Forbidden is Always Sexier
So here I was again, Dad and Stephanie had dragged me across country so I could help them out with my little sisters while they worked. My Dad and real Mum had been quite young when I was born, Dad was 20 and Mum was 18, she had wanted me so much that she left me at the hospital and they had called my Dad to come and claim me. Up until I was ten I had been raised by my paternal grandparents. I had gone to live with Dad at the age of 10, we travelled around the country and I was home schooled then 4 years later he married Stephanie and 2 became 3. It was at the ripe old age of 17 that I became a big sister to Aurora, 2years later Murphy came along and finally Vaughn arrived.
I didn't mind being a big sister and honestly Dad and Stephanie had bought me on this trip because it was near Dads hometown and I could see my Grandparents and Aunty Lynn. Considering how close we had been for the first 10 years of my life the catch ups these days seemed to be few and far between.
We were generally kept out of the spotlight but the WWE family is like one big extended family. Shawn Michaels, Dads best friend is referred to as Uncle Michael and probably one of the closest people to our family. I will admit though I am excited to see my family but I also want to see my boyfriend, it has been a couple of weeks.
As far as the wrestlers are concerned I am just the boss's daughter, this however does not mean that I can't check out the eye candy that is paraded in front of me, I just had to be careful about not getting caught.
Dad is a little protective of me, I couldn't expect any different considering my mother had not even been an adult when he got her pregnant. Stephanie is a little more lenient and accepting of my adulthood, she uses phrases like, "Paul she is an adult now" and "bout time you let her grow up and live her life she's not a little girl anymore". I love Stephanie, she's the mother I never had but I still couldn't tell her about Roman and whoops there I said it. Roman and I have been seeing each other for a while now and no one has cottoned on. We can't afford for anyone to find out just yet it could jeopardise a lot of things. Dean and Seth don't even know, even though Roman and I know Seth has been sleeping with Eva Marie without many people finding out we just aren't that game to tell him.
Tonight should be easy to get away with. I'm taking the girls to the Raw pre-show, Nanna and Pa will pick them up and have them tonight I get to watch the actual show before making the excuse of meeting up with girlfriends and Roman and I spend the night at a hotel together. All up we get to spend 3 days together before Roman flies off to the next generation and I go back to my normal life. A night with Roman is better than nothing at the moment but he has a week off coming up soon and we get to spend the whole time together in the privacy of his own home.
I arrived behind the scenes with Aurora, Murphy and Vaughn just before mid-day so we could have lunch together. I catch Roman staring at me from the other side of catering out of the corner of my eye. The girls keep Dad and Stephanie so occupied that they don't notice Roman and I undressing each other with our eyes, Dean is trying to get Romans attention. He notices the exchange going on between us and elbows Roman in the ribs and starts furiously giving him what for. The moment is broken.
Dad and Steph take the girls for a walk so I am left to my own devices. The only real rules are I'm not allowed in some areas and I am not to distract the wrestlers unnecessarily. If only Dad knew what Roman and I got up to behind the scenes he would probably kill us both. We had been known to find a quiet corner in a low traffic area where we wouldn't be disturbed just to catch some alone time and stolen kisses.
I was walking down the corridor when a door opened and I was pulled into a room, I found myself face to face with a very mad Dean. "What the hell do you think you are doing?" he fumes at me. I know where this is going but I'm not saying a thing, if Roman wants him to know it's up to him to tell. "You are going to ruin us carrying on like you were back in the lunch room, Roman has a girlfriend, he's not interested in you so instead of trying to ruin the Shield go and play with Punk and Curtis aren't they your current toys?" Wow Dean was mad. If only he knew that Punk and Curtis were like my big brothers. Punk had rescued me from a few questionable situations without Dad finding out. They were good big brothers to me. "Dean you need to take a chill pill and calm the hell down." Wow I sounded so calm, I didn't feel it. "How about we forget this convo ever happened, Dad won't find out and we are all good." It was like Dean just realised who he was talking to, he shoved me back out the door, I stumbled into the corridor and went straight to one of the crew members to bum a cigarette, weird I didn't even smoke. The crew pointed me in a direction to smoke where Dad wouldn't find me.
I lit the smoke and sat down on a garden edge. Dean had really rattled me. All of a sudden a shadow descended on me, great Dads found me I thought. I looked up to see Roman there. "Put that out" was all he said, I took another couple of drags and then stubbed it out. Roman knew I was upset, he most likely knew that it was Dean who had upset me but we both knew that we couldn't be caught together. "We are going to my van now" I loved it when he was forceful; it was such a turn on. "Look Roman maybe this isn't such a good idea, it's a bit obvious and we know that getting caught could be detrimental". That wicked look comes over his face. "Meet me there in 5 I will manage to hide from everyone; I still have 3 hours until warm up." Wow he was going to spend some us time with me before the show, completely different to our usual. But what was our usual? I occasionally flew in to whatever town he was in and flew out before anyone found out. I wondered whether I was the girlfriend Dean was referring to without knowing; maybe it was time to start asking some hard questions.
I was sitting in Romans van waiting when he arrived. He slid in beside me and pulled me into his arms. "Who upset you?" a simple question that I couldn't find my voice to answer, he was so intoxicating. I leant over and kissed him, he pushed me away he wanted an answer. " Look Dean just ambushed me, caught me off guard. He told me to leave you alone, not ruin your careers and that you're not interested in me because you have a girlfriend. Its nothing really it was just a shock." Roman just sat there looking at me. I couldn't read what was going on in his head. Which wasn't unusual, Roman could be a complicated character and a very deep thinker. He looked away and then looked back at me, "