1000 WORDS
Jacob, I stare at you while you're talking to to protect Bella and Reneesme from the Volturi.
My words are flying to you but they can't reach you,
It's like were in different dimensions, like were talking but we can't understand each other. I'm talking, I'm whispering but you don't understand me.
I can't watch it anymore. So I ran to the highest cliff in La Push. The cliff were we did never jump from. I was ready to end my misery. I moved my feet forward and then I fell.
I heard your life is flashbacks before your eyes, but not my life, just the painful moments I went through. It hurts, but it will end soon.
I see Sam walking away with Emily, I see you leaving me for Bella and then for the devil-spawn. Something happens! I hear a voice, a voice of an angel singing:
1000 words call out through the ages,
They'll fly to you,
Even though I can't see,
I know they're reaching you,
Suspended on silver wings,
1000 words,
1000 embraces,
Will cradle you,
Making all of your weary days,
Seem far away,
They'll hold you forever...
Then the angel stopped. The angel was right. I called out to you, Jacob. I called 1000 of words. I made you fell better and then you're leaving me for her.
I'm not sorry for what I did and I'm not sorry for what I'm doing. Of course mother will miss me, of course Seth will miss me, but they'll heal in time.
I felt my body hit the cold water and then the all around me became dark.
When I woke up I was on the shore and my pack was looking at me, with anger and pain in their eyes. I wasn't dead my misery was far from over. And she made it worse when she came near me with her family.
My misery will never end.
The story is inspired by the song 1000 words sang by Jade from Sweet-box.