A/N: -Squeals excitedly-

I know I said 'Shooting for the stars' would be my next story but I just couldn't keep my typing fingers away from Jasper and Alice. Is it weird to have an obsession with fictional characters?

Anyways enough of my rambling on. This chapter it kind of short but I wanted to get it out to give you an idea of where I'm planning to go with their story :D

Becoming Alice Cullen:

Reminiscing

Alice's P.O.V:

I walked into my apartment, which I shared with my room mate, slamming the door behind me. I swear that teacher had it in for me, I just knew it! Ever since I started he's been picking on me and my work.

Stupid fashion college!

I dropped my books onto the sofa and slumped down next to them. I looked around at my apartment, it was in a pretty bad state. I tried to keep on track with keeping clean but when an apartment is lived in by two seventeen year old girls it tends to get pretty messy.

This had to be the worst week of my life! My teacher's had it in for me, my room mate, Leah, had announced she was moving in with her boyfriend which meant all the bills will now have to be paid solely by me until I find a new room mate. I could ask my parent's for help but they had already given me a large sum of money to start college and live on my own, I felt guilty asking them for more. Just to cheer me up even more it was Christmas eve tomorrow and I was driving home tonight, the whole five hours. I love seeing my family, my mother and I are really close, I'm a real little daddy's girl and my brother is just as annoying as little brother's are but I loved them all.

It was him I was dreading seeing, Jasper. Every time I went home for the holiday's he would be there, constantly reminding me of how much I still loved him. We had dated since the age of six, which to some would sound weird but for us it was normal, we were everything to each other. Our relationship had been perfect, he had been my first everything but two years ago, when jasper was 16 he got in with the 'intelligent' group, note I don't call them 'geeks' I could never be that nasty to my Jasper; not that he was mine anymore, whereas I stuck with all my 'normal' friends.

Jasper's head grew bigger and bigger until he eventually thought he was better then me and that he could do better. I was a member of the 'lower class' to him and he wasn't afraid to tell me so. We had split up and tried to remain friends, which didn't go too well. I've barely spoken to him since I moved to fashion college six months ago. Jasper went off to university, I'm not sure what he's studying. I groaned as my mobile started going off, I picked it up and glanced at the caller display, 'mummykins'. Yes I actually had her saved on my phone as 'mummykins' something Jasper was very quick to bring up in an argument. "Hello?" I answered, hoping my mother was ringing to tell me I didn't have to go home for Christmas. Please, please, please! However luck wasn't on my side. It hasn't been since my lucky charm broke up with me and shattered my heart. "Have you left yet?" My harassed mother asked, she must be cooking."No mum I've just got back from class.""Why are you still in class? Jasper got out of university a week ago.""Good for him but the world of fashion doesn't shut down for Christmas!" I put the phone down on my mother and glared at my blackberry. Why did she have to mention his name?

I had managed to get along and pick myself back up by locking all memories of him away. I knew that if it came open then I could never pick myself up again, I was scared that seeing him would cause it to all come crashing down. The last thing I needed was to be dragged off to the funny farm hugging myself in a pretty white jacket. That would not help my argument.

I sighed and dragged my sorry ass over to my bedroom to grab my bags, all ten of them. It was going to take me a while to get them out to the car.

This was going to be the worst Christmas ever.

Jasper's P.O.V:

I smiled to myself as I watched my niece and her boyfriend play each other on my Xbox, it had been an early Christmas present from my brother. Part of me wanted to punch Chase in the face. Alexa, my niece, was only eleven years old! She did not need a boyfriend, even if he was the same age.

I loved them both, I had watched them both grow up together, the same way Alice and I had grown up but I knew how much it hurt to lose your best friend, love of your life and soul mate. I didn't want them to have to go through that.

I missed Alice so much but we had both changed, she had changed a lot and I had future to consider. To have made things really work with Alice I would have had to have given up my dreams of university. I would have helped her through fashion college. It was for the best for us to split up, we had to go our own ways to follow our own dreams. We had changed too much to be together forever.

I would take over the business from my brother, Edward, when he and his wife, Bella, want to give up the business and enjoy retirement. I was currently studying business at university and I was doing pretty well if I do say so myself. I was my teacher's favourite and the top of all my classes. "Uncle Jazz will you play the car racing game with me?" Chase asked, staring hopefully up at me. The look he gave me reminded me of Alice so much it broke my heart.

Alice was well over me now I knew that but I just couldn't put her behind me. She had been through so much with me she would always be a large part of my past. She was my soul mate, the only true love I would ever have. That was gone now and it was for the best, I had to concentrate on my future. When Alice had eventually dumped me I would have been left with nothing. This way I've only brought forward the inevitable break up so that I can pursue my future.

I felt something hard hit my head and a small giggle sounded from next to me. I shook my head and glanced up to see Alexa doubled up in uncontrollable laughter and an Xbox controller lay next to me.

Had she thrown that at my head? I lunged at the two of them and started tickling them both. I would make sure neither of them hurt each other like how Alice and I were hurt. I was dreading seeing her over the holiday's, part of me wished I had picked up a girl on a street corner on my way over and dressed her nicely then paid her to pretend to be my girlfriend. But I was not that kind of person therefore I didn't agree with prostitution.

God what if Alice had brought along a boyfriend? That would kill me.

This was going to be the worst Christmas ever.

A/N: Thank you for read, review please? :D

Have I done the wrong thing carrying on with Jasper and Alice?

Toodles xo