Disclaimer: I don't own Daa! Daa! Daa! And its characters, it is own by Mika Kawamura and licensed by different companies around the world which I have no connection to.

Summary: AU. Seiya always made her cry. She's always crying under the Sakura Blossom Trees that I'm fond of. I'm always left to console her, but I'm no different than Seiya... we're both Casanova, but I'm the one to see Miyu's True Worth. Miyu X Kanata.

Author's Note: Got inspiration from a song... I tweaked it a bit to my tastes and added a few twists, this is really a one-shot but you know my inability to write one so this is a short story. I hope you like this as much I am! I really like this so I hope the feed back is good, if you don't-! –Brandished a spoon out of nowhere- I'll kill myself!

Spoon can kill people... right?

真価～True Worth

By Hiroyuki11

"Miyu Kouzuki, find some other guy that'll value more than your bastard of a boyfriend, find someone that'll see your true worth... find someone that'll love you... there's a lot of guy out there. Don't waste your love on him... or me." –Kanata Saiyonji

I see you're crying again at that cherry blossom tree you love so much, your eyes are red and puffy... doesn't you know anything else besides crying? Aren't you sick of it? Aren't you sick of crying you soul out?

It isn't like this when I first met you or rather, saw you... you were smiling brightly when I first saw you 3 years ago when you were still in Junior High School. I saw you walking towards your school gate, happily hopping along with your friends, so innocent, like no care in the world... I at least have the heart to avoid tainting you...

But what happened now? The next time I saw you, you were with Seiya. He's my friend, and we're both Casanova... I didn't set my eyes in you only because you're too innocent, I don't want to be the one to wipe that smile in your face.

But why...? After 3 years you're in front of me... introducing yourself, as one of Seiya's six girlfriends, not that you know that.

You seem happy, but that's the last time I saw you smiling. The next time I saw you, you were at the cherry blossom tree that was hidden from the sight... I knew that place, that's because it's my personal place... you see, I went there when I needed to be alone, or at least that's where I take my nap.

I let you off invade my personal space as I walk away, scowling, but when it's the 15th time in this month I saw you in there, I couldn't take it anymore and I approach you... damn, you're persistent.

You were in a fetal position and had your face covered in your sleeves. It's obvious you're crying again... and I had a hunch that I know the reason.

"Here." I suddenly said as I offered my hand as well as my handkerchief to you. Now leave and cry somewhere else...

You stiffened and looked at me... your eyes, red and puffy. You froze on the spot, scared of being discovered of the friend of your boyfriend.

I knew your problems... I know them very well... I've them to a lot of other girls... I left them behind when I found someone new. I left them crying over me, begging me to not leave them... but I ignore them, and they cried for a few days and they let me go. Girls have very short attention span anyway... the way they ogle me while being at their boyfriends prove that, typical.

But you're different... you've been crying like this for a month... and even if I'm like this, I'm not that cold-hearted. I heard from Seiya, how clumsy, ditzy you are... that you worship him like a god, and you don't look at other boys beside him that way. I thought no girl was like that...

How wrong I am.

I stayed by your side, and we watched the cherry blossoms fall from the trees. You truly worship Seiya like a divine being. You do not flinched or blush at my presence... a lot of other girls should have flirted with me now... we hidden at sight, Seiya wouldn't even see us here. So... why?

"Why?" I ask you a simple question, without even looking at you. "Why are you crying... again?" I ask you a little angry. This was the 12th time we've met in my secret spot. Although I do not exactly dislike company, you're not exactly a company that I like to be with right now... you're just using me as the outlet of your grief.

You quickly understood the question, and it was the exact thing in my mind. You aren't a scatterbrain as Seiya claimed. You're just a overly dramatic, hysterical and brooding girl... honestly, with all the tears you cried, all the stories you told me... you could have make a blockbuster movie by yourself. Although your stories now are getting cliché and repetitive...

"I see him flirting with another girl and he kissed her." You said, eyes brimming with tears. "...Right in front of me."

I knew what she was talking about, I did it too. Too many times to count... I flirt with girls in front of my girlfriend(s), it was kinda fun seeing them squirm and uncomfortable. Sometimes, I even broke up with them and hook up with the new girl... "Then break up with him..." I said, smiling slightly. "...And I'll let you become my girlfriend." I said, smirking. I'll ditch you if you did that... that's the worst kind of girls I hate.

