Title:Truth, Lies and Everything in Between.

Show:Gossip Girl

Pairing: Blair/Serena

Rating. M

Summary:This is a femslash version of the show. It picks up when Georgina comes to town and then goes off on its own. The story is centered around Blair and Serena and how they deal with Georgina and Blair's secret and the threats she makes as well as trying to come to terms with their feelings for each other that they've been trying to control for so many years.

Disclaimer: I own nothing. The characters belong to the CW, Warner Brothers, College Hill Pictures Inc.

Chapter 1.

April 28th, 2008.

Serena's Bedroom

Serena woke up to a noise in her bedroom, she tried to focus her eyes, but it took a couple seconds before she could see who was there. Once she cleared her eyes she looked up to find Georgina standing at the end of the bed, wearing nothing but a smile, "I know you told me to leave, but I felt bad about what I did and this is my way of making it up to you. So, do you like?" she asked as she moved her hands down her sexy naked body.

"I can't believe you got past all the security." Serena said, trying hard not to look at Georgina's stunning figure, "I don't know what you think you are going to accomplish here, but I still want you gone."

"You don't mean that." Georgina said with a sexy whisper, climbing up onto the bed and straddling Serena, "Why are you being like this? I know I can be a bitch, but you can't deny we were hot together. Can't you just give me another chance? I know I can make it all right." She leaned in and kissed Serena on the lips, pleased that she didn't pull away instantly, but disappointed when she slid out from under her and climbed out of bed, "You sure are playing hard to get."

"No, I'm telling you that this isn't going to happen." Serena said as forcefully as she could, all the while trying to find something to put on to cover up her own half naked body.

Georgina slid out of bed and grabbed Serena around the waist and pulled her in close, "I did not come all the way here to be rejected. I don't want to get upset, we both know I don't do upset well, so could you please just try and relax and enjoy the moment, because I know you're still attracted to me, I can see it in your eyes. I'm willing to give up the drugs, but we both like to drink, so let's not toss all the fun aside."

Feeling Georgina's arms around her felt good, but it also felt wrong at the same time, "What happened between us is over. I told you that when I left. It wasn't supposed to happen okay. I told you I was in love with someone else. You said you understood."

"So what you're saying is you used me for sex?" Georgina asked, but continued on before Serena could respond, "Well, at least that's honest. I never seem to pick the right people to fall in love with."

"You are not in love with me." Serena snapped, quick to dismiss the other L word from the conversation, "We spent like a week together, we had fun, we got drunk and had sex, but it wasn't love."

"Now you're telling me what I feel?" Georgina asked in a very accusing manner, her temper flaring up with every sentence Serena spoke, "I remember someone telling me when I was younger, they always told me that guys would use me for sex and then kick me to the curb, well it seems they were wrong in limiting such things to guys, weren't they Serena?"

"Would you stop saying that." Serena yelled, hating the way Georgina spun things, "I never said I didn't enjoy my time with you, okay. I felt bad when I realized I had feelings for someone else. It wasn't fair to you, so I decided to leave."

"Who is it you have feelings for? This Blair girl you're always talking about?" Georgina asked in her usual demanding tone, "What does she have that I don't?"

Serena smiled to herself, 'well she's sane for one thing,' and then tried to find something more diplomatic to say to Georgina, "We have a history together. We've spent years building our friendship up and the very reason I left was because I did something horrible that hurt Blair and I couldn't face her. I think we've finally gotten past that and I want to see if we can take it to the next step."

Georgina shook her head at Serena, "So how does this Dan guy fit into the picture? I thought you were with him? I thought he was my only competition, but I can see you are using him just like you used me. And you call me the evil one."

"It's not like that." Serena said, knowing full well Georgina had made a very good, but damaging point at her expense, "I like Dan okay. He's nice and kind and…"

"And he's what? He's someone to hang out with until you get the courage up to tell Blair how you feel?" Georgina said with a smug look of victory covering her pretty face. She turned and began searching for her clothes on the floor. "Well, I think it's pretty clear that I'm not the only manipulative bitch in this room.

As Georgina began getting dressed, a million thoughts raced through Serena's head, almost all of them were about what Georgina would do next. "Can't we just be friends? Just because I don't want to do drugs and am trying to stop drinking as much, doesn't mean we can't have fun. I know you'll like Blair and well Jenny is part of the gang and well, there's always Vanessa, she's a pretty girl to."

