Disclaimer-I do not own Hoa only the idea… and my horse.
Falling through
Nina POV
They don't love me no one does. I don't blame them I mean who wants to love someone like me. My parents didn't die in a wreck they just never loved me so they sent me to gran… she cared but not enough to let me stay when she was diagnosed with cancer, I was too stressful to her so she sent me off to boarding school around the world. Here at Anubis it seemed like they loved me for a while but when Joy came back I was forgotten. The first to leave me behind was Patricia she needed her best friend and I had only been a stand in, she told me that latter. The next was Alfie he and I were never really close and he always wanted to pull pranks and I was too boring another thing she informed me of. After Alfie went Fabian who still thought I only wanted to be friends and decided he was done waiting for me he said I was just too clueless she told me that was what he said I have no reason to doubt it because it probably is true. The last to leave me was amber and she did not leave me willingly she was forced to by the note I left and said note read…
Dear housemates,
Once upon a time this letter would have been addressed dear friends but I guess if that was true there would be no need for this letter… If your reading this I'm dead and as the law of the world says I am never coming back.
To Amber you were the only friend I had left in your cruel world and I thank you for always being there when more and more people abandoned me your truly one of a kind. One of the only regrets I have is not going shopping with you one last time.
To Alfie you are a great friend and I'm sorry I was so boring to you even though you are part of the reason I'm dead you always managed to bring a smile to my face even in these last days. I hope you continue to have a happy life and pull more amazing pranks.
To Patricia hope you have a great time with your best friend since I was just a fill in for her I don't fully know who you truly are but from what I have seen you are a wonderful you person. You were the first of my friends to abandon me and so you started my downward spiral into depression but don't feel guilty this was already bound to happen.
To Fabian you said you loved me but apparently I was to clueless to see it and so you caused me to sink into my final days of depression. If you love someone I mean really love someone time does not matter as long as you can be near them even if only as friends.
And finally to Joy thank you for telling me what everyone else really thought of me you were the main reason for my death but I guess it wasn't your fault I was only a replacement until you came back.
Forever yours in life and death,
Nina Martin