Lost You Anyway, a ncis fanfic

Maybe you were right, maybe I could have changed
Sitin' here alone tonight thinkin' 'bout a lot of things
What's a man to say when all the questions start
Hell, I know deep down inside my broken heart

Gibbs was sitting there on his couch where jenny had been moments ago.

Why did'nt he try to hold on better. Why did he let her leave. He loved her

but still he let her go. He wanted to know what he could have done to hold on to her.

He couldn'tt seem to rap his head around the fact she was gone

Could've tried just a little bit harder
Kissed you just a little bit sweeter
Held on just a little bit longer
Dug down just a little bit deeper
Let the world revolve around you
And given you the stars above
Loved you just enough to make you stay
And I'd lost you anyway

Jenny was sitting there at her apartment. She couldn't give in know

she needed to stay strong and stand behind her desicsion to walk out on the men she loved. Ring.......Ring she couldn't bring herself to even answer the phone. Only cause she knew who was on the other end and she did not want to even think about him. Gibbs!

hate it when it's like this, baby it's like that now
Nothing I can say to you, you even care to talk about
How you gonna dress it up, wrap it in a pretty bow
When it's gone, it's gone for good, baby at least I know

Gibbs knew what he had done wrong. Jenny was fraglie and he had treated her no diffrent then he treated his team. He kept trying to reach her but it went to the voicemail. "Jen I am so sorry I treated you wrong and I feel so bad. I need to let you know that I know what I did and it was my mistake please come back. I know I messed up"

Jen heard every word and wanted him back so bad but she cold not go ahead and let him think that she could be taken advantage of . Jen was his whole world and she knew it. She knew it was true and that he was sorry but still she had to stay strong. She needed to show Jethro how it is like when his whole world came crumbling to an end.

Let the work revolve around you
And given you the stars above
Loved you just enough to make you stay
And I'd lost you anyway

Gibbs was on his tenth time calling Jen. He knew he was going to get her voice mail but he still wanted to show her he cared. Ring....Ring is what he heard until a female picked up the phone and answered "Jethro".