Soo…my dad would NOT get off of the computer so now at 7:40 I am FINALLY beginning to write my first chapter for winter Yullen week!~Music~ yes yes…it's so exciting…
Note: My story "Summer Camp is Hell with Rainbows" is NOT being discontinued; I've just been super busy with school and choir etc. Plus, I'm gonna try out for show choir! Hope I'll make it! Since we have a VERY long break which is already boring me so much I actually stared at my Christmas tree for an hour to ease my boredness, I will be posting a lot! YAY!
D. Gray man will never belong to me because even though I beg Santa every day it's not likely either one will come true.
Let's just say, being in choir wasn't really looked upon as 'manly'. But then again, being gay wasn't 'manly' either.
"Allen? Allen…? ALLEN!" Barely looking up, something collided with my head sending me backwards on my chair.
"Um…yes?" I said, not even moving from my spot on the carpeted choir room floor. I could already feel a bruise forming from where I was hit with a binder. Looking up, I saw my friend Lenalee tapping her heel and giving me a death glare.
"You do realize the bell for lunch rang like four minutes ago, right?" No. No I did not know that!
Jumping up quickly and sprinting towards her, I grabbed her by her elbow and started to hastily pull her out and towards the cafeteria.
"Geez Allen, no need to rush," she said, putting her binder into her tote bag. "It's not like Lavi suddenly forgot to get your food, you know it'll be there!"
"That's not why I'm rushing…"I mumbled, fixing the arm of my backpack so that it slung off my shoulder.
She sighed and rubbed her hands on her arms, only wearing a mid-length green dress because she had a dance banquet tonight. I gave her a small smile and unzipped my checkered jacket to reveal a solid black shirt with a single red heart right on the hem. She took it with a bright smile and we headed down the hallway.
"Are we still going shopping this weekend?" she asked me, waving occasionally to people that we passed.
"If you mean you dragging me through the mall while making me hold your bags for hours…then yes."
We both looked at each other and busted out laughing, getting stares from onlookers.
Before we even made it through the doors of the cafeteria, I felt a shove and I was leaning against the wall between two muscular guys.
"Boric and Mikk…" I said dryly, giving them a little wave of recognition. They both smiled, each of them having two different meanings though.
"I tried to stop him Allen, I swear." Tyki said, pulling his tanned hair through his curly hair. I gave my cousin a small smile of knowing and glared at Skin.
"What now? Didn't you already have enough fun messing with me?" I said, stalking past him and walking towards our table.
Lenalee and I quickly sat down, not even glancing up at our red-haired friend who was giving us a questioning look.
I felt a hand pull my hair and I was forcefully looking into Skin's face.
"I never mess with you…I just give you helpful suggestions."
"Yeah cause threatening to 'punch my face in'" I said, using air quotes "unless I turn straight really helps me."
I knew I had gone a little too far when I felt a strong grip around my throat.
"Stop it you bastard!"
When I opened my eyes I saw Skin holding a damaged hand and Lavi hovering over him with his guitar case. There was an awkward silence until Tyki started clapping very dramatically while sitting on the table.
"Way to go Bunny, I knew you had the fire within you." He said, winking at Lavi, making said red head blush.
"Oh shut it you jock, leave us losers alone and go play with your soccer ball!"He said, shoving Tyki off very rudely.
Tyki gave a small sigh and shook his shoulders in a 'what can you do' gesture before he pulled Skin away and back to their table.
"…We are NOT losers Lavi." Lenalee said with her fork pointed at him. "Misfits? Yes. Losers? No way."
"Okay Lena-lady, Allen and I are the losers!" He said, his eyes shining though his rectangular glasses.
"I agree on that."
My eye twitched and I leaned my head backwards so I was looking directly up into a handsome Japanese face. He looked down and gave me a mocking smirk.
"What are you looking at moyashi? Just stating the truth."
He took a seat next to mine, throwing his bag ungracefully on the floor.
"What's up Yuu? Why are you so late coming in?" Lavi asked, handing him some of his food.
Kanda took it without a thank you and took a bite. "First, don't ever call me Yuu unless you want your lovely guitar broken. Second...Coach wouldn't let us leave until we all ran three miles. I'm pretty much the only one done right now."
"Wow that's amazing." I said sarcastically, leaning my head into my gloved hand.
"Shut up brit, I don't need to hear your gay punk talk right now."
I felt a small clench in my chest and stood up slowly with my backpack, walking away swiftly throwing the finger at him.
When I made sure nobody could see me, I began to run down the hallway till I reached the stairs. I looked at them, wondering if I really should get my new skinny jeans dirty. I thought back to a couple of seconds ago and automatically flung myself to the bottom step. I sat there for a couple of minutes, listening to myself breathe until I let the tears come out.
Not even bothering to wipe my eyes, I lay across the step and closed my eyes. Why was I being so dramatic? One reason.
I was in love with Yuu Kanda, the straight quarterback who also happened to be my childhood friend. I needed him to live…he was my everything, even if he was a pompous arse.
I didn't know how much time had passed or if my friends had actually tried to find me, I was in my own little world where it was nothing but silence.
"You do realize that you look pathetic right now, don't you?"
I twisted my body around and came face to face with the very person I was trying to get away from.
A blush came to my cheeks and I quickly averted my gaze to the wall besides his head.
"What do you want? Want to rub me being gay even more in my face?" I said quietly.
He hissed and flicked me on my nose. "Stop saying stuff like that idiot. The reason I say it is because we've known each other our whole life's and can tell when the other isn't serious."
"You sounded pretty serious to me Yuu…" I said, glaring at him.
I was the only person who could call him Yuu without getting a death threat, but I knew how he didn't want anybody thinking we were actually that close so I usually only used it when I was mad.
He pulled me by the neck of my shirt so that we were nose to nose, I could feel his anger.
"When have I ever said anything about me not liking the fact that you like guys? Hmm?"
I gulped and looked down. "…Never."
"Exactly, I don't care. To me you're still that little dopy kid who would never go to bed unless I promised to see you the next day."
I smiled; I can't believe he still remembered that.
"Okay, Okay I get it!" I said, holding my hands up in defeat. " I had no right to go storming off and I'm sorry!"
"You better be…" He said, ruffling y hair. These were the times I wish we could show people how close we really were…I wanted them to know that they would never have the same bond we have.
When I got up he handed me a key. I looked at him with my head tilted.
"It's a key to my house." He said, looking at his watch. "Teidoll got new locks and had a spare. He told me to give it to somebody, so there."
"Why me?" I asked, putting it in my back pocket.
He gave me a dumb look. "Why not? We pretty much see each other every day because our parents love hanging out, this way you could just sneak in like I do with you."
I punched him in the arm. "Yes, but unlike you who just climbs up my tree I'll be using the front door!"
"Whatever…same thing moyashi."
The bell rang shrilly, making us know that we had five minutes to get to class.
"Now stop being such a pansy and get to class!" He said, shoving me to walk.
When I turned around to see him heading in the opposite direction I called out.
"Kanda you arse wait!"
He looked at me with an annoying face. "What?"
"Promise me I'll see you tomorrow?" I said, rubbing the back of my head.
He let the cold frown on his face fall into a smirk. " Only if you don't stay up all night playing piano."
He turned the corner and disappeared form my sight. Only then did I give a cheerful smile.
Yes…I still may yearn for Kanda, but at least I know he will never fully leave my side if he found out.
Sooo…this was just really quick and I was not even paying attention…I plan on making all of the "Yullen Week" chapters into just one big story with them in the same scenario with the same people. Heck, I think even after its done Ill just continue it…depends on how many reviews I get.
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