It's been a year since her death and I'm now famous. But I am the reason she's gone, and I am to blame but if she were she would've said it wasn't and that it was her decision and all that crap but I knew in my heart that I was and is my fault. My name is Natsume Hyuuga I'm a singer and actor. You must be confused so flashback:

Flashback:

Natsume's POV

6:30

"Natsume! How could you?!" my girlfriend, Mikan Sakura yelled at me. It was our 5th anniversary and it was my birthday and I was shocked to see her walk in while I was doing 'IT' with another girl; I could see that Mikan was surprised to see me and the slut Luna doing 'IT'. "Mikan I-I-im sorry she w-w-was just and I-I- was just trying to-" I stuttered as she walked away and I got off of the slut and got my pants on and took my shirt and ran after her. She stopped her tracks near my entrance she turned around and there were drops of tears pouring out of her hazel nut brown eyes which now looked at me "NATSUME W-WHY D-D-DID Y-Y-YOU DO THAT" she paused "AND TO MY COUSIN!?" she paused again but instead of yelling at me she took out a small box out of her purse and then spoke again "Natsume" Mikan spoke my name with much sadness then she looked up and faked a smile "Happy birthday" she greeted but It wasn't so happy "Mikan I-I'm sor-" before I could finish she stopped me and said "I need to leave my flight is in an hour" "Where are you going?" I asked with much curiosity in my voice "I'm sorry Natsume but I can't tell you" she stopped and turned back to the door she turned her head so that I could see only part of her angelic face and she spoke with her gentle soft voice "I love you" she whispered.

The Next day:

I was watching the news it was 7 am and I was thinking of Mikan I looked up at the TV screen and it showed a plane that has crashed so I turned it up "The 7:00pm flight to America has crashed and there were no survivors and we have search teams searching for any identification on anyone and we have found one her name was 'Mikan Sakura'" the news anchor's voice started to fade as I imagined MY Mikan is dead then I heard something interesting "There was a note that she was holding onto. The letter says 'Natsume, I loved you but I guess you don't love me. I hope you live a happy life and if there was a reason that you had to do that to me I'm soo sorry. Love you always, Mikan'" That was the end I turned the tv off and then the doorbell rang so I got up lazily and answered and then someone handed me the letter Mikan had written.

End Flash back:

So that's the story.

"Hey guys umm this song I wrote for my ex girlfriend who died November 28 2009 and I just loved her so I hope she's listening in heaven!"

What I thought wasn't mine
In the light
Was one of a kind,
A precious pearl
When I wanted to cry
I couldn't cause I
Wasn't allowed

Gomenasai for everything
Gomenasai, I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
What I thought wasn't all
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of porcelain

When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself
Gomenasai for everything
Gomenasai, I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

What I thought was a dream
A mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege
When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away
Gomenasai, for everything
Gomenasai, Gomenasai,
I never needed a friend,
Like I do now
Gomenasai, I let you down
Gomenasai, Gomenasai, Gomenasai,
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

Up in heaven:

"Natsume, I love you forever" said an angel with long auburn hair and chocolate brown eyes as she smiled down at her favorite guy

Down in the surface:

"I love you too Mikan" I said.