AN: I sometimes write poems to help me develop a deeper understanding of a character I'm trying to portray. Technically, this is a character sketch for my Raen Hawke from my story FAR, but it is vague enough to work for a mage Hawke of either gender. *shrug* I spent a long time on it and didn't know what else to do with it.

Disclaimer: Bioware owns the inspiration, but the wording is vague enough that I think I can safely claim this as mine...never hurts to be cautious though.

K Rating: All of my stories are usually rated much more mature than this, but outside of being kind of sad, I think we're pretty safe here.


Father where can I belong

With brother, sister, mother gone

Your ashes billow with the smoke

The name you gave no longer spoke

Except that bird, proud to the last

The echo of our bloodline's past

Feel no despair, I place no blame

For this curse which burns my veins

I tried to use my strength for good

To serve my best, just as I should

I promised I would keep them free

Now everyone has left, but me

In this cold house, what can I do

Away from love, away from you

I pray that you can still forgive

If in the end, I choose to live

And turn to face this world alone

To run the dark, or take the throne

I am the flint of war- a spark!

Despite the aching of my heart

I can be only what I'm made

No matter what I've tried to save

'Champion' is a hollow word

To pin their hopes upon a bird

Whose brittle wings snap with the weight

Set on them by a chance, or fate?

Take pity on my weary bones

Father, steer my flight towards home.