A/N. Hi everyone! This is my first attempt to a fanfic, so i hope i'll get better. I'm not a native english speaker so ... sorry, i'll try to improve it. Feedback will be welcome.

Preface

I don't deserve this. I really don't. You shouldn't have come here.

He looked so sad and so full of anger like she has never seen him before. It was not that seventeen-rebel-posed attitude but something much deeper. He did look deceived and really broken.

I don't know why but... I still love him

She could not express with only her words the regret she was feeling. Much more because she knew deep down that she had gone there with a purpose. She could not believe she had thought about using him. What was happening with her?

You should go.

He was not able to look at her, he continued looking at the floor. She would have given anything to hear him curse her, it would be way better than this silent pain.

Ok, bye Jess.

She turned to the door, she didn't want to leave things this way but she didn't want to hurt him more either.

Wait... - She stopped an turned to look at him. He looked direct in her big blue eyes. She looked so sad and lost like a baby girl. He smirked, he never was able to resist to her innocent blue eyes.

I think that in the end I kind of deserve it. You know as in karma, all the bad things i did in the past coming back to kick me in the ass.

They both smiled looking at each other. It was not a happy ending but it was theirs and none wanted it to be something to grieve over for the next years.

Let me get you to your car.

They got out of the shop, walked side by side without a word. The emotions were really getting him but didn't want to end it bitter.

When they got to her car, she look at his eyes with intensity.

I'm sorry...

Don't worry about me Ror. I suppose it was not the right time for us. I think it never was. But that doesn't mean i don't want to see you happy.

- Maybe one day... she said as she kissed him in the cheek, she couldn't express in words that what he was doing meant the world to her. He really had changed, for the better.

He smiled.

Be fine, Gilmore- He said as he left.