Lost Love
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Sayuri
Prologue - Just Another Day
I opened the curtains slowly as the first rays of sun illuminated my face, bursting into my room. My name is Chiba Tsukino Usagi, I'm 30 years old and this is the story of my life.
The great turning point took place 10 years ago. All I can say is, I had a full life... dreams, plans, future. Everything.
I was married to the love of my life, a love since my teen days. His name was Chiba Mamoru, 5 years older than me... Shortly after our wedding, he was diagnosed with a serious illness, cancer. The news fell like a bomb. Everything I had built, was then threatened by an uncertain future even though, deep down, I believed we would overcome the hardest stage of our life as all the other less good phases we had before. How I was wrong... So wrong.
otSoon after this news, a ray of hope. I was pregnant with a baby girl. This made us to have even more hope in his recovery, and gave us even more eagerness to fight for our future. Unfortunately, the worst day of my life was about to arrive. In the midst of our greatest happiness, the most feared tragedy happened. My husband died 6 months after our baby was born. Why?! Why us?... Life couldn't be more unfair. If not for my baby I had choose to die at that moment too. However, I couldn't be selfish. That was not an option and I had to keep trying. For her. Over time, the excruciating pain was vanishing slowly, giving way to a smaller but unremitting pain, which I knew would sting my heart until the end of my days.
5 years later, my life was rebuilt. Found a great guy who loved me and loved my daughter... For me, was more than enough. Thought I could afford to try to love somebody again, despite knowing I could never love him the way I loved Mamo-chan. A different love but, it brought me hope again. His name was Kou Seiya. We were together for two years and when our relationship was getting stronger, he died tragically in a car accident. One word, unbearable...
Even without any strength left, I needed to keep going, again... And this brought me to the second part of my story. When I decided to close myself to any kind of romantic relationship. Just me and my daughter with then, 10 years old. There was also my job in a hospital were I worked as a doctor. Beside that, I was also sharing an apartment with my best friend, Hino Rei. She was single but dating Kumada Yuichiro. An amazing friend and also the godmother of my daughter, Chiba Usagi, or, as we used to call my little one, ChibiUsa.
I looked at the clock on my bedside table. 7:00 a.m. Rather saying, time to work!... Just another day in my life... Or at least I thought it was.
TO BE CONTINUED...