Callie woke up that morning to find Stef sat on the end of the bed stating at the wall opposite. "Morning." Callie said in a rather confused voice "morning sweetie me and Lena need to talk to you. So will you come straight down stairs once you have woken up properly? " Callie's head started to race what had she done then she remembered the night before.
Flash back
She felt so numb. Telling Stef and Lena about Liam was the worst possible idea ever yes she was hurting keeping a secret but at least she felt something. Now the truth was out she felt like something was missing from her body it was as if the secret had become part of her body. She sat in her & Mariana's room just staring at the scars on her wrist. Looking at the scars made her think of the euphoric feeling she use to get when she cut. She felt alive & untouchable. If you shed your own blood then nobody else can hurt you right? That's use to be her little mantra but then when she moved into the fosters it was different she saw how alive & happy these people were with just having each other. It was all a bit overwhelming at first but then she realized that this is how a family was meant to be. She didn't need to bleed to feel she just needed her family around her! But the urge to run in the bathroom and find something sharp was too strong, she couldn't fight anymore this was it she was going to relapse & there was nothing anybody could do about it. Not even a mama sandwich could fix the brokenness Callie was feeling right now! Slowly she stood up from the bed & made her way into the bathroom making sure the door was locked she turn to the cabinet where she knew the razor were kept. Quickly she flung open the cupboard door & started to empty the contents on to the bathroom floor. She finally found the pack of disposable razors. Just as she went to open the packet the door handle turned & Callie knew it wouldn't open but still she was terrified. Whoever was stood behind that door could ruin any chance of Callie actually feeling anything tonight. "Callie is you okay?" It was Lena. Fuck. Callie knew that Lena wasn't going to go away. "Callie please opens the door I just was to see that you are okay!" Callie panicked & knowing that she wouldn't have time to get the blade out the razor she looked around for something else to use. She saw the glass that was sat on the sink. The next thing Callie heard was a smash & looking down in the sink she saw the glass in pieces. She reached in the sink and pulled out a piece of the glass & quickly starts to slice the skin on her wrist.
Meanwhile Stef had heard the smashing of the glass downstairs and had raced upstairs to see what was going on. " Lena what's happening?" She asked her wife who was in the master bedroom searching the draws for something. "Callie's locked herself in the bathroom where is the spare key?" Stef realized the urgency of the situation & walked straight back out of the bedroom & with a swift kick to the bathroom door broke the lock. Lena followed hurt the bang of the Stef's boot against the door & ran towards the bathroom.
Callie had just made the deepest cut on her arms when the door flew open & revealed a rather concerned looking Stef and Lena. Stef was the first to spring into action moving forward towards Callie & grabbing hold of the piece of glass in Callie's now blood covered hand. "No don't take it away from me please " Callie pleaded her was just a whisper & if Stef hadn't been stood next to her she wouldn't have heard it. "Callie looks at me!" Stef was trying to pull Callie out the trance that she was in. As Callie's eyes met Stef's the teenager completely broke down.