I was outside building a sweat lodge with Jake. I was still trying to get him to forgive me, but for some reason I was looking at him in a different light. He had taken his shirt off and there was sweat dripping down his face and the rest of his body. I started to feel weird and…oddly turned on. I shook my head and kept working.

"So I heard you and Clare fighting" I said trying not to make eye contact " I did date her for 3 months maybe I could give you some advice"

"Yeah me and Clare I don't think where going to work out" he said looking straight at me

"Why would you say that?" I asked confused and laughed "well maybe you could try seeing someone new" he smiled an award winning smile

"Who do you suggest?" he said with a slight giggle. I looked down blushing like crazy "well the emo types are always fun" he smiled at me looking in my eyes and I quickly changed the subject "did you get a new hair cut?"

"Umm yea" he laughed "i think we both knew that you don't want to talk about hair… you wanna hang out some time? Like get some coffee" he asked

"Umm" I replied, my hands getting a little sweaty "id love to I like coffee keeps me up at night and keeps the nightmares away"

"Nightmares?" he asking sounding really concerned

"Yea but it's no big deal you know meds, bi-polar that kind of stuff" I said finding myself blushing even more

He tilted my chin up "is there anything I can do to help with the nightmares anything at all?" I nodded and grabbed the back of his head and pulled him into a deep kiss, and he kissed back. After a little bit I finally realized what I was doing and pulled back "No, NO! What are we doing?" I asked stunned at what I just did.

"Well we were kissing and I was having a great time" he reply sarcatily

"We can't do this"

"Why not?"

"BECAUSE! You're dating Clare"

"I told you I don't want to be with her" he tangled his fingers in my hair "I like someone else"

I laughed "well then I guess I'm a home wrecker" he took me and kissed me again

"just like Marisol" he replied

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