"I won't leave him no matter what." You said while shaking your head... you're not even mad at me, strange. "He said that he loves me and he won't leave me no matter what..." The glimpse of the strong girl I see in you suddenly fades and you started sobbing again.

I see.

I now know what attracted me into you... any other girl I would leave them behind, besides you're not even my girlfriend. We're kind of... similar in a twisted sort of way... we're both insecure. I... I...

I realized that that I'm the cause of a lot of girl's pain and suffering, much like your situation right now... I have made dozens of girl cry like you did... ditch girls, like Seiya ditch you, in the middle of the street for another girl. It hit me straight in my soul... is this the bastard I became? Am I like Seiya? Do they, the girls I broke, see me this way?

What have I become?

I became a monster... I've became something that I hated. All those things I promised myself in that day... was the same path she took?

Back then, I have a vague feeling when you were telling me you overly dramatic stories, it seems that I somehow understand it a bit. But now... it seems like you're talking about my adventures instead of Seiya's... I became guilty... I became scared... it's like you've been confiding your secrets in a deathtrap... and each tale I remembered my heart aches.

I broke the rule of the Casanova, I crossed the line... is this why is it forbidden? Is this why...? I became involved in to a girl... that isn't even my girlfriend. I regretted the fact that I pity you a little when I approached you the first time... now, old wounds of my broken heart is opening and believe me... we're in a similar position.

I'm lost. Confuse. I don't know what to do.

So I decided to leave you behind. It's for the best for the two of us...

I walk slowly at the now yellow, cherry blossoms tree, it's now fall... I could fell the cold winds embrace me as I walk to our meeting place, the only place I'm both fond and disgusted of.

You were already there, strangely calm... you're looking distantly as if thinking... when you saw me, you smiled brightly. "Hello Saiyonji-san."

"Hello Miyu." I said as I stood in her front.

"You know Saiyonji-san. Thank you for all that you've done for me... I think... I... I..." You became suddenly nervous, but I wasn't that listening that much... I'm currently gathering all of my courage to not to stutter at the big bomb I'm going to drop at you.

I look at you. You were blushing looking at the ground, as if you said something to be embarrassed of. Whatever it is... I didn't hear it. "Miyu Kouzuki, find some other guy that'll value more than your bastard of a boyfriend, find someone that'll see your true worth... find someone that'll love you... there's a lot of guy out there. Don't waste your love on him... or me." I said firmly, muttering the last two words to myself. Don't fall in love with me... I'm no better than Seiya... I'm no better than the one who hurts you the most. I quickly made my exit, debating if what I did was right or wrong.

I vaguely heard you say something but I did not pay it any heed. You're maybe cursing me or something...

...To be continued.

Aren't I evil? Heh, if you look closely... you would know what Miyu really said... and it was an irony that Kanata didn't listened. Now this is the kind of twist I like... I hope my muse won't let me down in the next chapter. I'm currently editing it, it's partially finished. I think this is the best way to end this chapter...

Preview of the Next Chapter:

I saw your pale face, your half-lidded eyes shining, your cracked lips smiling brightly, and now your hand that was gripping my wrist as if your life depending in it... you were still weak, but you manage to smile brightly... the smile I learned to be fond to, because of its rareness.

"...You c-came... you really... came..." Miyu rasped weakly, as she put my hand in her cheek.

I was aware of my heart skipped a beat... I think I have fallen with my friend's girlfriend. Although Christine is my current girlfriend what attracts up from each other was not love but our presence... I'm calm and content while I'm with her and she's the same, there is no commitment between us.

"Miyu... I-"

"I love you..." she said, her grasp in my hand loosening... as she was loosing consciousness, "I really do..." tears started falling in her eyes, "I love you very much..." she was smiling, yet her tear-stricken face stab me in my heart.

Now... do you consider me as evil? I bet you will! Next Chapter is especially evil! Thinking about it made me grin... now... Review or Else... I'll kill myself with a spoon, and you won't be able to read the next chapter if I die miserably. XP -Hiro