For a small part of my life i use to be happy but that ended at the age of 5 when my mom left my dad and brother. i hated her for along time but she told me that i was aloud to see them and call them . so we did jsut that i would see my family 3 weeks during the summer and talked every u think i would be happy again right. well i was but that ended fast just like when i was 5 my mom remarried to this guy name phil."what a douch bag he was" that was something nice to say bout my mom loved he came in to the picture he beat me all the time and to my suprise so did my mom. the women who gave birth to me beat me were always wasted and druged up they didnt care bout me they cared for them self. i was no longer aloud to see jasper of my father,because if i told them they would kill me but my mom let me talk to jasper an to keep my mouth shut the bitch bought me a new 09 subara sti. but its be 3 years since i seen them and jasper always askes me to vist but i always tell him i cant im busy with work and school.. but he always understood. well i hope he night i was out leaving a book store and on my way home i was innocence was taking from me in the matter of bout a month later i found out i was Pr pregant!! me isabella swan 16years old and pregant..ugh u think that would have been the worst.. i hid my pregancy for a while but phil found out not my was i fucked. he told my mom that i was nothing but a worthles slit they never new i was raped they just though i fucked some guy all the time.. but i also wasnt about to tell them either they wouldnt have cared..but when i though things would get better they didnt the got worse. my mother had left for the weekend.. i was so excited i would just have to stay outta phils way but that didnt work out well he was so drunk one night he broke down my door and had a knife in on hand a beer in the kept shooting out profanty at me saying i was no good..i didnt expect to live threw the night but i was raped again and again that night,he cut up my body pretty, i culd barly move when he was leaving but all i remember him saying be for he steped out was""your going to die tonight but slowly""i couldnt let that happen i couldnt let this man get the better of me,i pushed my self to get up n to grab a few things..i finally got in to my car an took off towards forks. it took me forever to get there but it was 5 oclock the next day,i finally pulled up to the house i didnt see anycars in the drive way but i went up to the door anywhere/knock knock knock/..when the door opened i saw my father,he jsut stared at me like he didn know who i was..but i heard a small wispher come out of his mouth an he said ""BELLA"".thank god he new it was me "daddy help!!""i went straight in to his arms. i couldnt help but cry i told my father everything from being raped in the alley by two men,being pregant,and phil and mom beating me and phil raping me and leaving me to die. my father was very calm i was expecting him to freak out hate me everything i was always told no one could love me because i was so broken and useless.. but my father stood up and told me (babygirl everything will be alright try an rest) i was so tired i didnt wanna protest against it next thing i new i was out cold...
charlies pov(dad)
it was about 5 oclock i heard a knock on the door i new jasper was out with all the kids so it was probly some sales man trying to tell me tubberware. so i ignored it for a sec. then the knocking got louder so i gave in an opened the door.i saw my babygirl she was bloody bruise up and cuti couldnt move,i was in shocked at this could be my lil girl so all i could do was wishper(bella).she began to sobb and say (daddy help!)my heart broke in to a milion peices that night. she told me everything,i couldnt belive these people hurt my bella my babygirl ,i told her to sleepand she did i was glad she did i neeeded her to rest...i called my son as soon as she was out i need him to get home and fast.i couldnt help but cry for my daughter,im not one for showing my emotions but i couldnt help ...
hey dad whats up..
jasper you need to come home now! its an emergency
were like 5 houses down whats wrong
just hurry ur friends can stay order pizza.. but hurry come up stairs as soon as u do..click!
jaspers pov
What the fuck!he just hung up on me!
Jazzy whats wrong.
idk ali
Dude whose car is that its fuckin sick
i didnt car what the car looked like i just jumped outta the car ran to the house nd upstairs..i saw my father sitting up against the wall next to my room..He was crying my father was crying
Dad whats wrong!
jasper its your sister
dad no please tell me no she cant be dad no
no she will be fine calm down shes here
what where is she??
in your room..wai..t
i walked in to my room and seeing my baby sister crushed in to a small ball on my bed sleepin,i got up next to her to see her face all bruised and cut up i walked slowly outta the doorand my dad he grabed a hold of me,this time we were both crying
my father broke the silence
im sorry i need to tell u what happen but first u need to hid her car..
i grabed the keys to her car off the floor and had emmett an alice take her car an move the crusier outta the garage and hid hers in ther..
dad tell me what happen!!
i need you to relax and sit down
Dad just fuckin tell me.
jasper u relize how ur sister hasnt been her in 3 yr(yes)well its because ur mother an phil beat her.. your mom brought her that car to keep quite. but oneday she went out and got raped shes pregant and phil found out and ur mom left and phil raped her manytimes and beat her and left her for dead..japer wait
i listen to my dad as he told me what happen to her my anger got the best of mei grabed my car keys and took off running down the stairs i wanted to find this asshole and kill him. but i heard my father say.
Jasper stop she needs us dont leave she wont be able to do this with out u
i stoped i turned around an punched the wall,my hand went straight into the wall.. i didnt care if its broken, nothing mattered anymore..
