A/N – This idea, just came to me, so I decided to write it (: I know I'm working on other stories BUT I REALLY like this story so bare with me pretty please. And if you LIKE IT OR HATE IT, LET ME KNOW. REVIEW PLEASE !
Mercedes P.O.V.
Mercedes, stood by the girls bathroom sink, she made sure no one was in there with her. She put the heavy garbage behind the door. She put her hands on either sides of the sink. She breathed in and out, and she saw it wasn't working for her, so she reached into her purse and pulled out the razor. Just a small cut, not that deep, just for a relief she thought. She held the razor between her fingers, she didn't want to relapse but everything was too much. It was just so overwhelming, school, her mother, the kids, EVERYTHING. A little release would make the pain go away she thought. She set the razor up on her wrist, she tilted it up so it wouldn't cut to deep, and she slit her wrist. She saw the blood going down the sink, it was such a release, she felt MUCH better. She quickly washed her wrist off and cleaned the sink. She put her sleeve down, and went to the parking lot, she was done for the day with her classes, that was the pleasure of being a senior. She really didn't want to go home,with her mother being their but she had no where else to go. She pulled up in her garage and parked the car, she went up the stairs and opened the door and immediately saw her mom sitting in the living room.
"why are you here so early?" she asked angrily. Already? What's new? This is a new record, 15 seconds Mercedes thought
" I am done for the day, i'm a senior" she said
" you're lying! You know what, you're good for nothing. You cut school, you're fat, your ugly, what else? If you don't get an education, what are you going to do with your life? Huh? NO MAN is EVER going to want you" she spat angrily.
" what are you saying? Do you hear yourself? You make absolutely NO SENSE" I tried walking away, I really didn't want to have this argument with her.
" what? You little bitch. You watch your tongue. I'm your mother" she stepped to me.
" yeah? What's my favorite movie? Huh? What about my favorite color? Wait, here's an easy one, when's my birthday? Exactly, nice going mother" I don't know what made me say it, but she made me sick. How can she dare stand their and say she's my " mother" when she she doesn't know a damn thing about me. Shit, I might as well be a stranger living in this home. Wait "home" wasn't the word for it, cause this was FAR from a home. she was snapped out of her thoughts when she felt a hand come down hard on her face. She held her face for dear life. She knew that would leave a mark.
"GO TO YOUR ROOM, YOU UNGRATEFUL BITCH" she spat. I don't even know what to do at this point, i went up to my room and slammed the door, and slid down. She wasn't always like that, it all happened after my fathers death. She was so mad after, I was 13 at the time. I remember it like it was yesterday.
FLASHBACK
Me and mom, were sitting at the table watching Americas Funniest Moments, we were cracking up, it was hilarious. Until the door bell rang, mom got up and went to answer the door.
" Mam, i'm so sorry, but your husband is.. Gone" the officer said.
" WHAT, WHERE IS HE? NO, NO, GOD WHY? YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME, BRING HIM BACK, GOD PLEASE" She banged into the officers chest. The officer didn't do anything he just stood their and held her. I didn't cry that night, I knew that's not what he would want, I knew he was in a happy place. It wasn't until the next day, that it hit me, who was going to wake me up in the morning by pulling the covers, and tickling my toes. I cried, I cried myself to sleep every night. as time passed, things didn't change. Until mom started getting meaner, more bitter. I was 15 when she first started hitting me. I came home from the first day of freshman year, I had fun, and I made new friends. i walked into the house, I saw my mom holding a paper in her hand, I walked over.
" hey mama, what are you looking at?" I asked
" nothing, what do you want? Huh? And what are you wearing?" she asked nastily.
"um, my outfit? You like it"i asked
" eww, no you look fat never ever wear that again" she said
"um, i'm sorry" i said, I really didn't know why I was apologizing, she should be the one saying sorry.
" what ever, just get out my face" she said. I said nothing, that's the first time it started. I don't know what it was she was reading, but ever since that night she hasn't been the same.
END OF FLASHBACK
Where are you when I need you daddy? I miss you SO SO SO much, I love you and I need you right now she thought. She climbed into bed, and cried herself to sleep. It's been awhile since she's done that, and the fact that her mother was making her feel like this AGAIN, was making her feel worst, I wish you were here daddy" with her mothers words playing over and over in her head "NO MAN WI LL EVER WANT YOU" she thought again, before finally falling asleep, fighting the urge to cut herself again.
Sam P.O.V.
Sam rolled over and breathed out, "wow" he thought. The best fuck by far he thought again.
" that was amazing" Quinn said, rolling off him.
" how did you learn how to do that... with your tongue" he asked, she laughed.
"a little practice" she answered. He got up and tossed the condom into the trash, and wrapped it into toilet paper, for when the maid took the trash, no need for her to tell his parents about his business. He went into his dresser and put shorts and a shirt on. He looked at Quinn, and tossed her, her clothes. She looked at him with a '' you're shitting me right?" look.
