I Lost Everything When I Lost You

by LoveAusllyForever

Ally has to move to New York so she can go to the college of her dreams, MUNY (or Music University of New York) and all her friends all sad to see her go. Especially Austin. But, when Ally leaves, it changes someone. Austin goes from loving music, to hating music. He starts being rude to everyone. When Ally comes back, will she be able to change him back to her Austin?

1. Gone

Okay, so I decided to do this story. But I have to give all credit to AusllyMoon for helping me come up with a title for it.

Austin's POV

It has been two weeks. Two weeks since I lost the person that I can't live without. Seeing her get on that plane brought tears to my eyes and I ran.

Flashback:

Ally had told me, Trish, and Dez that she was moving to New York so she could go to the college she had always wanted to go to, MUNY or Music University of New York. It was the day that we were at the airport, waiting for Ally's plane to start loading.

"What am I going to do without you?" I asked Ally, hugging her. She was crying and I was trying so hard to hold my tears back.

"Hey," Ally pulled away from me and looked me in the face with tear filled eyes, "Just remember, I will be back in 2 years. And then everything will go back to the way it's supposed to be." She tried to smile as she patted me on the chest.

"Promise?" I said, pulling her into another hug. I didn't ever want to let her go but I wasn't about to keep her from her dreams.

"I promise." She answered and I kissed the top of her head.

"Now boarding for the 12 o'clock flight to New York." I hear the person on the intercom saying. Ally pulled away from me and smiled.

"I guess I better get going. I'll call when I land." She said and I nodded. "I'll be waiting." I answered and watched as she said a quick good-bye to Trish and Dez, who might I add, were crying their eyes out. She grabbed her suitcase and before walking into the tunnel to the plane, turned to me and blew me a little kiss.

I reached my hand out and pretended to catch it, making her giggle. Her back turned towards me and she disappeared into the plane. As soon as the doors behind her were closed, I ran.

I didn't know where I was going, but I knew that I couldn't stay here one more minute. I had always hoped that instead on getting on that plane, she would turn around and tell me she couldn't leave me. That she loved me too much to leave me behind. But, I guess that was just my mind talking.

End of Flashback.

Ally had called me that night but said that she was tired due to the long plane ride. So, we had said 'good night' to each other and hung up the phone.

Since she left, I did have a few concerts and everything I ever wanted. But I hated it. Nothing was the same since Ally left me. My singing wasn't the same, my dancing wasn't the same. I HAVEN'T ATE A DAMN PANCAKE SINCE SHE LEFT! Does that prove how much of an effect this has had on me?

I barely hung out with Trish and Dez anymore. They both just reminded me so much of Ally that it hurt. So, if I was on the beach or in the mall and saw them there, I would just turn around and walk away.

Why it is that whenever something good happens to me, people just find some way to take that all away from me?

*2 more weeks later*

Now, it was official. I haven't done any concerts in 2 weeks and I been around Trish or Dez that much either. I hated music now. I would be in the mall sometimes and someone would come up to me and ask why I haven't made any music or why I never put on concerts anymore. I would just look at them and say, 'What is music anymore?' then I would walk away.

There were also times when Trish and Dez would come up to me and tell me that Ally would be back in 3 years and to stop being upset about everything. But that name always just hit me in the gut. Ally was gone and so was the music. She will probably come back and forget all about me and go on with her life. So would I.

Ally's POV

It has been 4 weeks since I have left Miami. I missed it so much. I missed Trish, Dez, and especially Austin.

Since I left, I always went to the Austin Moon website and watched his concerts. But for some reason, there hasn't been any more videos for almost 3 weeks now. I hoped everything was okay.

I have written a few songs and I kept meaning to mail them to Austin but I always had too much to do. But, today I was definitely going to send them.

I grabbed an envelope out of my bag and stuck 2 songs inside it. I also put a little note in there with it:

Dear Austin,

I kept meaning to send these songs to you but I've been too busy. I really hope you like them. I miss you so much and tell Trish and Dez that I miss them too.

Love,

Ally

I closed the envelope and addressed it to Austin Moon. I ran outside and stuck it in the mailbox.

I hope Austin likes it. I miss him so much.