I'm curled up in the entry plug,
And my life support is running low...
I think I'm going crazy
With so many thoughts streaming through my head.
I see past and present
Intertwining,
Connecting together,
Spiraling into one seemless thread
My friends, my family
The father I wish I never had
I switch the view screen back on,
Only to see white nothingness
Gaping at me, neverending
The loneliness of heaven
For I have been swallowed by an Angel.
Taken in by Leliel, the 12th Angel
Angels.
They are supposed to be messengers from God;
So why do they attack us,
Trying to wipe out mankind?
I feel my lungs constrict,
Like a velvety black hand closing around my throat
The LCL filling my lungs has grown stale,
And soon I'll draw my last breath.
I see lifetimes flash before my eyes
Loved ones I will never again see
...Mother...
The entry plug is cold.
Death approaches,
So cold, I curl into a ball
The walls are closing in around me
Seeing spots,
I visualize my dead mother.
No, not dead,
Inside of me...
The Eva wraps itself around me
Drawing me in
Into itself
I am melting
My body disappears
I no longer have form
I have been consumed,
Consumed by my own thoughts...
~By: Ayanami~