"Stop pawning me off on all your friends like I'm some charity case. I can get a date, okay." Georgina yelled, slipping on her super tight jeans as she glared back at Serena, "Anyway, I feel really stupid now, coming here, getting naked, trying to make things right, when you had no intention in hell of ever treating me like a human again."

"That's not true and you know it." Serena said, defending yet another Georgina accusation, "Does it mean nothing to you that I want to be your friend? Don't you want a friend for a change?"

Georgina pulled on her top, adjusted her hair and makeup and walked towards the bedroom door, stopping as she opened it, "Well, I wish things had worked out differently, but I guess that's just my luck. I don't have any luck with relationships, so I'll do what I do best, which means you haven't seen the last of me Serena. Bye now."

After Georgina left, Serena fell back onto her bed and began cursing the day the met the beautiful, but very unstable Georgina Sparks.

Blair's bedroom.

Blair sat in her bed, legs stretched out as she sipped her bottled water, waiting excitedly for the knock on her door. She knew Jenny was on her way up and she could not wait to put her in her place and get back on top in this battle of two power hungry diva's.

Moments later there was a knock on her door and Blair smiled widely, "Come on in."

Jenny opened the door and stepped inside, quickly closing it behind her, leaning back against it once it closed, "Can I just say one thing before get your revenge?"

"By all means, you have the floor." Blair said, more than happy to wait to put the finishing touches on her latest plan to destroy her former protégé.

"Okay, I don't want to be you anymore." Jenny said with a sad look covering her face, "I thought I did. I thought I wanted to have everything you did. Money, power, friends and it turns out I don't."

Stunned by Jenny's little confession, Blair was at a bit of a loss as to how to respond. Getting up from the bed and moving up close to the taller blonde, "Is this a game you're playing, because if you are using this to somehow get me to let my guard down, you are making a big mistake."

"No, it's not a game, it's the truth." Jenny declared boldly, eager to explain things to Blair, "I've been miserable since I started feuding with you and I don't want to feel like this all the time. Always watching my back, wondering what you will do next and then wondering what I have to do to get back at you. I don't have the energy for it and I'm here to say, you win."

"Something isn't right." Blair said, confused at the bizarre turn of events, "Why would you just give up? You were doing so good. As much as you pissed me off, I admired your creativity and was so impressed by your will to go up against me. I want to believe that you are ready to move on and stop this feuding thing, but I don't want to lose and I don't want to be hurt because I trusted you. That's something I can't get over. So you better be sure this is the truth."

"It is." Jenny said with a cute little laugh, knowing just why Blair was so paranoid, "I know this is hard to believe, but I had more fun with you when we were just getting to know each other. I liked being your friend, or sort of your friend. I like you and I guess I just don't want to be enemies anymore. Is there any way we can be friends or is Serena your only friend?"

"I don't know." Blair stuttered, still puzzled by Jenny's change of heart, "After all we've done to each other you want to be my friend? You hold no grudge and aren't mad 

at me for some of things I did to you?"

"No, because I did just as many bad things to you. But, I always felt bad when I got you back." Jenny explained, but after seeing Blair's eyes grow wide with disbelief, she smiled and clarified, "Okay, maybe I felt good for a while, but then I would see you looking sad and I'd feel horrible. Then you'd get me back and I'd get mad and it's just not what I want. I don't want to be another Blair. There's only one Blair and that's you. I'm happy being Jenny and if you want, I'd like it if we could work together from now on."

Blair struggled to comprehend this curious change of events, not sure how to react to Jenny's request, "I feel a little strange right now. I was so expecting a big fight with you when I heard you wanted to talk, but now, I don't know what to think."

Jenny smiled at Blair's confusion and quickly rushed over and gave her a big hug, once again catching Blair off guard.

Reluctantly Blair hugged Jenny back as a sense of relief began to flow through her usually high strung body, "So what now?"

"I don't know. How about we go shopping?" Jenny asked with a hopeful smile.

Blair stepped back and smiled at the pretty young blonde, "Well, I don't want to get all serious now, but I need to warn you that if you are playing me for a fool you have no idea what I will do to you."

Chills ran down Jenny's spine as she felt Blair's words cut through the warm happy mood she'd just created, "I swear I'm not playing you. If you want I'll do anything you ask to prove I'm telling the truth."

Blair smiled wickedly at the idea of Jenny doing anything she asked, which brought back memories of the fantasies she'd been having since the first day Jenny was in her bedroom, "You really shouldn't use that word or you might get more that you bargained for one day."

"Is that a dare?" Jenny asked with a sexy smile, enjoying the playful bantering.

