Choji's Frustrations – by HiddNLeaf – Hope you guys like it!
(Disclaimer: I do not own any of the character's or Naruto.)
I wake up from the terrible dream I had in cold sweat. I stunk and was staring at my white wall. I could vaguely remember what happened, and it all came back to me.
The small white dot in the middle of all the darkness, and Naruto was in the middle of it. It had a light green circle around it, as if it were protecting him. The circle got smaller and smaller, until it got to the white dot in which Naruto was standing. The circle started to change colors, and a raging rainbow went crazy in the darkness. Then Naruto would look into my eyes, and stare and smile.
Soon after that a dark mouth grabbed him and dragged him into a cage, locking him up in a prison. Naruto would scream and cry my name, reaching for the rainbow. He would keep crying and grasping at it until I woke up.
This happened every night, and it still scares me. It's as if it is an omen that says Naruto is gay for me. And believe me, boy, don't I wish he was.
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I get up and grab some of my comfort food and close the door behind me. I get on my bed and reach underneath for an old sheet of paper. It was an old valentine that I got from him four years ago. Every time I read it, it's the same, but the words have different meanings. Here's how it goes:
Well Choji, I guess it's another long year. Hope all of us get out of this stupid academy someday, especially you. See you on the battlefield!
Love,
Naruto
I read this and cry. Every single time. I keep having these mixed feelings. Maybe he didn't mean the "Love," or "Especially you" and he just looked at me as a friend. Or maybe he even just wrote this on everyones, just to make them feel good. My head keeps spinning and all I can do is think about him. I need someway out of this torture. I need to know.
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I manage to sleep through the dawn and wake up feeling half rested as always. I take my shower and pretend naruto was inside me. Boy, don't I just want him. Can't stop thinking about him. He's got the nicest body and some nice qualities. And all I got is blubber and a big head. How will he ever love me…
I'm sitting at home, eating lunch, and Kiba knocks on the door.
"Hey Choji! It seems Lady Tsunade wants to speak with us."
It's been quiet a while since my last mission, just escorting some merchants, probably one of my more extreme missions, but I guess it would make perfect sense to get me back in the game. I mean I AM one of the ninja in this village, right? Got to do my part. I grab a bag of chips and head out the door with Kiba.
I was kinda silent when walking and Kiba seemed to notice. He asked me what was wrong. I hesitated. I knew if I didn't get this off my chest I would soon go crazy. And if I told him, he might tell Naruto. So I dragged him off into a dark corner of the street and started talking really fast and quietly, even though some of my words didn't even make and sense. I quickly got a hold of myself and put together a line to sum it all up.
"I think I like Naruto…"
"What? I mean, Ok… and why is that making you such a gloom…?"
"I don't know… It's just that he makes me so happy whenever I'm around him, and he keeps sending these mixed messages, and I don't know what to think…"
"To tell the truth, I think he likes you back. But that's just my opinion. But it really is all up to him if he likes you or not. Anyways we got to get going, cause if Tsunade doesn't find us in her office in a few minutes, were all going to be in deep trouble."
I took a deep sigh and took a nervous look around to see if anyone was spying on us. I started walking and felt a little better, but not much. It felt like the world was still going to end, but there'd be one more butterfly. I quickly said:
"Kiba…"
"Ya?"
"Please don't tell anyone about this… Ok?"
"Don't worry man; it's a dog's promise."
He flashed a quick grin and I felt about 20 times better. I now felt as though a brand new butterfly gardens was built right in the middle of town.
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I quickly climb the stairs to the Hokage's Office, which overlooked the village. I opened the door and found Naruto in front and ready. His hair was perfectly blonde, shining in the sunlight from the large windows.
"Oh, Hi Kiba and Choji! Just in time for the mission!"
I just about feinted, right there on the spot. I should've known that Naruto was going to be here. He tags along on a lot of missions, so it really isn't a surprise. I guess I was being dumbstruck because Kiba was elbowing me in the back to keep me moving into the room. I quietly get in and stand around the desk before we get orders. I try not to look up and meet Naruto's eyes, but it happens anyway. I look at his, and he looks at mine right back. I quickly look away at a small spider in the corner of the room, as if nothing happened at all. He looks down, sort of sadly, and waits for Tsunade to give out the mission.
"Well, guys, you're the only ones in the village right now, so please at least get done with this B-Rank mission fast. It's just going to Land of Bears to resign the contract we have with them. I think with 3 of our ninja's names on there, it shouldn't be too much of a problem. Hmmm… I think I'll put Kiba in charge of this one. You better get going you three, because the contract is up in five days, and I really think they won't be happy when we come a day late. So… get moving!"
"Yes, Ma'am…" Says Kiba eyeing me.
"Yea! Another mission!" Says Naruto enthusiastically.
"Sure…" I say, as my eyes gaze back at Naruto.
I really hate walking around to places so far away, but I am still happy that Naruto and I have been put together. I gather my supplies, just a couple bags of chips, a rope for the Valley of Death, a few blankets, and some medicine in case someone gets hurt. I grab the Valentine, just so I can get back to sleep if I have my nightmare. I run out the door, half tripping, half sprinting, so I can see Naruto.
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And… that is the very first Choji's frustrations. It didn't take me long, so please see if you can review and I'll have the next one on tomorrow! There'll be sex tomorrow – don't worry! Ha-ha! This really is just the intro, but I think it was necessary. See ya'll tomorrow!