I need him I love him and I want to be with him but who is he

I need him I love him and I want to be with him but who is he? He is the boy that stole my heart and ran away from me. He is wearing a mask hiding from me. Making me wonder who he is and suffer at the same time. Making me want to be with him even more. Searching for him high and low everywhere I go. All the time searching. I must haved looked over him. Friends say there is someone for me someone who loves me. I am staring right at this boy but not really seeing him. He is right in front of me loving me but i cant see. I am trying to see but I need help finding him. Can someone help me.

tell me... y do i bother with an impossible task. tell me please, guide me to the edge, stop me from drowning in the confusion i'm in. the darkness that consumes me. just tell me what i should do. tell me what you think will help me from dying all together for my hope is dying out and my mind is going blank. this hole in my chest is growing and sucking me in. i beg for a light to guide me. bring me back to this world... even if i wish not to go in the end.

The girl that dreams

The girl that lives in a different world

The girl that cant move on no matter what she does

The girl that always smiles

The girl that never shows tears

The girl that tells you everything

The girl that you can always talk to

The girl that you can always realy on to be there

The girl that you want to kiss in the rain

The girl that can always brighten your day even thouh she cant brighten her own

Just the girl your looking for