this is the worst thing
that has ever happened to you
(and that is saying a lot)
—
remember those words?
"family, luke. you promised"
don't forget
[all that's keeping you together]
—
you're the next romeo and juliet
one is for never
one is forever
this is such a joke
—
he's . . .
he's not your luke
he isn't
is he?
—
[keep lying to yourself thalia, it's okay]
—
eyes are blue
just like yours
thought they'd always be yours
(until they harden and you—you break)
—
charge forwards
electricity crackling
you've got upper ground
wish it was level
you wouldn't feel so guilty
—
first clash
no going back
—
your luke
put flowers in your hair
let you cry into his chest
was always there
—
this luke
overpowers the energy in the air
he's just like the rest
lock up your heart, nothing's fair
—
and then he falls
you can't feel
doesn't matter
you don't care
that was not your luke
[somebody else, a monster]