Hello People!

I present you another Fanfic of mine - A Change of Heart. I know the first chapter has nothing to do with Usui and Misaki is still twelve, however, this is about Misaki's past (I know she's all weak and all but the good part is always character developement). Sorry if you guys hate it, but if I don't get a review, I'll assume that nobody likes it and will give up this story...

Chapter 1: The Difference Between Us

I watched as Misaka fluently hit the tennis ball with ease. She had a perfect body and such an open personality. Anyone can make friends with her. Anyone. Normally, you would find my twin sister out in the sunshine, enjoying the outdoors, almost playing sports every day. That's who Ayuzawa Misaka was.

Me, on the other hand, cannot go outdoors. I always stayed in the shadows, the darkness. As I would always follow my sister's footsteps. I've been outside without a bunch of umbrellas hovering over me and I always dreamed of the soft delicate sunshine touching parts of my skin. I would finally feel the sun, the outdoor breeze, and the chilly nights. Oh and, how wonderful the snow outside the window panes are. The tiny flakes drifting down. I was so... pitiful and pathetic because of my weak and feable body. Just like mother.

I always watched Misaka, she was just the one person I always wished to be. Even as twins, her blonde hair is shines like the sun itself, her golden eyes flutter endless beauty. Unlike me, the weak girl with dark hair. None of the outside world even recognizes me... not the real me at least. While my sister excelled in sports, I was the only girl inside the mansion, liking math equations more than dolls. I was... very unusual for a 1o year old girl.

I hated people. I hated everyone in the mansion, all the so called "friends" and "supporters" of my father. They were so fake, their crazy gossips of the next heir of the Ayuzawa family. Until I reached age eight, I was never casted out as the "different" one. They once called me "genius, prodigy," and "must-be-the-next-heir" of the family. After, they discovered that my weak body will never recover, and just like mother's, they turned on me. Form that day on, I was never even something to look at. No matter how many awards, trophies, concerts, competitions, and achievements I accomplished, they all turned to my sister.

I was left alone, in the darkness. With my mother gone and my father busy in work, no one has even cared for me.

I watched from the third floor window of the school as Misaka won another match. Her golden hair swinging brilliantly in the air, her serious eyes right on the ball. After her next score, she waved at me. I waved back, smiling faintly. Misaka was the only, and only one who's ever known the real "me". I wasn't the charming girl two years ago, or the girl without existence right now. I was me. Ayuzawa Misaki. She has always been by my side, protecting me.

As I made my way through the hallway, a few girls stepped in my way. I tried stepping back but they started surrounding me. It was Cynthia and her friends. Cynthia was my cousin, whom I've never liked. I despised her, and my uncle. They were part of the reason that mother died. I hated them.

I was always easy to pick on. I didn't give such a hard fight because my weak body. They shoved me inside the girls' bathroom and one and Cynthia, pulled my collar. "Mrs. Lucifere said your paintings were qualified as first wall. I wonder what was so great about that stupid duck you drew?"

"It's a swan-" she slammed me against the wall. The girls surrounded me. I tried to escape their grasp but there were too many of them. "Stop!" I yelled.

Cynthia pulled on my hair. "Just the other day Mrs. Ferlade also complimented your beautiful dark, raven hair." She sneered and put up an ugly face.

She took her scissors out and put it next to my hair. "I wonder if you didn't have any hair... will she still like you as much?"

"Stop!" Tears were threatening to fall. Cynthia and her friends pinned me down and started strips of my now uneven hair. I was scared. "Misaka! Misaka! Please..." I was shreiked and yelled so pitifully and they continued laughing.

"Scream! Scream for your sister!" Cynthia yelled. "Everyone knows that she's a brainless tomboy. The heir of the Ayuzawa's will be me, that's just too obvious. Our elders all know that she is incapable and letting the future of the Ayuzawa corporation in her hands will ruin it to dust!" She threatened sadistically.

Just then a loud bam came from outside and I saw Misaka standing there. Her sports bag slung over her shoulder, and her golden eyes flashed with fury. "Let. Go. Of. My. Sister."

The girls stopped cutting, their faces was quite pale. Only Cynthia's remained calm. "Come girls, lets go."

"Where do you think you're going?" Misaka asked.

"Home if you must ask, of course, you don't think you're going to tell the headmaster are you? The school rules never said we couldn't give our little friend here a haircut did it?" Cynthia said smoothly, studying her nails. She walked out he bathroom with her minions trailing behind her.

"Misaki! Are you alright?!" Misaka ran towards me with a worried look.

I slowly got up and was silent. I watched my fallen hair and finally made eye contact with Misaka. A single tear escaped form my left eye.

"What's wrong?" Misaka asked and threw her sports bag down.

"Do you... think I am that weak?" I managed. "I feel so useless and weak. I couldn't even face Cynthia and her friends. Every time, the only thing I could do is call for you to help. I'm pathetic."

Misaka pulled me into a hug. "Ayuzawa Misaki! You are weak! How can you over something Cynthia said?!" She stared right into my eyes. "You must remember one thing, you are never weak unless you think you are. I admit that I'm a brainless moron who struggles at simple formulas and essays, but I for one, will not cry over something such as that. That is because I know that I am Ayuzawa Misaka, someone you cannot show such stupid fears. Remember, I'll always be beside your side, no matter what happens."

I into a silent sob after that. Why can Misaka be so strong? Why am I the weak one? Why is life so unfair? Why is fate torturing me like this?

Sorry if the story sucks. Yeah...

Meh. Not really in the mood. But, just to clarify, Misaki is from a wealthy family and has a really sick body just like her mom. Her twin sister Misaka is the outdoor type and has a perfectly healthy body. Misaki is jealous of her sister because she can be so strong and tough. Misaki often got bullied and Misaka always protected her. That's why Misaki's ultimate wish is to be strong like her sis. Sorry if you wanted Suzuna to be her sis. It's just that I put Suzuna in here... it doesn't really make sense so yeah...

BTW, Usui doesn't come in for a very long time... like maybe a couple more chaps... Cuz now, they're still kids.

Thanx,

CC