Shaking her head and smiling, Blair tried to get her mind out of the gutter, "I think it's best we just go shopping right now before I do something I know I'll regret."

As Blair walked away, Jenny felt like she was missing out on something very fun and followed Blair over to her bed, "What are you going to regret?"

Blair turned to face Jenny who was right in her face, "It's nothing okay. I think that when emotions get high sometimes there's a fine line between, well, let's just say that things can get out of hand and I'm trying very hard to make sure that doesn't happen."

Jenny couldn't help notice Blair avoiding eye contact, which made her smile, "Can I ask you something personal?"

"I don't think this is the right time for that." Blair said, getting up and walking over to her closet, feeling just a little uneasy as she felt Jenny standing right behind her, "Maybe we should wait and go shopping tomorrow."

"Did I do something wrong?" Jenny asked softly.

"No, it's just that..." Blair began, stopping as she looked back at Jenny's pretty, but confused face, "Things are complicated and I usually make them worse by being impulsive and then regretting it later and I'm trying very hard not do that with you."

"With me?" Jenny repeated, looking even more hopeful than before, "What do you want to do with me Blair?"

Blair looked up at Jenny; her eyes locked on her soft sweet lips and somehow found the strength to say what she felt was needed, "Jenny, I think you should go now."

Jenny proved her similarities to Blair when she outright refused, instead becoming more confident and aggressive, "OMG, you want to kiss me."

Rolling her eyes at Jenny's perceptive comment, Blair again tried to retreat, this time she crawled on the bed and put her pillow over her head, "I'm not talking about this right now. I get like this when I am all hyped up on the adrenaline of a good fight. But, it's not real, so I need to have a cold shower and I'll be good. So you can see yourself out."

Instead of listening, Jenny crawled up on the bed and curled up beside Blair, "All this time we've been fighting, each time I got you back, I've wanted to stop and say sorry and give you a big hug, but I didn't want to just hug you Blair, I wanted to kiss you. And now that I know you feel the same way, I know this is right."

Blair rolled over onto her back and slid away from Jenny, "You are reading too much into this and it's all my fault." Blair sat up in her bed, put her back against the wall and let out a deep breath, "I do think you are a beautiful young woman Jenny, but nothing can every happen between us."

"Why?" Jenny asked in a loud disbelieving voice, "Is it because I'm younger than you?"

Grinning slightly at Jenny's question, "Well that doesn't help, but no, it's because I'm in love with someone else."

"Oh god, if you say Chuck I'm going to hurl." Jenny said bluntly as her face began to contort horribly at the thought.

"No, it's not Chuck." Blair laughed, "It's not important who it is, but it's not fair to you if my heart belongs to someone else."

"I don't care." Jenny said enthusiastically, "I've been thinking of you for a long time now and even though I was sure it would never happen, I spent many nights imagining us together and I don't just mean kissing, I mean doing everything, having sex, being together, like a couple. If you aren't with this person then you're still single and that means you can do whatever you want."

"If only it were that simple." Blair sighed, smiling at Jenny's eagerness, "About three months ago I wouldn't have thought twice about taking you to bed, but a lot has changed since then. In spite of our little feud, I like you and I know that being with me would only end in your heart being broken and I can't be responsible for that."

Jenny got up and kicked a garbage can across the room, showing her temper as she tried to process Blair's rejection, "This is so unfair. You tell me you want me, you tell me you think I'm pretty, you say you would've had sex with me a few months ago, but then you hide behind this so called person your heart belongs to. Where does that leave me? With nothing. Again."

Seeing how upset Jenny was getting, Blair tried her best at damage control, "Look, you are a beautiful young girl and you are going to find someone who can give you all of their heart and when you do you'll be happy you waited."

"Now you sound like my dad. How nice." Jenny said angrily, grabbing her purse from the dresser and walking towards the door, "I think I liked old Blair better, at least she wasn't afraid to live."

Blair rolled her eyes and chased Jenny down the winding stairs, finally catching up to her at the elevator, "I'm sorry about all this. I know that nothing I say right now is going to make you feel better, but maybe in a day or two you might want to take me up on that shopping trip."

"Don't count on it." Jenny snapped, stepping into the elevator and turning away from Blair as soon as she pushed the main floor button.

"Jenny. Come on. Don't be mad. Jenny." Blair stopped talking when the elevator door closed and began moving downward, shaking her head as she walked slowly back up the stairs and into her bedroom, grabbing the picture of her and Serena from her night stand and smiling as she held it close to her chest.

End of Chapter 1