Hello Fascination by Breath Carolina helped inspire me to start writing the Sequel.

Also the reason for the Sequel you all should thank Dazzled-Midnight-Melody along with Twilight Diaries Those two people have made me been itching to write the Sequel From the start of their reviewing How Lucky can a girl be...

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Rose: KAYLA!!!!

Me: O-o Yes Rose?

Rose: *puppy pout face* When are you going to give me my time with Bella?

Me: Hamm *thinks about it.* I have no idea.

Rose: *crys* YOU DON'T LOVE ME!

Kayla: O-o *hyperventilates* YES I DOOOOOOOOO!!! *huggles Rose* If I love you enough to try and steal Twilight would the prove it.

Rose: No!!! *sob's*

Kayla What if I said… I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT!!?!?!?!?

Rose: Much better!!! -D *glomps Kayla*

Me: O-o…. Bitch.

Rose: YUP!!!!

Me: *SCREAMS* WHORE!!!!!

Rose: Why thank you. =D

Me: *grumbles to self.*

Rose: LOVE YOU TOOO!!!!!

I've had my fair share of pain in life.

But sometime's I just wish I could forget most of it. But yet I want to remember. I want to just remember the good time's and forget the bad.

It didn't seem like that was going to happen.

When you fall down the stair's you tend to get back up no matte how much it hurt.

But that's the thing. You don't want to get up even though you know it's the right thing to do.

I couldn't see my life with out you.

Now all I want is a life where I don't remember you at all.

But I just cant let myself forget all the good that was there. But it was always very little good I saw in everyone.

I wanted to love someone. But I only end up hurting in the end. Just like I was in the begging. I don't understand why this happens to me. Maybe it because God has hated me even before I came to this world.

Maybe it's just that my life is telling me that I don't deserve to be happy.

I walked into a room with three throne's and 6 people. Three sitting and three standing.

I knew that one of them could make me forget but I didn't want to forget. But I needed to move on.

"I'm Leaving." I whispered to my family from when I was little. I looked at one of my Uncles and said "Please let me forget you saved me. Let me start over… But don't let me forget anything. Just let me go." I begged.

They all looked sad and I broke a little inside.

"Are you sure?" I nodded my head and said "Make me believe that I was changed by someone and left. You can to destroy them and took me in. I still want to remember but I don't want to stay here forever. I just need a new start."

Everyone was sobbing but the three that were sitting. They tried not to sob but I knew it was hard for them. "Make me forget my Human family. It hurt's to much every time." I feel the ground sobbing and looked at him pleading with my eyes.

I knew I would never forget what happened but it would help me cope in my life. It would make me forget the meaning behind every kiss. It would make me believe that he loved her and the I took pity on him.

He smiled at me sadly and came over to me and whispered "Yes my little princess."

I looked at everyone and said "I love you all." Then everything started to fade.

The only thing I could remember was that I took pity on him for loving my friend and watching her die. That he loved another person when he said he loved me. I remember watching Jasper's face turn from clam to livid to broken.

He ran away from us and I ran as well for being lied to

One thing I have learned. It that, No matter how lucky a girl can be.

Your Luck always seems to run away for some time.

This was only the beginning of how I came to love someone.

But I have only one question, while I walk this earth.

Will I find what I'm looking for?

I don't believe in such a thing as luck. It's what had gotten me to where I am today. I was not thankful before. But it could change with just one kiss.

Bella's POV

38 years, of being alone.

38 years, of not caring.

38 years, of watching.

38 years, of simply just not caring about him.

I was in a total bliss from that moment Uncle Caius gave that to me as my last wish. Don't get me wrong I miss them all but I just wanted to be by myself. It was to painful knowing I caused everyone I loved pain.

I visit Carlisle, Esme, Rose, and Emmett from time to time. Jasper hasn't been with them ever since he found out. Of course they still live with Carlisle. But I cant find it in myself to care.

If I want to see my family then I shall. Alice has tried to get me back as a friend but I know enough that she had caused me so much pain that I asked my Uncle to do that one small thing for me.

I was finished packing the last box of my things. I was moving to Alaska for the first time. I skipped towards the front door and set the box down and I sighed and went over to get my back pack.

I grabbed my car key's for my dark blue Camaro. I smiled to myself and started to put the few things I wanted that were in the box's in the car.

Once I had packed everything I thought about how my new school was going to be. I really couldn't wait to go to Alaska Bear High.

(I just made up the name xD because I don't live there so I don't know any schools =P Reason behind the name… Because I like Polar Bear's ^.^ xD)

I took about 3 day's to get there just to enjoy the car ride. Once I was at my new home for my stay here in Alaska I came drove down a dirt road. It was faraway from the town itself so I didn't have to act human all the time. I sighed and came up to a two story, light blue house with a very big porch in front.

The garage was around back and it had a kitchen, and 4 bed room's, a living room and 5 bath room's one connected to each room and along with study. Tomorrow Rose and Emmett were going to come and live with me, but Angel and Shane were coming up in three days. I couldn't wait to go to school with them.

To say I was excited would be an understatement. I was completely and utterly truly happy. I mean I missed them all. All that would make this all that much better would be if Jasper was here.

What happened between THEM didn't just effected me. It effected Jasper as well. I was really itching to go for a walk around the town here. I unpacked all my things in my room I skipped out side towards my car and thought about this.

"Eh do shopping with Rose tomorrow with the house." I shrugged and got into the driver side of my car and Speed down the drive wanting to explore the town quickly. I watched as the tree's and the high zoomed by and I soon came to the town.

I parked my car in a grocery lot and got out and started walking on foot.

I was walking for not even 20 minute's before I smelled the blood… I stiffened as I noticed the scent of the vampire. My eye's went wide as I looked around to see if anyone was watching me and noticed the street's weren't crawling with people.

For which I was thankful.

I ran at vampire speed and found the vampire with blond curly hair slowly draining a teenage girl. I walked up slowly to him and said "Jasper?" I watched as Jasper let go of the girl and turned around and saw me.

My eye's locked with his red one's. I saw the sorrow and the pain.

I vowed to myself right their and then… I would help Jasper see reason and I swear on my life that I will help him not matter how much time it take's.

The inner Jasper I knew will shine through again… One day. Even if I don't believe in Luck. I do believe in hope.

So I hope this is alright for the first chapter… *bite's nails.* Please let me know what you think. ^.^

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