A poem with a theory on how two characters may have turned out….theories appreciated….
Draco/harry
Enjoy. X
ODE
Could you ever see me…
Ever see me for something new,
Exotic
Warm
Kind.
Words that are thrown into the
Love torn ether.
When we were young…and all
Long limbs and growing
Egos.
When I wanted you even back then,
And you turned
Ran
Judged
For legitimate reasons considering
My set grimace and
Emotion etched in slate.
When you were pride and soul
And light and sunshine. You were
What I craved and desired.
Before I knew what to desire even
Meant.
When we grew…I admit the harsh
Slices of insults
And barbs grew also with passion
And anger. However..
Were your words only ever laced
With anger…or like mine…was there
Something that was hidden beneath the
Hidden edge?
Is there much point in the ponders
Of a now grown man?
I look back at us, correction, at
Me.
I regret so many things….you,
Stupid emerald creature with the clueless
Heart and enraptured friends.
I regret never holding you.
I regret never once considering if it was…
If was for keeps…
If I should have fought for longer
Or harder…just…well….fought.
I am now lost in the memories
Of the glorious boy I could have been, and
The wonderful man I could now
Be with. Alas…the time has gone.
Can a man ponder too much though?
When I caress pale breasts…when I hear
The first cries of my son…
When I smell golden hair through my
Decaying fingers…..
When I have this….and all I see is emerald…
Is it all too much?
Am I meant to move on?
Am I meant to list you merely as
'Boy wonder'
And stumble off with insults and hearts
Shattered like glass.
Do you ponder me?
Do you remember how I extended my heart
Within my hand…when I was all
Long limbs and confused soul…
And you turned away?