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Chaper one

Party tonight?

7:30pm, my house as normal, bring drink; you and me drank the last lot, and most defiantly do not and I repeat NOT forget your camera this time

Love you

Oh great Alice was throwing another party; most likely it would be the normal friends, which I'm not complaining much about, at all. It's the fact that Mike Newton will most defiantly try and I mean try and epically fail of trying to get me to go out with him.

I was only twenty-three and already I felt I was getting in to thirty far too early, I was far to mature. But I can't really blame anything on that, it was the way I brought in to the world, looking after my mum till I moved away to live with Charlie, then graduate from college.

When everything we do is wrong

We move along

Okay I had my ipod on when I was working, The All American Rejects were playing and I couldn't help but think of this song to be a lot more truthful about me in someway.

For example, last week I was munching on my lunch when all of a sudden I sneezed and somehow I ended up with my yoghurt all over my outfit; Alice was not happy about that at all. Not one bit. But I moved on anyway, it was a lot easier then screaming how 'my top is ruined' which would be exactly what Alice or Rose would say.

I sighed while looking at the picture next to my computer, me, Alice and Rose, smiling while we were out on holiday last year.

To really put in to view, I'm the duck against the two swans. Alice may be a pixie to me, but she was beautiful, I saw the looks she would get, but she would just take no notice, she would just look as if nothing was happening and stroll back to her office. But then again, she only had eyes for Jasper.

Her and Jasper had been dating for sometime now, he had been working here about two years ago downstairs, when someone up here spotted his work and told him to move up here. But I can't complain, he's not bad looking, although it sometimes looks like he's a bit uncomfortable around us, as he just stands solid. Alice just says he's a bit shy but listens to what we say, so I'm all for the quiet guy.

Rose is the opposite of Alice, very tall indeed, in fact even with out her heels she's tall; compared to poor Alice, she's like the giant from 'Jack and the beanstalk'. But her beauty is a whole different story, her blonde locks just shine, I swear she's using some sort of 'shiny' shampoo that only she finds, because what ever shampoo I use for my hair, it has nothing compared to her.

"Hey, I'm guessing Alice sent you a text about later?" there it was, the voice every girl in this office falls for, Mr I want you in my pants Cullen.

Sighed in my head, it was the only way I could stop myself from falling off the chair I was on.

"Yes Edward, that's a silly thing to actually say, seeing how I'm her best friend." this was probably the most stupidest thing he had said to me that day in fact.

Of course I got the text, Alice and me have been best friends since the first day of work!

He smiled that crooked smile I loved; the smile that you know will send hearts flying out the window.

I think I'll have to change my pants after this

"I know, I was just checking Bella. Was just wondering if you knew how much drink is needed?"

"Well to be honest, she'll be needing a bit, seeing how last time, Alice, Rose and myself drank what ever she had at her place, all I remember that night was underwear and a lot of Madonna…" I faded off at that point; there was no need to carry on what actually went on after that.

He gave me a questioning look then turned to the door after I gave him the answer, I swear I heard him laugh though.

Best go change the underwear for the second time today.

****

Oh my gosh, I hope Alice has room for the amount of drink she wanted, as well as the fact it's filled up my poor car, I should really charge her for this.

As normal when it came to Alice's party there would somehow be something that got broke and poor Alice would end up pouting by the end of the night when half the people have passed out. So knowing she would take precaution this time, I didn't think the pixie would go over the top.

"Uh Alice…"

"Yes Bella?"

How could I put it? Alice had basically gone to a DIY store and had what I thought stolen the entire bubble wrap! Even the sofa was covered in the stuff

"I know you said you'd make sure all the good stuff was covered, but seriously girl, did you have to do the WHOLE house?"

Alice only shrugged; I guess that was the only answer I would get out of her,

Mother, where are you today?

You took a piece of me the day you went away

No recollection or the smell of your perfume

Well I took a piece of you the day I left the womb

I watched as I saw people started to sing in to the karaoke mic as soon as there had been a lot to drink, did mention it was mostly my drink that was going, I should put my name on it next time. But it was that song that reminded me so much of where I grew up, so okay I lived in Phoenix before I came back to Forks, but by listening to the lyrics, it most defiantly did sound like my life in Forks, must make sure that it's on my ipod; I did miss Forks mind you, all the green, feeling trapped, everyone knowing you. But I told Charlie I would move out and become myself,

Brother put your needles down

The best thing for you is to leave this awful town

Pretty soon you'll have kids to fend

If you see mother tell her I've been saved

I smiled as I soon saw Rose and Alice attempt to do their best Madonna, how this changed my mood around and how it defiantly put smiles on our faces, although I think Emmet and Jasper were thinking different. Oh Emmet? He's Rose's boyfriend, you could somehow think they were famous people, the way Emmet was full of muscle, while Rose looked like arm candy, but it wasn't that way at all, Emmet was a big bear to me, treated me like his sister, even though Alice was his sister, and Edward, my boss was his brother. Strange that isn't it? Not one of them act like each other.

"I may need to think about wearing ear plugs the next time I hear Alice and Rose going up to sing," I turned round and saw Edward laughing, I couldn't blame him, the sight of a pixie and blondie locks singing and dancing was enough to make you smile.

"Yeah, I feel pretty sorry for Emmet and Jasper, they have to put up with that,"

"And you don't feel sorry for me?" I looked at him then smiled

"No not really,"

"Oh that hurt Bella, I'll have to make sure I'll pass my work I don't want on to you while I spend all day on facebook," he winked at me,

"Wait?"

"Bella, I know you spend hours on that site, I watch your statuses pop up."

Wait? He goes on facebook? But I never see him pop up or anything. It's normally Alice, Emmet and sometimes Jasper.

"But I normally see you work, writing down things, drinking coffee then going back to what you're doing, that doesn't make sense Edward Cullen." I always used his name when I was somewhat confused and annoyed, but which one you ask? I haven't a clue.

Yet again the bastard laughed at me

"Oh Bells, you do know on facebook there's something you can do on chat that's called 'appear offline'."

Bingo.

"Well, I'll keep that in mind Edward. Now if you don't mind, I have to go pull Rose and Alice off before the house somehow falls down even though its fully covered in bubble wrap, nothing can sustain the amount of singing in the wrong key those two can pull off."

well that's the first chaper, it may look a bit crap at the moment, but i've been concerntrating on some other stories at the moment, so i just thought about this one and thought what the heck and just wrote it :)

the next few chapers we'll see Bella trying to get into Edward's pants ;) so you'll still get what you want out of this :)