A.N. I don't own Inuyasha or Yu Yu Hakusho.
Dear Diary,
My heart is pounding like crazy. I've never felt so... Stimulated? Alive? I don't even know how to put it. It's like there's electricity running through me. It's so much more intense than anything I felt with Inuyasha. But I'm terrified.
This guy... He's not like Inuyasha. I mean, as hurtful as Inuyasha could be and as blind as I was, I could see his motives usually. He was cruel and indecisive in some ways-But his actions always spoke of what he wanted. Kikyou. But him? He's unpredictable! Quiet, polite, calm... Secretive. He seems invulnerable to everything. And he's so guarded...
It seems like every time I get closer to him, he blocks me out. And even when I think he's starting to let his guard down with me, he'll simply give me a charmingly mysterious look that let's me know how distant he really is.
Sometimes I wonder why I keep trying. He's friendly, but he never seems to want to get close. He's never made a move and I don't think he even wants in my pants. I mean, that's what Eri and Yuka said when I told them how aloof and mysterious he was. But I never really thought he did-If it wasn't for the skirt, I don't think he'd know I was female. Not to mention his fan club. He could have anyone he wanted-So why want me?
That's it! No more studying, no more coffee, no more dinner, and definitely no more late night chats! I refuse to chase another man who isn't interested in me.
Sincerely yours,
Higurashi Kagome
Closing the diary, the red haired male smirked as he set it aside. His emerald eyes flashed gold. "So she thinks she can write me out of her life? Never." Hearing the room's usual occupant come into the house, the kitsune disappeared. Oh, she would chase him... And by the time she realized that he was the one really doing the chasing, it would be too late. She would be his.