LET IT BE ME
CHAPTER 1
HEY MY CM & DEMILY LOVERS….SORRY THIS HAS TOOK ME A WEEK TO POST BUT I HAVE BEEN REALLY IN TURMOIL WHERE IN HOW I WANTED TO PROCEED WITH THIS STORY LINE! THIS IS THE SECOND SET IN THE SERIES OF MULTI-CHAPTERS SO PLEASE READ ALL THE OTHER STORY LINES, OR THIS I THINK CAN STAND ALONE! I HOPE YOU ENJOY! AS ALWAYS I DO NOT OWN CRIMINAL MINDS OR ITS CHARACTERS.
Derek had been so full of questions that fateful day back in October 2013; he had waited for her to come home all weekend, when finally he was awoken out of a slumber to hear her voice speaking to someone. He froze laying their thinking had she brought someone home, was she speaking to Sergio, or even on the phone….he had felt as if he was an intruder invading all of her wellbeing now, & that this was the worst idea he had ever been talked into. He managed to wait to what sounded like she was in the kitchen before announcing his presence, but as the fates would have always had their way she came springing into the spare room having only the hall light on. He just watched her speechlessly, he could see even in this dimly lit room that she had been crying with the most angst of faces….he wanted to grab her and pull her into the security of his embrace to hush all her worries away. Although he was very unsure of her reaction to his presence when he came up from behind her to wrap his arms around her waist, pulling her ever so tightly into him, he felt her tensing & gasping for her breath. Derek knew her reflexes where somewhat slack considering she had been out of the field, but she still could pack a punch….he leaned ever so lightly into her ear faintly whispering the words from his heart….."I need you, I want you, I love you Princess….Let it be me that gives you everything!"
They stood there in that dimly lit room in silence for some time before either said another word, as she let the tears stream down her face letting him hold her taking in his warmth & letting what he had said thoroughly sink in! Derek was unsure if he should say more, but just held her as her tears slowly but surely seemed to subside into little whimpers, before he decided he needed to turn her to finally face him. Emily, I never meant for things to get this far or nor did I ever want to hurt you…..I have been a stupid foolish man….only looking out for my own greediness as far as you were concerned! But I truly meant everything I just said to you….I need you to be my world….HELL you are my world! She was a little hesitant in her response, not knowing what really to say….except just to cup his face with her hand to wipe away the tears she thought he had been trying to hide….Derek I want to be your world, I want & need you as well, but I cannot play games anymore, I cannot be hurt anymore! Before she could finish Derek leaned in ever so slightly to graze her lips with his ever so gently, he could taste her tears still, & that was a taste he vowed that would break him forever more….he released his tight grip of her to bring both hands to cup her face increasing the touch of their lips, while he pleaded entry to deepen the kiss she gave the most beautiful whimper he had ever heard…..she held his wrist to pull him closer into herself while he fervently explored every aspect of her mouth. He suckled at her lower lip making chastise kisses down towards her neck, moving his grasp to her waist pulling her into his warmth. Emily whispered Derek's name while he relished the taste along her neckline, working his way back to those lush lips to taste her again. He knew he tasted the remnants of a red wine & a cigarette, but regardless he was intoxicated!
Every part of Emily was screaming to pull out of his grasp, but her heart was reverberating through her chest to get closer….God he smelled so heavenly, he tasted like nothing she could possibly imagine, & his touch….well his touch was sending her body into convulsions almost! Dear God if he could do this buy only holding & kissing her….then what the hell could he do during sex! Stop it….Stop it Emily…..OH GOD….this man is going to be the death of me, God I want his touch all over me. She just shuttered even more at all the things that were going through her mind, until she felt him stop, & look into her eyes…..that far away gaze he was giving her now saying come wither…..he was making her a wanton woman….could I possibly ever be able to live again without his touch! I knew he was speaking to me but my mind was trying to grasp this situation, when I finally was somewhat coherent again, he said….Let it be me….Let it be me!
OK I WASN'T AS HAPPY WITH THIS AS I WANTED TO BE…BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOY SO FAR, LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK, ALONG WITH IDEAS….THANKS A BUNCH AS ALWAYS!