Dude stop your donna brake ur hand if it not already broke.
jazzy
son stop relax
HOW CAN I RELAX!!look at her dad look what that basterd did to her look im gonna kill him.
thats when i felt my father ingolf me in a hug
i know son i want to kill him to but we cant we cant leave ur sister alone..but i need to rest we all do so dont stay up late and promise me ull be here when she wakes up..yes sir we will be..
at that point we were all sitting (emmett alice rose,and edward)i but my head in to my hands and cryed i was so upset i hated my self im the worlds worst big brother there is i let them hurt her i let them do this i couldnt stop them.i have no right to call my self her family.
jasper say something ur scaring me!(alice)
yeah what ever it is we well help u (rose an eddie)
yah man just tell us..
they.. beat.. her raped... pregant..raped..left to die..
everyone gasped for air..and alice took ahold of me and asked who i wisppered to them all My..My..little....Sister!!alice told me everything was gonan be okay but i couldnt bare to belive her because i couldnt save her i couldnt do anything..
bellapov
i heard voices coming from downstairs so i got outta bed and walked down the stairs carefull not to fall..when i got down there i took a peak around the corner to see a broze hair guy holding a beautiful blonde crying,a muscler man sitting in the rocking chair(looks like he about to brake it.. and then on the big couch i could only see the back of there heads but the man hand skater blonde hair and he sat next to this pixie with short black spicky hair..i started to walk closer to them and then i heard a gasp come from the man in the rocking chair everyone looked up at me and didnt look happy they didnt want me there i could see im worthless i know i must leave i turned around saying
i..i..im.. ill leave and then the blonde boy stood up jumped over the couch and pulled me in to a hug and wishpered my name'bella'.. i said it back Jasper?
i started to begg for his forgiveness i didnt want him to be mad at me for lieing i couldnt bare that if he hated me i surly woulda killed myself..all i heaard was
bella i cant forgive you im sorry darlin i cant
my heart broke at those words..
but but okease jazzy u have to im so sorry please
i couldnt breath i started to hypervenalate
beather sweetiei cant forgive you because u did nothing wrong it was mom and phil fault...i just stood there an cryed into his arms.. i was finally calmed doown and jasper introduced me to all his friends and his girlfriend alice....the door bell rang..i heard i think emmett scream PIZZA HERE JASPER PAY THE MAN.. and then alice grabed my arm to bring me inside i thanked alice for keepin japser level headed and she was schocked.i did because im the one who was beaten and hurtin
rose an edward asked me what i do for fun and i told them i play the gaitur and sing and work on my baby(car)roses face beamed up when i said my car..i was so excited she was pretty yet she works on cars,
alice offered me some of the pizza and i was scared to take some.. Are u sure i can have some..
uh yet why wouldnt u bells(emmett already has a nick name for me)
uh,
bella when was the last time u ate
alice u cant tell jasper please
i cant promise u that im sure hell find out
okay fine, a week ago an friend from school gave me a bag of chips..
WHAT a week bella eat please eat its not healthy for u an the baby..
edward has asked me why i hadnt eating,how do i tell them that with everything they did to me they made me starve..god maybe oneday i will leave this earth,im no good just broken crapp bella pov.
i ccouldnt talk anymore..the words couldnt come out,it was like they were traped.. but the guy i think was emmett was siting next to me and all i could do was lean into him an cry...
emmett pov
after the park jasper had us all go back to his house to chill. we had so much fun,we played a great game of football..i sooo kicked everyones asses..yah me...but on our way back jaspers phone rang..when he answered we could all hear it was his father..he was so loud he sounded like someone died..we were all looking at each other with confusion.. and next we here jasper scream( WHAT THE FUCK HE JUST HUNG UP ON ME)..i thought to my self it was so unlike to do that so as i pulled in to the drive way and parked jasper was already out of the car an ran to the house..so we followed him inj and hung out down stairs we heard crying..which was odd NO One in this house cryed but i heard jasper plea to his father 'no she cant dad no shes to young to ...'with that i new something was and edward just paced around the living room while the girls looked scared..we heard someone running down the stairs.. guesin it was jasper as his father was yellin for him to stop says stuff like'she needs us more now then ever she needs u dont leave her'then i heard a loud slam in to the wall..right next to my head..i looked around the corner of the hall an see jasper pullin his fist out of the wall..i was in complete shock i never seen him like this never..matter of fact no one has.. ali saw this and started to cry,mr swan has gone to sleep instucting us that we could stay as long as we went to bed soon.. after a while jasper calmed down and he told us everythingi was so pisted could someone hurt her own child.i got so mad i went to stand up,but froze mid stand.i looked up and saw a beautiful but very very broken girl in the doorway she started to cry i wanted to go to her and tell her everthing will be okay but next thing i saw was jasper in a blink of an eye..holdding her. all she could say was im so sorry i dont understand why it wasnt her fault her mom an stepfuck were doing this to the pizza finally got there an i was starving but i asked bella if she wanted anything and all she say was 'are u sure i can have some' she said it with such all asked when she last ate..she looked down an asked in a whisper for no one to get mad and we did we promised and she told us a week..we were all in complete shock..but id say i was in most because since i was sitting right next to her she leaned into me an cry.. all i did was hold her i couldnt do much else i couldnt push her looked hurt that his lil sis pushed him away..but i gave jasper the nodd sayin it be okay..i got her calmed down..and to eat..be4 we new it she has ate like 3 slices of pizza,a half of bag of chips,4 glasses of soda..she was giggling an laughing,we were happy she was happy..we watched a few fuckin retarted love movies..but in away they were good..we all fell a sleep sortly after the 4th movie,
jaz pov.
it was a very good night we watched a few movies, i heard my baby sister laugh, an that was great,after we had feel asleep i was the first a wake and i just looked over to everyone because this is the way my family shoulda looked like ..i went to the kitchen to start makin everyone i started to cook all i could think of is how could she last that long why couldnt she tell me,i guess in my own way i new something was wrong but i never pushed it with her,even tho she was a very bad lier