Author/note: This is my second Klaroline fiction, I don't know how many chapters there will be or even how the story will turn out... so I hope anyone who reads this would leave a review and let me know what they think of each chapter and all criticism is accepted :) that would be of a great help to me~~
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Chapter 1: the deeds
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The grief was too deep. Everything seemed messed up. Caroline had never felt such loneliness before, Bonnie's still trapped in some prison world, Elena is too busy trying to get her memories back in addition to worrying about Jeremy and trying to bring Bonnie back.
Her mom's death was too devastating, made her more vulnerable than ever. she can't take it anymore. How can she avoid this pain? Elena shut her humanity off when Jeremy died... But then, Caroline is not the kind of person that would choose the easy way out.
If only she can disappear till the pain is gone. That's all she wants, for the pain to be gone. she doesn't to feel it anymore... But then the thought of shutting off her humanity doesn't seem so wrong (~She's the control freak for god's sake! she can handle it~) , she can keep herself under control, all she needs is to avoid those feelings and this loneliness.
settled.
She shuts it off.
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The next morning she wakes up on a door knock!
(~who could it be? oh, of course it's the drama queen!~)
"Elena! you do realize it's 8 in the morning, don't you?"
"Care, you wake up at earlier than that!" Elena pushes past her into the house. "came to check on you"
"ooh.. that's so nice of you, I'm perfectly fine." Caroline rolls her eyes and continue "anything else?" she crosses her arms, still standing in the foyer as if she's asking Elena to leave.
"you're mother's died! you're not fine! I know it cause I've been there, I felt lonely and devasta..."
"My mother just died, I'm here all by myself and yet you found a way to make this about you?! waw Elena, you truly have a gift" says Caroline with a sarcastic tone.
"Caroline, why are you talking to me like this? as if you..."
"shut it off? yes I did, now save me the lecture and let me go back to sleep"
"oh my god, Care..."
Caroline looks at Elena with an annoyed look, "jeez, don't make a fuss Elena! and you know I don't like to repeat myself so... bye" now she's sounding somewhat threatening (~Cause otherwise Elena wouldn't leave~) making Elena's blood run cold.
Elena walks out of the Forbes' house staggered.
(And for sure she'd rush to Damon and Stefan)
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"Damn it Elena! now I'm not even feeling sleepy anymore! well, time to eat then!"
She heads to the kitchen to grab a blood bag, she needs to cool her mind first then she'll think of what she'll do with her life now. And there isn't any! "ha! good start! this is Elena's fault as well".
The thought of feeding on people never occurred to her, as she was victimized and technically used by Damon. She never wanted anyone to go through what she's been through.
But that's the old sane Caroline! The new without-humanity Caroline might have something else to say about that.
"Not even in the mood to go rob a hospital now!" says Caroline in annoyance. "ugh! but I'm hungry!"
She goes upstairs to grab a quick shower and then heads to her room to change.
"God! I really need to go shopping!" she says as she goes through her closet.
She puts on a designer jeans that she bought the last time she went shopping with Elena, a taupe boots matching her lace cross back tank, and a black moto jacket to perfect the look with her straight hair.
She sets off to the hospital. It's still morning but there are people on the road, it's not like she gives attention to them or something.
"hey Barbie, looking for some fun?"
Caroline rolls her eyes, "what did you just call me?!" she turns her head towards the voice's direction, he's a drunk guy, in his late forties or something, slightly bald and still holding a bottle of beer in his left hand.
the drunk guy smiles as he thought he got her attention.
(~little did he know!~)
She walks past him, intentionally touching his shoulder. once she's a two steps past him she turns back and winks at him.
He idiotically follows her in an abandoned corner in the street.
Once he's there she vamps to him grabs him the neck, "this is definitely not your luck day!"
the now frightened man drops the bottle and desperately tries to release himself of her grip, "who are you!? what do you want?" he cries
"'what are you?' you mean, that doesn't matter actually... what's important that my mom died yesterday and so i had to stay up late at night, and her highness, Elena, woke me up at 8 am, I had no blood at home, and now you call me Barbie?" she tightens her grip.
the man can't even scream now, his eyes widen in fright as he sees her fangs.
she digs her fangs into his neck. The smell of his disgusting sweat is flowing but that doesn't stop her.
"Caroline! Stop!" a voice called out for her.