Song: "Unfaithful" by Rihanna . Enjoy
"Mmmmmm Troy" She moaned in pleasure. But a pleasure that was wrong. But she didn't care. When she was with him…Nothing mattered to her. Not even her fiancée. She was head over heels for him. At least she felt like she was. He knew how to make her feel like it was possible to fulfill all of her fantasies she felt her fiancée couldn't. She loved him…the feeling of being with him.
Story of my life searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me, sorrow in my soul
Because it seems that wrong, really loves my company
She was in complete ecstasy as she was romantically devoured by her " Secret Lover". She moaned his name in ways she would never moan her fiancée 's. She Closed her eyes tight as she felt their passionate journey of love making came to an end. They laid in each others arms silent. Different things on each others mind. They were both in a relationship. But not with each other. They didn't have an inch of guilt in their soul or conscience. They thought them being together in each others arms was right. Regardless of their other lovers feelings. She couldn't take the feeling anymore. She removed the covers from her naked body and squirmed from his arms and got out of the bed that held wild exotic memories.
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that sky is blue
She let the hot sprinkles of water trickle down her body. Cleansing herself of what's left of him. As the water created a tense feeling on her body of heat and steam. Her eyes created cold painful tears coming down her eyes. She looked at her self in the mirror after wiping the steam from the glass. She looked at herself and sighed. Her long wet brown hair in her face and on her shoulders. She didn't recognize herself. She didn't notice this person standing infront of her. A person who carelessly hurt her loved ones only for her satisfaction and needs. Selfish. Deceit. Un- loyal. These words were never in her vocabulary or a part of her.
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
She walked out of the sauna like bathroom wearing what she wore the night before. A black cami showing off her belly piercing and jean mini skirt with black heels. The outfit that got her into this state of feeling guilty towards her beloved fiancée. She watched as her Ex-lover laid in the bed glaring up at her. She looked at him and sighed. Putting on her sunglasses she got ready to turn the knob of the door. But a weird temptation stopped her. She turned around and there he stood the person who was in this with her. In only his boxers he stood and walked towards her and looked her in the eyes.
" Baby where you going it's only 7:00 a.m" He said.
"Troy..I can't do this anymore. I can't continue to hurt him anymore…I can't live with myself if I continue this" She said looking at the floor in a sorrowful whisper.
"Come on..what happen to what you said last night? What he doesn't know won't hurt him?...right?" Troy said cuffing her face in his hands. She became silent regretting that she said that. He leaned in to kiss her but she pulled back.
"Troy I'm sorry…I mean were not even together…You're my ex-boyfriend….I have a fiancee and you have girlfriend…don't you feel just an inch of guilt?" she asked lifting her voice a bit.
" Well…yeah..but I love you…This feels so right so-" He started
"No…No Troy…I'm not falling for you again I can't do it. Not only am I hurting him…but it's hurting me too. I'm done" She said walking out of the room and racing down the stairs ignoring his calling out to her.
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside to know that I'm
Happy with another guy…I can see him dying
She sped to her home. Trying to erase everything that happened last night. But it wouldn't go away. She didn't know why it sticked in her guilty mine. Sure she was in love with Troy since way back but she had to move on. He was keeping her back from life and finding new love. She loved Troy but she was beginning to realize their secret relationship was only when lust was in their souls. She would find herself driving to Troy's house in the middle of the night after sneaking out of hers to fulfill her midnight fantasies. And the next morning with her feeling bad about it.
I feel it in the air
Cause I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another day ……
She walked to her front door of her two story home and opened the door slowly and as quiet as she can. Once she closed the door she kicked off her heels and snuck into the downstairs bedroom that had her work out clothes in it. She put on a big T-shirt and some mini shorts. She dried her hair with a towel and tied back into a ponytail like it was last night so it wouldn't cause any suspicion from him. She opened the upstairs bedroom and saw her fiancée laying their silently sleeping. He looked like a god sleeping their in only his boxers. His chest moving up and down slowly. Those well sculpted abs of his showing. She smiled at him and crawled into the bed. She turned on her side to face him. She caressed his face with her finger. A tear then ran down her cheek. She sniffled a little bit making him waking up.
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more
inside …….
He opened his eyes and saw his gorgeous beauty with tear stained cheeks. He sat up and yawned and shook his head to wake himself up fully.
" Bay what's wrong? He asked.
" Nothing…I'm just happy I have you in my life….And I wouldn't want to lose you" She said crying more.
He reached over and brought her into a hug and kissed the top of her head since he was taller than her even sitting down.
" Baby your never going to lose me…why would make you think about that where is this coming from?" He asked pulling back so he can look her in the eyes.
" I don't…I don't know why Chad…all I know is I love you" She said. Even though she knew why.
" It's ok I love you too. And I would never leave you Taylor" Chad said with her still in his arms.
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)
" I know" Taylor said quietly closing her eyes. She was soon off into a deep sleep in his arms. He never let her go until she woke up. She knew the secrets she held inside her would nearly kill him but she made a promise to herself that she would no longer be the Selfish, deceitful person again. She had something good in her life now and she wasn't going to risk losing it. She was no longer going to be, Unfaithful.
Ok wut do u think? I sorta like it! lol im proud of myself! R&R. I will be working on AANBAN and Beaten by Love very soon. Sorry for the wait. Luv u guys