mean, all the time, it's pointless. Pointless, Pointless, Pointless. That brought her back to square one. Normal.

Knock ! Tap Tap Tap!

Now who the hell could be a her door this late at night? A quick glance at her alarm clock showed her just how late. Though reluctant to leave the semi-comforting silk sheets, she hustled to the door swearing that if Starfire thought the sky was falling she would rip out her hair.

"She'd go to Robin first"

"Who'd go to Robin first?"

She remembered the voice. Th voice of her humorous green Team mate.

"Can I help you?" She asked cautiously while opening the door so she could have a look at her green companion. He was wearing his boxer shorts and a big white tee-shirt. The training that Robin puts all the guys through was really starting to show and the few extra inches obtained through puberty put him slightly above the violet haired sorceress.

"Thought you might need an extra blanket, it's snowing ya know!"

She could since the excitement, the utter magic in his voice, and for a moment a warm glow graced her face as a generous smile crept up on the nonchalant face of the pale girl.

She smiled, whoa, must be the magic of Christmas!

"Hey Rae! Let's go out and see it! C'mon! The first snowfall! Can't miss it!"

"Huh?"

"Let's go!"

He wasn't going to pass up his chance. I mean, she smiled! Things were really looking up! Grabbing her by the thin wrist, she was pulled out to the main room. Coats were zipped up and mittens placed over the shivering fingers as he lead her outside, by the lake.

Their was silence. It truly was magical. It was like watching an artist paint over a canvas. Slowly the little white crystals covered the town in a warm blanket. Minimal lights from the cities skyscrapers were on as the two teens sat on the rocks, snowflakes landed on their nose and eyelashes. Beast Boy caught sight of a single tear trickling down the pale girl sitting next to him.

"Rae?"

"huh?"

"What's wrong?"

She had it at this point. She couldn't burry it like the snow over the once green grass, she couldn't meditate it away like any other frivol emotion.

"Everything! Do you know what it feels like to be so helpless? I can never love! I can't laugh or cry! And there's nothing I can do about it! I'll never be free from the leash my father keeps on me! There's no hope! Everything is pointless! Everything!"

He was in shock. She was venting, but more importantly..she trusted him. Something he never got from a certain blond haired other.

"Rae, would you risk your life for any of us"

"Of course! But what does.."

"Do you think of us before yourself?"

"Yes, but back to my.."

"Do you care about us, couldn't live without us and will be there for us no matter what?"

"Well of course! I mean you should know that!"

"One more question. Do you love us?"

"I....I.....yes."

It was like an answer to her prayers. She could love! She has been loving! Everything wasn't pointless. A chain reaction went through her mind as things started to click and hope that maybe one day she would be free was restored. Her thoughts were interrupted as Beast Boy began to speak.

"I know what it's like to feel helpless. Take me and my green skin. Since I was little I've always doubted the fact that I'll find someone that will still love me despite my green skin. But not love you have for friends love, but in a romantic kind of way."

"What about Terra?"

"Yeah sure. If you count checking to make sure my gloves were always on accepting my green skin."

There was no response. A silky gray hand slowly removed the mitten off Beast Boy's hand.

"Rae?"

In two minutes their were holding hands.

"Rae?"

"Just to tell you Beast Boy, I love your green skin."

Raven never really thought about it, but there was something about him that always attracted her to him. He was sweet, fun, cute and...normal. She almost forgot that he must have problems fitting in, just like her. She felt a peck on her cheek as she lay her head on his shoulder. In the morning Star would be bubbling over with questions about the white on the ground, Robing would be bending over backwards to help her and Cyborg would be filling himself with Bacon. Beast Boy wondered if it was really that necessary to go back inside.

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Well, voila! All done! Hope you like it! Please review! And if you haven't! READ AND REVIEW M Y OTHER STORY! Well, peace out!