Disclaimer: I don't own anything, not even a working play station or a computer with spell check.

Warnings: Language, insane rambling and yaoi.

Pairing: RoxasxRiku, some SoraxTidus, AkuRoku, Zemyx, Cleon

"Talking"

'Thinking'

Flashbacks/Dreams

My first posted fanfiction, go easy.

Twilight

Chapter one

"This kid was in an accident. Don't think he'll make it." a doctor said.

"Does he have any family to contact?" the nurse asked.

"No, all of em gone in the crash. Some kid's visiting him now. His boyfriend he says."

The nurse made a disgusted face. "You let some fag see a critically injured patient?"

"He seemed too sad to be just some kid, I sense no harm in the matter."

'See, Ax? Even doctors discriminate against us. So you gotta wake up.'

"Roxas."

The recently sobbing blonde turned to face his twin brother.

"Cloud says he sorry but you gotta go home now." Sora said quietly.

"I'll only be a minute..." Roxas said, gazing at his unconscious boyfriend again.

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"-it was mid-October when seventeen-year-old Axel Kumori crashed into a tree due to a drunk driver going the wrong way. Sixteen-year-old Kairi Kumori died on site, Twenty-year-old Reno Kumori died in the ER. Axel survived with three broken ribs and memory loss-"

Cloud stopped reading the paper due to wincing as the front door slammed shut. Cloud Strife and his two younger brothers were eating breakfast when Roxas stormed out.

"He needs time, Cloud. I mean, how would you feel if Leon got in an accident and just forgot you?" Sora asked.

Cloud shrugged.

Sora sighed at his older brothers harshness. "I'm going to Tidus'..."

With that Sora left chocobo-head alone.

"You don't get it...Leon has forgotten me..."

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"Where do you think he went?" Tidus asked.

"That's just it...I don't know. Before he'd go to Axel's but...you know Roxas he doesn't trust any of us so unless he jumped in the ocean I don't' know where to look." Sora answered.

"Did you check the beach?" Tidus suggested.

Sora shook his head. "I haven't gone there since Kairi died..."

Tidus gazed at him sympathetically. "Let's go. We both don't want him getting hurt." Tidus took Sora's hand and the two rowed a boat to the island where they spent their days.

Roxas was sitting on the paopu tree throwing clumps of dirt in the water.

"Rox..."

"I deserve this...don't I? I mean...I forgot him before so he has the right to forget me." Sora could tell he'd been crying, a very un-Roxas thing to do.

"No. Things just...happen...take K-kairi for example." Sora stuttered, blinking back tears.

Roxas was silent.

"We have to go back to school tomorrow. 'dus says there's a new kid. Rika or something. She's got long silver hair." Sora said.

'Even he's forgotten? It's Riku! ...baka. I wonder why only me and Cloud remember.' Roxas threw another clump of dirt into the sea.

"Rox-"

"Sora. Have you ever heard of a guy named Riku Tanaka?" Roxas asked.

"No why?"

"He was your best friend. He saved you life...and yet you forget him? Something's not right here." Roxas got up and crawled into the secret place.

"Who's Riku?" Sora asked.

Tidus smiled sadly and shook his head. 'Sora too, huh?'

The two followed Roxas and found him sitting Indian-style in front of the many scribbles on the walls. He glared at the one of Kairi, but pointed at one that said RT + SH = LOVE in a heart.

Sora shook his head. "I didn't put that there..."

"No, Riku did. You told him to. It was our sixteenth birthday, you remember, right Tidus?" Roxas asked.

Tidus nodded, disturbing his hair style.

"So then it's just Sora and Ax..." Roxas said. "I'm gonna go see Riku."

Roxas ran to Riku's as fast as he could.

"You said he was a new kid..." sora said.

"Ya...but that's because I wanted you for myself..." Tidus admitted.

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"Riku!"

"Oh...hey, Rox. Sorry about Axel." Riku said, letting Roxas in. His silver hair was in a loose ponytail and he was splattered with paint.

"He doesn't remember you." Roxas said, helping Riku paint his walls for the umpteenth time.

"Ax?"

"Ya that...but I meant my brother." Roxas watched Riku for a reaction.

Riku lowered his paintbrush. "I know..."

"Why?"

"Memory potion." Riku said simply, resuming his painting.

"Do you want him to forget you?"

"No...I wanted to forget him."

"But why?" Roxas asked.

"Because..."

"Come on."

"..."

"Tell me!!"

Riku let out a growl and pinned Roxas to a (thankfully dry) wall. "Because of you, ok?!...cuz...of you..."

Riku backed away and continued painting.

Roxas didn't understand. 'Because of...me?'

XXX

Awfully confusing I'm sure but it'll get better ...I hope.

Read and Review, tell me if I can continue it or not...if so then ideas are welcome, if not I'm just gonna take it off of here...ya

Ja, ne.