Dear Prince Charming,
You let me go.
You screwed me over.
You used her to get at me.
You told me you hated me.
You made fun of our relationship.
And finally you made me loose the one thing I had left, my dignity.
Even though you did all these things you still manage to make me swoon. You still manage to leave me speechless. You still manage to make butterflies erupt in my stomach. You still manage to make me stare in awe.
I don't think I'd ever forgive someone if they'd done even half the things you've done to me. Yet you still manage to make me forgive you. Tell me why you are so special in my heart, why it skips a beat when someone repeats your name out loud and I only say repeat because it hangs around in my mind all day. Constantly there, you may as well move in and take permanent residence; because I know your not gonna leave any time soon.
You've done things to me no-one else ever could. You made me think before I act. You made me fall head over heels without trying. You charmed me without the thought of it even crossing your mind. You've done the one thing no other boy or man could ever do. You changed me.
You know when I first saw you with her I tried to convince myself you were just friends. Then you pretty much admitted you were with her in that interview and it tore me to pieces you sent me into depression and heartbreak. Again. Then the date photo came out and when I saw it I thought I was dying because it made it all the more real, the fact that now I had heard and seen you were dating. And when I heard you broke up, I know how bitchy this will sound, but it felt like every worry I had was gone. Every doubt I had in my heart had dissolved. Every chance I had with you was restored. Every time I looked at you I didn't do it in guilt of knowing you were not mine to claim.
I guess this all leads me to say 3 words that changed my life. 8 letters that can tip my world upside down and mess it up and then when used by the right person can put it all right.
I guess this means; I love you.
Some how I still do, after all you did I'm still in love with you. I love you Nick. Don't forget that.
Love,
Your Cinderella
xoxo