She covered her face with her pale hands.

She tried hard to close her eyes so the bleeds stopped running.

She did not allow herself to make a noise.

She is not used to crying, she is not the one to cry.

Her whispers were dying in the silence, parts of her skin falling apart.

She was dying, her heart has been dead for ages.

"We have died million of times before"She whispered, remembering his words.

"Get off my side before I kill you" She imagined his face, examining every little nano second of that moment, thinking how things could have been different. He destroyed office reminded her about her destroyed soul. Being pissed would be easier. No one could have broken Pamela only the one who created her.

She took pills lying on the floor. Once they were given to her, she thought it was fun how humans got crazy after drugs, she thought they were funny and they tasted good, she took it, swallowed it, water was not needed, obviously.

Her head stopped spinning, she was staring in front of herself, colors got brighter and her hearing got even better, she could hear people in the bar, she could hear their laughs, she could feel their passion.

She decided to have fun, go and destroy something, be the superstar, enjoy everything to the full. The first one who she met was a young boy, blonde, tall, he had a looks of Eric and that was what she wanted, it got her, he got her and she followed him until he got to his car. "going to fangtasia? Curious about vampires?" it was easy, young, sweet boy, captain of the football team , he thought he had it all. She came to him, looked into his eyes, she did not have to glamour him, just few words and he was hers. She took him to the forest, listened to his idiotic stories about his team about how amazing he is. She let him do it, smiled like a school girl, eating every of his word.

The sex was something ordinary but she got what she wanted, she bit his neck, once and twice but then the lights disturbed them, his friends, screaming his name, running with their cameras, he texted them, she did not know, she did not see, how could she be so stupid, the caught them, on the camera and he was dead, on her hands, on her lap was lying a dead man.

This was it, she was dying now or tomorrow, she did not care. She only smiled at silly boys.

"yes Eric everything ends, even the immortal"

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and Happy Birthday Stephen Moyer