Chiwassu! Minna-san! This is the first fanfic.. I've ever made... I know I probably have lots of grammar mistakes and stuff like that... Then again I am not so good in grammar anyways -._-. but oh well... Ahem... Anyways... I hope you will come to like my story and enjoy it... And hopefully I might improve on my writing skills...

-TVST3R

"Everyone I have announcement to make." Elicchi said as everybody gathered around her. Curiously spread through each member's mind including myself. She hesitated a bit before taking a deep breath. For some odd reason I had a strange feeling that what the blond was going to say wasn't good.

"I know this maybe shocking but…. Umi and I started going out." Elicchi finally said as a blush formed on her face. A sharp pain struck my chest as I heard this. This emotion I had, I tried to hide it by putting a smile on my face. I couldn't have this moment ruined just because of what I am feeling.

"Congratulations Elicchi." I managed to say as the other members gather around the two. Everyone had smiles on their face, congratulating them. Somehow I couldn't find myself feeling happy for them. Suddenly a moist liquid began to stream down my eyes. Surprised by this I tried to wipe them away but it was no use more kept coming down.

"Eh? Nozomi-chan? What's wrong?" Honoka asked as the rest of the members turned to face me.

"N-Nothing… It's just that I'm happy to see Elicchi finally found someone special… and as the mother of μ's I'm overwhelmed by this." I said giving a fake smile to cover up my sadness. "E-Excuse me for a second … I need to go get some tissue to dry this tears up."

Before anybody can say something, I already made my way out the rooftop. Running down the stairs, I could feel more tears stream down my face. Why did this have to happen? I usually never show this type of emotion to the others and yet I probably ended up worrying them. But I am only human and there is a certain amount you can hold in especially with the emotional weight of the group hanging over my shoulders. I finally arrived at the bathroom.

"Oh…God I look horrible…" I mumbled to myself as I saw my reflection in the mirror. Turning the nobs of the sink I began to wash my face with the warm running water. I stopped a bit staring at the water. If only all my problems can wash away this easily. Sighing, I turned off the running faucet. I stood there, letting the water from my face drip down.

"N-Nozomi-chan?" I heard someone call me from behind. I turned to find Honoka standing with a worried face.

"What is it Honokacchi?" I said putting a smile on my face.

"Are you sure you're okay because your face didn't match your words." I nodded my head still wearing a smile. Her expression did not change; I could tell she wasn't convinced by my actions. We stared at each other for a while, silence filling the bathroom. Her face expression changed.

"Why doesn't anybody tell me anything!?" The younger one blurted out as her hand clenched into a fist. "Am I that unreliable? Am I that untrustworthy? I don't want to be the person that ignores their friends when they are hurting! Nozomi-chan I want you to share what you are feeling to me. You don't have to take it by yourself!"

My eyes widen from this sudden outburst. I could tell she was serious, her eyes showed determination. "Share… my feelings?" I questioned. Turning away from Honoka, I could feel my smile wavering. No… I must strong… I can't show weakness. But it was too late the tears already started to fall.

"Nozomi-chan." Honoka whispered as her slender arms wrapped around my waist. "It's okay… I'm here….." I began to cry harder making noises. Everything that I kept inside was flowing out and I couldn't stop it.

WHY COULDN'T IT BE ME?