OKAY OKAY OKAY, I'm seriously not a writer, I always slept in English or I drew, un! Come to think about it I'm in yr 10 now and iv never handed in homework I even slept through my hole yr 9 final exams, un! So obviously I'm not a smart panda, un!

Yeah I know what you're thinking what's with the un's? FORCE OF HABBIT :O! got it good, un!

^^ okay then this is my first story……. ever (seriously I really didn't like writing or reading until like 3 weeks ago…I didn't even write essays…) O.e so don't get to high expectations! Plus I hated reading until these school holidays when I went to Queensland with a friend who is obsessed with writing and reading! and finally I gave Fanfiction a chance and found out ….. I LOVE THEM MORE THAN MY LIFE, UN! Anyways quit reading this and start reading that m'kay, un?!

The disbeliever

White snow…were I layed down right now I knew it would be my grave, the white, wet, cold floor of the begging of the winter. My body...Paralyzed...Injured...Cut...Bleeding, I was lying on the soon to be red snow smiling, sure I was going to die, but to be honest I really don't care. Footsteps…I heard his footsteps coming closer I heard his shoes crushing against the snow, my eyesight was getting blurry their was defiantly no one coming for me, the only possible thing that could happen now was a miracle and they don't exist.

"Wow, you're dying and yet your smiling heh aren't you one of a kind?" his voice was dark, darker than my heart. His voice it didn't scare me nothing did I simply stared at him, my smile remained on my face the only thing that was running through my mind was Deidara-kun and how big a idiot this guy is.

He bent down and brushed some of my hair away from my face what a moron who the hell is this creep?! Thinking he can touch me! My thoughts were interrupted by his voice again "what ashame you're kind of pretty to die... But then again I couldn't have you still living could I now?" he had told me. Pretty?..... I was never known as pretty? I was always know as the freak of the village. I kind of liked the compliment but the fact he touched me still remains there, unfortunately their was nothing i really could do about it.

my lips were dry, I felt the cold air touch them as it traveled in and out, Great now I'm finding it hard to breath well this really is the end now if only this asshole could give me some space yeah I'd like that. It was like he was reading my mind because he stood up. I don't believe in a second chance's, I don't believe in true love, I don't believe in friendship or honesty I believe in nothing!, and that's the way I liked it so I don't have any expectations for a prince charming to come and rescue me I believe that this spy mission was failed.....

Well it's not like I can go back through time and undo it all like a friken movie. My life is like a stage but the spot light was never on me, the audience were all credits judging my every move, my so called "friends" were just reading their scripts trying to make me happy, as if the really believed they could make me happy?! Couldn't they bother someone else? The director...my oldest brother, a complete dickhead who helped you and almost made you laugh until he turns on you and becomes part of the audience. My final act on this stage was a failure...my first and last failure, heh I'd take a bow but I'm kind of dying here, oh well.

I closed my eyes for what it seemed like the last time I hope hell is better than what I hear. He walked away I could hear his footsteps crushing against the snow. It started to snow again, I felt the snow fall on my face...it was cold but it felt all right I suppose, I really had no problem with it ... unlike everything else.

I heard two other people approching me, from behind. The idiot from before disappeared I couldn't hear his footsteps anymore. 'Great now what?' that was the thought that ran through my mind before everything faded to black.

I know its really short, un! I could really use some help writing , how the hell do your authors do it, un! (did I spell that right . I DON'T KNOW, UN!) Any way review for me cause you want to :3 you know you do! And help me out figuring out "big words" cause I thought "vast" was a big word, un :Y. oh and if your wondering whos the chick its my role play charater chisu, un

^-^". (THIS STORY WAS REMOVED BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO GEET MORE PEOPLES HOPES UP FOR ANOTHER CHAPTER CONCIDERING I COULDENT BE BOTHERD WRITING BEFOR)

(WELL NOW ITS BACK UP AND ILL TRY TO KEEP WRITING :D) arigato !!