Disclaimer: I don't own Fushigi Yuugi, because if I did this story wouldn't be on a fan fiction. Oh well..... please don't sue me I'm to poor and I know that Fushigi Yuugi belongs to the lucky Yu Watase.

Warnings: There will be shounen ai and incest. If you don't like one or both of them then don't read this story.

Author's Notes: Hi everybody. I came up with this idea a while ago, but didn't feel like writing it because my conscious told me I should be working on school projects, or at least my other fan fictions. I eventually made a compromise.... i worked for over 2 hours on a project, started, but not finished, other chapters, then wrote this chapter. I know this chapter is very short, but the spot where I stopped just seemed like where I should cut off. The only bright side on doing this is that I will most likely finish the next chapter shortly. Please read and review.

Extra Note: In this story Suboshi and Amiboshi call each other by their real names because heck do you think that they would just call each other by their Seiryu names. Any ways, I still call them Amiboshi and Suboshi, it's just that hey call each other by their real names. If this made any sense at all thanks for reading this.

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The sound of a flute could be heard on the wind in Kutou's imperial gardens. Though no one would know where the musician was, and that was exactly what Amiboshi wanted. He wanted to be left alone to contemplate his feelings and thoughts.

Amiboshi was in a secluded part of Kutou's garden. It was surrounded by a tall hedge on three sides and a person would only be able to see the seishi if they were in a single position, otherwise no one would notice he was there.

He was playing in the branches of a flowering sakura tree. All of the petals blew around him in waves, but Amiboshi noticed none of this because he was to deep in thought about his emotions.

Amiboshi finally stopped playing and watched the petals flutter to the ground. He was so confused, for he could not understand these new feelings for his twin brother, Shunkaku.

Suddenly a flash of light went through his head and he knew what the emotions were. He softly cried out, "Why Seiryu, Why? Please tell me why these emotions must be mine? What have I ever done to deserve this,...... or rather why must I have *these* feelings for my own beloved brother." Amiboshi's heart was filled with anguish, for he knew that he would have to bear this love for the rest of his life and also conceal it, unless he wanted Shun to leave him forever. He knew that if the event ever occurred his heart would shatter into thousands of pieces and he would die, all alone.

Amiboshi did not realize that he was crying until he saw the tears land onto his flute. He tired to straighten up and refuse to cry, but it was useless. All he could do was balance on the branches and try to cry away his grief.

Amiboshi didn't even notice when he fell out of the tree and onto the solid ground. He just laid there motionless, except for the shudders of his tears. The tears seemed to never end until he fell into a deep, dreamless slumber.

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Suboshi was wandering aimlessly around the Kutou gardens in search of his aniki. He tried to follow the sound of his aniki's reed flute but the wind blew the sound everywhere, as if to conceal the musician.

Suboshi was just about to walk around another pathway when he caught the glimpse of some blueish-lavendar clothing. He quickly ran to where he had seen it, while shouting, "Aniki?!"

When Suboshi finally reached what he suspected to be Koutoku's hiding place, he found his aniki lying on the ground fast asleep. even though harm had come ot his brother, Suboshi was worried because he saw the stains of tears on Koutoku's cheeks.

Carefully he picked his aniki up into his arms and started to walk back to their room. He knew that questions would have to wait until another time, for he didn't have the heart to wake his brother up.

Eventually Suboshi reached the palace. He quickly went to his and his brother's room. Suboshi gently laid his brother onto a bed, for he was still asleep. Suboshi decided that he would wait in the room until his aniki awoke, so he could ask what was wrong and try to make it better. For Koutoku had been acting strange for quite some time, especially when he was around.

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Thank you for reading this *very* short chapter. There will be more coming..... eventually. Please review, I will take both compliments and flames. Considering I'll be happy just having people actually review.