Song 1 of 30: So Sick by Ne-Yo
TubsakixBlackstar
Blackstar's pov
I woke to an empty space on the other side of my bed. She was still gone, I felt a tear roll down my cheek. Why had Tubsaki left the person that one day would over power God? I thought about her beautiful smile and turned on the radio. I got up and walked to the bathroom to do my business. A love song came on the radio and I walked quickly out of the bathroom to turn it off, but I couldn't bring myself to do so. I stared at the music box for a long time until my phone started to ring. I heard the answering machine and fell to the floor when I heard her voice come over it. It had been months since Tubsaki had broken it off with me, but I couldn't get over her. She was my everything.
I heard Soul's voice, he was the one calling, he wanted all of the gang to get together tonight. I wish they would just leave me alone. It was my own dumbass fault she'd left me. I'd gotten her pregnant, but couldn't do it. Me? I couldn't help to take care of a child. I couldn't even really take care of myself, but a child.
I laid on the floor listening to the radio. I was stronger then this. Why did she do this to me? I glared at the player playing its stupid love songs. I started to cry as I laid on the floor. Hearing knocks at my door I ignored it and stayed on the ground. I wish they'd just leave me alone with my problem. The truth was that I knew I needed Tubsaki and I'd love to have raised a child with her, but ... I couldn't.
I got up to go look at our calendar. I looked for the correct date and found it after searching. I shivered seeing as I still hadn't changed the calendar. I ripped it off the wall and threw it in the trash. July 15th... our anniversary. I cursed under my breath at the date. That was it, today I was going to get over being so blue about... her.
Soul's pov
I banged on Blackstar's door one more time. He really hadn't been the same after Tubsaki walked out on him. He wasn't talking to anyone, holding it all in, and he still hadn't told us why she left. It was a mystery to all of us. I really wish he'd tell me, as his best friend, what was wrong in life.
I listened and heard his foot steps behind the door and it was opened up to a very messing looking Blackstar. I took his hand and lead him out of his place and through him rather rudely into my car. I kicked it into drive and drove away from the depressing house.
As we both walked into the cafe to meet the others for breakfast Blackstar still looked like walking trash. He plopped down in an empty chair in front of Maka and beside Patty. I sat on his other side. Maka waved her hand in front of her face and gave a look of disgust at Blackstar. He really did smell like crap.
He looked at us, "sorry. I haven't showered in along time." He mumbled the words, but we still all heard him.
"Dude, what's wrong?" I gave his arm a tiny wack, he just looked at me with curious eyes.
"You're all know what was wrong with me for along time. Why are you asking?" His answer was pretty smart, maybe he'd been reading more since Tubsaki left him. He was always doing things that reminded him of her these day.
Maka cleaned her throat, "Blackstar," he looked at her, "get ready to be turned into your old self again 'cause guess who I found to cheer you up." She grinned as Blackstar's eyebrows flow up in question. "Hey, look, here she comes... on..." Maka's words trailed off as a still pregnant Tubsaki walked up to the table.
"Hi everyone." She smiled but I noticed that she tried her best not to look at Blackstar.
I glanced at her belly, "so, who's the daddy?" I questioned as I looked at how big it was. I watched her face go crimson and she looked away.
"You're setting beside him." She mumbled, and Blackstar looked at her with care and then her belly.
He stood up and looked at her, but she couldn't bring herself to look at him back. "Tubsaki," he mumbled her name lightly and took her hand. She looked at him when he did that. "I'm sorry. I don't know what we were do. I should have been more careful." Maka looked like she was ready to Maka-chop him into next year for not telling up he'd gotten Tubsaki pregnant and that's why she left.
I watched as Blackstar looked into Tubsaki's eyes deeply, but she looked away.
"Blackstar, I can't." She pulled her hands away from his. He gave her a questioning look. "I found someone that would help me raise our child. He's very sweet and the only reason I came here today was to let you know that I'm doing just fine and am happy." She gave him her best smile.
I rolled my eyes, "so the only reason you came was to break his heart again. Damn... women are cold hearted." Every woman at the table was glaring at me and I looked away. "What? I've got a right to say what I feel. I'm gay." I shrugged it off and looked at Death the Kidd sitting beside Maka.
Blackstar pov
After Tubsaki said she felt nothing for me now I felt nothing for her. I was guessing that I never really loved her and as Soul said he was gay and then looked over at Kidd to check himout for the millionth time, I cracked up and everyone knew I was better. When I looked at Tubsaki again I grinned, "who is he?"
She smiled and the her voice went low and she glanced at Maka then leaned over and whispered his name in my ear. I bursted into laughter, "why him over me?" I questioned her picked. Maka raised her eyebrow at us both and I shrugged it of, but answered her silent question. "Spirit." The look on Maka's face was priceless.
"My father? You want to be my mom or something Tubsaki?" She looked at her...
Well, that's it for this story. It was just going and going so I had to cut it off before it became to long. Hope you enjoyed! ;D