"what" I asked
"so that's it? No cuddling? Or watching a movie or anything?" she deadpanned, believe it or not, Sam has never cuddled with a girl, he never saw the point.
"um, you know I don't do that, we're not in a relationship, this was just a quick fuck" he said, she seemed hurt, but he really didn't care.
" Sam Evans, you are such a dick head" she said
" yeah, yeah well you know how to let yourself out, so i'll see you later or when ever" with that being said, he went downstairs to the kitchen, the sex definitely made him hungry. He was about to find something, when the cook asked if he was hungry
"Do you want anything Mr. Evans?" she asked
"um, sure pizza will be fine, thank you" he smiled and walked into the downstairs movie theater it wasn't anything fancy but it could hold 30 maybe 40 people. He only went down their because he knew Stevie and Stacy his twin siblings would be their. He snuck downstairs, and caught them watching a scary movie, he recognized it, he knew they shouldn't have been watching and he couldn't help but scare them as punishment. He knew he was pretty good at impressions, and he had the boogeyman laugh down pact.
" MWUAHAHAHAHA , IM THE BOOGEYMAN, AND IM COMING TO GET YOU" he said.
" AHHHHHHHHH, " he heard them scream, they rand out, right into him, Stacy jumped right into his arms, and Stevie stuck to his leg.
"Sammy, don't do that" she hit his chest. Stevie just stayed quiet. He laughed and she hit him again.
"well didn't mom and dad say not to watch scary movies on school nights?
"well we thought you weren't gonna be home," Mr. I have football practice" Stevie said, he was always the smart ass.
"yeah whatever you say, well we're having pizza for dinner, mom and dad are coming so wash up" he said. Stacy let go of him, and went to wash up.
"you we're scared huh Stevie?" he asked and chuckled
"i wasn't scared, I just saw Stacy scared and I ran out because she was scared so I went to go see if she was okay, then I bumped into your leg, I held on you see, because I didn't want to fall a-aand then you had lint on your pants, so I brushed it off, you know?" he said
"YEAH, SURE" Sam said Sarcastically. He was about to go upstairs when he heard the bell ring, he went to answer the door, he opened it only to find Quinn standing there.
"what do you want?" he said looking around, to see if his parents were around, they were supposed to be here soon.
" we need to talk" she said.
" now? About what? Can't it wait?" he asked
" not really" she answered. He breathed in, grabbed her by the elbow and brought her upstairs.
" Okay talk! And make it quick" he said
"why won't you date me?" she asked, he couldn't believe it, not this shit again.
"i don't know Quinn, i'm not the dating type I guess" he said.
"that's bullshit, give me a real reason, and i'll leave" she crossed her arms over her chest.
"you don't want to hear the truth so i'll advise you to stop and leave" he answered calmly.
"I'm not a child, so don't spare my feelings, tell me like it is" she said, he was getting inpatient, he tried sparing her feelings, which he didn't do often but she was really pushing his buttons.
" FINE, you want to hear the truth? A person stays in a relationship for the feelings, and the joy of having sex, well that's how I see it. WHY on earth would I get into a relationship with you If I already got the sex? I killed two birds with one stone" he said, and with that she didn't even say a word she got up and left. DAMN he thought, he just lost one of the best fucks. SHIT. He thought
"SAM, WE'RE HOME," his mother screamed, he went downstairs. He looked on the table, so he wasn't having pizza, his parents had other thoughts in mind, he really didn't want this nasty food, he was from the south, he wanted a good southern cooked meal. But that wasn't going to happen. He sat at the dinner table, bowed his head and said grace.
" So Sam..." his father started, here we go he thought. " what did you do today?" he finished.
Had HOT SEX, and tried MANY, MANY different positions. He laughed internally.
"i worked out, burned a lot of calories" it wasn't a full lie, I did burn calories.
"that's good, you know the football scouts are looking for someone strong, And someone who can take hits" he said
" yeah, I know dad" Dinner went by pretty fast, he went upstairs and laid down, he had early practice tomorrow, so he couldn't sleep in late. He was about to close his eyes, when his phone buzzed.
Hey, are you tired?- Amber(Easy Cheerleader)
hmm.. why? - Sam
because I wanted to do you a little favor - Amber(Easy Cheerleader)
I have practice tomorrow, so no thanks to the "favor" (; - Sam
aww, are you sure? I got a new tongue ring ;) - Amber(Easy Cheerleader)
Damn, Sam thought a tongue ring? That would do wonders on his dick. He had an internal battle, what should he do?
Can I please take a rain check? - Sam
anytime, anyplace, anywhere - Amber(Easy Cheerleader)
He fist pumped in the air, he turned the lights off and went to bed "another one bites the dust" he thought. He went to bed with nothing but smiles tonight.
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