DISCLAIMER: Trigun…Trigun? Where? Where? Not under my ownership!
Something new for you guys! ^_^. My mom bought me a lizard as an early b- day gift and I ended up naming him Zazie, which brought this lil ficcy into my head. I find Zazie to be extremely underloved…or whatever. Tis another thought fic. Sorry they're so short. Anyways, yeah…enjoy!
Wolfwood
I can't believe I had to do that. He was just a child, just a little kid. I hate irony. I hate the fact that I had been chosen as the one to kill the kid.
I don't know what's worse, killing him or everyone's reactions afterwards. The anger and hurt on Vash's face, the shock on the petite woman's face, and the disappointment from the big girl. They all pierced through me, all these emotions. I was feeling everything that they were.
There's always an alternative, huh? I'm sorry Tongari, but I just didn't see any other option. You once asked what kind of churchman I was. Truth is, not a very good one. I kill, smoke, sin… I thought that I was making up for all that by taking care of orphans, and here I just killed one.
I'm crying now. Thank God I'm alone. Not even a cigarette will make me feel better right now.
God dammit! Why a child? Why me? I don't understand! Is this a punishment? Is there something to be learned from all this? Was he right? Was there another way to end this?
No. I made the right decision, the only decision. Had I not done anything, Vash and perhaps even both Insurance girls would be dead. I'd rather have only one death instead of three, I guess.
I do not understand! Why is that kid's death affecting me so much? I've killed many people, why is this death having such an impact on me?
I don't blame any of them for hating me. Truthfully, I hate myself for this. I should leave now. I don't think I'd be missed much if I went back to my orphanage.
Being hated is the worst feeling in the world. I thought of Vash as my best friend, the only one I could consider a close friend. It hurts to be hated by your best friend. The smaller girl, I was just starting to get use to her. She can be nice at times. It hurts to be hated by her as well. Big Girl. She looked so sad and disappointed. I didn't want to hurt her. I'd never do anything to intentionally hurt her. Being hated by her hurts most of all.
I didn't think she was capable of hating anyone, but the look on her face showed me that she was close to that emotion.
I'm sorry kid. I have nothing against you personally. I did it to save my friends. I guess, maybe it was a bad decision. You're dead and I'm friendless. Heh. It's amazing how much death and loneliness are alike. So you see kid, we're not really all that different.
~ Poor Wolfie! He needs a hug! T_T. We all know that killing Zazie tore the poor dear up inside. Thankfully Millie was there for him in episode 23 *cough*sandwiches*cough*. Anyways, hope you enjoyed! Stick around for the next chapter…
Something new for you guys! ^_^. My mom bought me a lizard as an early b- day gift and I ended up naming him Zazie, which brought this lil ficcy into my head. I find Zazie to be extremely underloved…or whatever. Tis another thought fic. Sorry they're so short. Anyways, yeah…enjoy!
Wolfwood
I can't believe I had to do that. He was just a child, just a little kid. I hate irony. I hate the fact that I had been chosen as the one to kill the kid.
I don't know what's worse, killing him or everyone's reactions afterwards. The anger and hurt on Vash's face, the shock on the petite woman's face, and the disappointment from the big girl. They all pierced through me, all these emotions. I was feeling everything that they were.
There's always an alternative, huh? I'm sorry Tongari, but I just didn't see any other option. You once asked what kind of churchman I was. Truth is, not a very good one. I kill, smoke, sin… I thought that I was making up for all that by taking care of orphans, and here I just killed one.
I'm crying now. Thank God I'm alone. Not even a cigarette will make me feel better right now.
God dammit! Why a child? Why me? I don't understand! Is this a punishment? Is there something to be learned from all this? Was he right? Was there another way to end this?
No. I made the right decision, the only decision. Had I not done anything, Vash and perhaps even both Insurance girls would be dead. I'd rather have only one death instead of three, I guess.
I do not understand! Why is that kid's death affecting me so much? I've killed many people, why is this death having such an impact on me?
I don't blame any of them for hating me. Truthfully, I hate myself for this. I should leave now. I don't think I'd be missed much if I went back to my orphanage.
Being hated is the worst feeling in the world. I thought of Vash as my best friend, the only one I could consider a close friend. It hurts to be hated by your best friend. The smaller girl, I was just starting to get use to her. She can be nice at times. It hurts to be hated by her as well. Big Girl. She looked so sad and disappointed. I didn't want to hurt her. I'd never do anything to intentionally hurt her. Being hated by her hurts most of all.
I didn't think she was capable of hating anyone, but the look on her face showed me that she was close to that emotion.
I'm sorry kid. I have nothing against you personally. I did it to save my friends. I guess, maybe it was a bad decision. You're dead and I'm friendless. Heh. It's amazing how much death and loneliness are alike. So you see kid, we're not really all that different.
~ Poor Wolfie! He needs a hug! T_T. We all know that killing Zazie tore the poor dear up inside. Thankfully Millie was there for him in episode 23 *cough*sandwiches*cough*. Anyways, hope you enjoyed! Stick around for the next chapter…