"Jude, talk to me, please..." Spied said

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

"No Spied, I'm tired of dealing with this... I can't take it anymore" Jude said firmly. Spiderman looked like his heart was gone...

Jude had taken it, and was throwing it back at him, smashed. "Do what Jude? I give you everything you want, and I'm willing to

give you so much more... just please talk to me." Spiederman begged her

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

Jude's face softened. She really did love him... in her own way... but he wasn't him. the one who made her whole.

"Okay... Let's talk"

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

"Jude, I love you... I love you so much it hurts. I don't want to throw away what we have over a little spat... It's dumb"

"I know it's dumb... I just get so fed up sometimes. there's this part of me that doesn't want to be with you anymore... but then

it's like suddenly it all goes away and I'm not angry anymore." Jude said honestly.

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

"Sometimes I get the feeling you aren't always here with me. Like you're somewhere else... with someone else" He said the last part quietly, hoping she wouldn't hear.

but she did hear it... and didn't acknowledge it. Guilt flashed in her eyes. "Sometimes I have alot on my mind. You know... my parents, sadie, the studio"

An irritated look was on Spied's face "Yeah, always the studio. I work there too, and I don't have nearly as much stress about it as you." he said sarcastically.

This was going to start another fight. Just as Jude was about to respond... she felt the vibration of her cell phone on her leg. Without even taking it out of her pocket, she knew exactly who

it was. Millions of excuses went through her mind to get her out of the situation she was in... he was waiting for her... and she was waiting to see him.

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

"Spied, I don't want to fight with you... we keep going in this rotation... Sometimes it's just too hard..."

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

"Please don't say it..." Spied thinks to himself

"I gotta go.. I have to think about some things." Jude said as her phone vibrated again

Spied's face fell as she got up to gather some things. when she walked away, his eyes glazed over.

"yeah, go think" he thought

She walked out of her bedroom with an overnight bag. "Not coming home tonight?" Spied asked, knowing the answer.

"I dunno. I'm gonna see how I feel later." Jude said. "here comes the question..." she thinks

"And where will you stay?" Spied asked, again knowing the answer

Jude's phone vibrated again. he was getting ansty.

She shrugged. "Prolly Kat's" she leaned over to give him a kiss.

" I love you" she said avoiding his eyes.

Spied looked directly in her eyes. " I love you too." he held her gaze trying to send a message, and noticed her eyes glaze over a little bit.

"Bye." she said quietly and walked out the door. Spied could do nothing but sigh as he watched the love as hs life walk out the door to the love of her life.

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

Jude walked to the elevator and hit "1". the always familiar thoughts were running through her head, but dissapated as soon as she saw that familar bule viper.