I'm too old for a diary?

by Lisa Sutherland

Cameron gets an idea from her niece, an idea she first laughs at, than finds amazing. Follow her through her problems, relationships, see whats going on in her mind, and her heart. Eating disorder content.

1. Feb 10th

1/10/09

I hate the mirror. Even when it seemingly tells the truth, I know it lies. Everyone lies, why cant everything lie? I see flab, fat, cures that only look good on a volkswagon beetle. I want to be thin. I know I'm a doctor, I know my methods of trying to reach my goals aren't the healthiest, but once again, I'm a doctor, I can take care of myself. If I have problems, I can stop at any time, or go until I reach my goal, I think 115 sould reasonable, its 10 pounds I can definitely lose, and I'll go from there.

Cameron